wondering...

tired. a little groggy and drowsy after going out with my parents but i suppose this is the after lunch syndrome. yawn. feeling a little sleepy now. whine.
 
my previous post screwed up on me so to the hell with it. though blogger is trying their best to upgrade and keep everything nice and user friendly, i'd rather it go back to the old times when i could see my posts and blog at the same time. doesnt matter if i cant change the bloody font or whatsoever, cos i can do that in html mah. sheesh. and now i cant do html in the same window unless i go edit html. dont link. whine whine whine. in a little whiny mood now. feel like sleeping. been thinking alot just now.
 
sometimes i wonder if dreams would come true. not the dreams that we harbour when we grow up. but dreams that we experience during the nights. there's a chinese saying that 'whatever you think of in the day, you would dream about it at night.' (i.e. ri you suo si, ye you suo meng. read. hanyu pinyin.) seriously, i had such a dreamful night last night it set me thinking, if they would come true. occasionally in life we might meet situations where we find the place or situation familar, it's almost as though we've dreamed about it before. would that be the dream coming true? i wonder. do we make it happen, or does fate make it happen. alot in life can be controlled with our two hands, us chaning the path we take, and what we are going to do. but at the same time, does fate play a part in things? is there really somebody up there, controlling what might happen to us today, tomorrow, the day after, next month and all the way till the end of our life?
or am i just plain thinking too much?
i really dont know. it just feels so strange. so weird to be pondering over such things. so minute so little.
or is it not small after all.
 
not that im feeling cranky or whatsoever. in fact i still feel sleepy. and tired. sheesh im like a pig. so much like a pig now. hum.