well, almost a month has passed after my previous blog entry. so many things has happened.
valentine's day, dramafeste, the release of Olevel results, the release of the Alevel results.
for once im actually feeling stressed. like real stressed. the only other time i felt like this was in sec 4, when the prelims were round the corner. and it was the prelims, not the Olevels. right now im already getting stressed up over a minute block test. i really dont know what's wrong with me. i've been feeling this way ever since the Alevel results were out. everybody did so well. i know i shld be happy for them but suddenly i just felt so stupid. 4As are like everywhere when i even have trouble trying to get passing grades. i simply dont understand what happened to me after i stepped in JC. maybe i should have went humans or s7, where life seems more normal due to the absence of fmaths and where interesting subjects like bio and econs are around. and i used to lurve geog and lit back in sec sch. why am i in double maths? im simply at a loss. sad case.

maybe i should not dwell on such matters. makes one feel as though there's no more hope. on to more interesting stuff that happened in my life. aside from feeling stressed out that is. valentine's day was fun. running around and exchanging presents with friends. sad to say, i dint have a date. but by the looks of myself, i doubt if i would ever get one in the near future. sad case again right? im such a failure.. okay. i should start telling myself i should not feel depressed. i should not feel depressed. i should not feel depressed. i should not feel depressed. i should not feel depressed.

dramafeste was fun. got to know alot of people in the process of everything. all the juniors, plus some of my yrmates. seriously, it was a very good way to get to know more people within the faculty. and all of us had fun, tho we dint win anything. it's all in the name of fun i guess. sposed to go to the fac head's hse tmr for bbq but im simply too lazy to drag myself to the other end of spore. haha.

Release of Olevels results. we were all so worried for the juniors, but glad to say they all can make it. now it's just a matter of whether they wanna stay within the fac anot. some confirm switching out, like my dear adopted mortal, but it cant be helped i guess, since she had already made up her mind to leave s3 and move to s6. probably she finds fm too challenging. i should have been like her, be harsh and jus leave, cutting myself loose of all the emotional ties. but most of them staying i guess. even if something like merging and splitting of classes happen this year, i wont be surprised. afterall they're a pure local class, cant expect much from the school admin i guess. afterall, we came by this before.

life is so busy nowadays. especially with interact having so much things coming up. convention, elections, IU week. hopefully i'll have time to sit down and start mugging proper. life sux basically.
till the next time...