woke up in the morning to find my love actually downloaded nice and done. now all i have to do would be to find some way or another to transfer it to my laptop cos my sound system in my computer is dying on me. yeah. sighh.

very very torn now. i want both child@street 11 and the leadership camp. only 59 people signed up for the leadeship camp. i counted, according to the email. the only other name i find familar was Janice's name. but if i go for the leadership camp, i wont be able to make it on the final briefing date for comn serve and they are looking for people who can make it on the four compulsory dates, cos they are oversuscribed. but i really really want the comn serve. ah damn. will go down for the briefing tmr afternoon and see what they say. i so want both. want it soo much. ah how. damn. speaking of which, i think i would be missing homecoming carnival on 310704 cos accounting camp ends on that day, and since it's only a 2day1night camp, i think they'll prolly end in the late afternoon, when all activities are over and done with. ah sigh. how? somebody advise me on what to do.
note: i really want both activities, and dont tell me to drop the comn serve cos i never will. i want this project too much. really so much. haii.

nobody at home right now so im blasting perfect 10 on radio and seated at my comp blogging. gonna be a boring boring day alright.. and sorry roo, that i cant make it down cos my mummy wants me to accompany her to the CPF building later in the evening =( good luck to you yeah, even when i know you wont see this in time. yeaps.
yawn. barely woke up at 10am and im already yawning. gotta kick the bad habit of waking up so late. but at the same time i need to kick the habit of sleeping at 1am odd every day. i leave the internet at around 12midnight odd, and return to my room where i take a book and start reading. by the time i bear to tear myself away from the book, it would be 1 plus 2 already. so it aint that i dont wanna to sleep early but my book doesnt allow me to. makes sense? i think it does. my book is controlling me. grin. when i grow up and start earning money, when i have a house to myself, i want a roomful of books. my personal library. yeah. i want that. i want to have a mini library in my house. i will dedicate a room to BOOKS and nothing else. whee.

what shall i do in the afternoon later? watch catch me if you can on my laptop i suppose. and take a nap after that. that always happens when i stay at home for the whole day. yeah. oh sigh. never mind.