last paper tmr. of all things, fmaths. something that i refused to touch during the holidays due to the tremendous load of work required for chem and physics and now im suffering under topics like stats and mechanices. try understanding geometric/negative binomial/exponential distribution. or maybe, vertical circular motion and simple harmonic motion. simply cant imagine the rest of the mechanics topics. something about rigid bodies. argh. or maybe try linear equations. sometimes, just by staring at complex numbers make me wonder why i ever chose fmaths. to think i used to tell people back in sec sch that the last topic that i'll ever take is fmaths. blearh. still remember, when venus saw me at the 36 queue during orientation, she went, "nana, you taking fmaths?!?" ex-403 classmates exclaim, " i thought you would sure take triple science". it's not that my bio was that good, or my amaths was that lousy. in fact, i think i got a1 for bio by fluke. and emaths/amaths were my best subjects. but somehow or rather i just cant grasp the hang of fmaths, or even maths to be exact. think im going to fail my maths c blk test. all of things, maths c. when im a double maths student. people must be wondering i suppose. just couldnt do the mechanics questions. handed up two thin pieces of foolscap paper for section b by the end of the test. ms debbie teo is going to kill me. end of story. =( giving me another chance to reconsider my choice after first three months, i'd switch to s7 for sure. no doubts about that. maybe i might not struggling as bad as im right now. sigh.