havent been blogging for a while i guess. nothing much to blog about actually. i wouldnt wanna blog about boring stuff like playing neopets everyday. -duh- yes i still play neopets and guess what. my parents are actually hooked onto a jackpot game in neopets!!! yesh. my parents play neopets now using my account.. how funky of them right? *grin* but the problem is that they have lost tens of thousands of neopoints using my account... what a heartache. to think they are my hard earned neopoints.. *sob* *grin* now i understand how they feel when i spend their hard earned money.. lesson well learnt aint it? now my main problem is to earn more monies for my parent to spend.. haha. how amusing.

shuz just came over to my house to play and chat this afternoon.. had a fun time talking to her about everything under the sun. then we chanced upon the topic of fate and destiny. turns out that she used to believe in it, but not any more. as for me, i never had "fate" and "destiny" in my dictionary. not that i never believed in fate and destiny but i dont think there exists fate and destiny. why does that sound contradictive? but after romeo and juliet and zero experience, i refuse to accept fate and destiny as it is. i may live to eat my words but that will be it for now. *grin*

whee. ruoling jingwen venus coming over on wednesday morning. haii. realised that i miss the class when we dont get together and play.. what will happen to me next year? i think i mite end up in SMU when everybody else are going to NUS (unless ruoling comes along with me to SMU which i think is highly unlikely) and we'll grow further apart.. realised my jc mates are the ones where i can show my true wild playful side.. haha. like my usual suaning people, or teasing people.. whereas i think sec sch mates are alot more mild but i think im closer to them at the heart.. wait. i think im confused. darn. i think i grew further away from them in jc.. maybe because i became closer to my jc mates whilst they stuck close together? hm. argh. im confused. shant think so much. all i know is that i'll miss everybody, esp ruoling xinxin venus when uni begins and we have much lesser time to meet up. haii.

can i go all the way back to first three months when everybody was still happy and carefree? i dont wanna grow up. sigh.