ahhh. class 95 is soft rock weekend today!! :) i simply love soft rock. whee. they are rock, but not hard rock metal. nice to soothe my feelings. it has the same effect on me, like jazz. ahh. i so wanna chill out this weekend but i have been playing too much le. ever since thurs till today sunday. was out on thurs watching movie, fri was spent mugging FA only, and sat was MAF, and of course sunday was badminton day. i like badminton days. whee. in fact, i love badminton days. :) had a fun time playing badminton just now at jurong east stadium with gab and fishball. wenyu dint join us cos he's having the fly. mm take care dude. was analysing the way fishball and gab played badminton. gab likes to make us sprint all over the courts, chasing the shuttlecock. and fishball would prefer to remain in her position to catch the shuttlecocks [but she is always able to hit them, no matter which angle the shuttlecock comes in from. heh.] fishball's hits are usually hard and fast whereas gab varies his shots all the time. it could be fast and hard for a while and then he would change it to something soft and near, making us run near the net to make our shots. but fishball has a higher accuracy than gabriel, which is pretty much obvious. wahaha. as for me, im easily distracted. by anything. happenings on the other courts, things whirling on my mind [like today] and of course, a rumbling stomach [like today too!]. heh. i lost entire focus in the last 5 minutes and i took myself out. spare myself the agony of watching the shuttlecock fly between fishball and gab. haha. and fishball's mum makes wonderful mooncakes!! ahh. the snow skin white lotus paste mooncake we ate today was heavenly. sheesh. was telling fishball her mum should go sell food in a canteen. it would definitely be damn popular cos her mum really can cook. yummy yum. :) then we spent a whole 4 hours having lunch and chatting at the same time. talking about anything under the sun, from army life [of course gab was leading the conversation here ;)] to cars [like what kind of cars we would wanna get. i still want my mvp. or volkswagon beetle.] to school [i.e. smu when i start complaining about the lack of likeminded people in here and me awaiting for the guys in my batch to get out of NS asap and join us here at smu. and trying to convince gab to come here even though my complaints.] to travelling around the world [i have a sudden urge to tour europe. but no monies. and gab was talking about his trip in aussieland. and me and fishball were talking bout going london for a week odd next year with joycet and coincide our return with junhui's return to spore. she can even be our tour guide there! i wanna tour europe and absorb new cultures.]. whoa. it was such a fun conversation. ooh and we were talking about clubbing and pubbing. obviously we'd rather pub than club. and we wanna go to a nice pub where we can simply drink, chill and listen to jazz. ahh bring me to a jazz bar. now! i want a drink to soothe my nerves. ooh i want. get me away from this stressful life.

NUS is having their term break now. NTU has finished theirs. mine is coming in two weeks time. i simply cannot wait. i want holidays [what may be lack of it, i dont quite care]. im simply dying le. sometimes i feel as though im on the verge of cracking, especially when i get moody for reasons obvious. i wanna go back to NTU and eat their nice nice jap food. and ramnik's hostel western food. i wanna crash ruoling's lecture and turn her room upside down. venus is saying she wanna organise a stayover. a mahjong bridge stayover. i want all of them! ahh. we can go for midnight movie [provided we stay at venus's place ;)]. i just wanna play. whine. i wanna do so many things. so many so many things. after MAF yesterday, i wanna be with my friends again. i wanna be back with 02S33 and my interact exco. oh goodness. miss them so so much. and the entire atmosphere at hwachong. you had to be there to know what i mean. you feel the warmth. the energy. the friendliness. everything. everybody.

met ruoling at clementi at 4 plus yesterday to buy stuff for MAF. hee we both spent about $10 odd each on things we bought for the entire class, stuff like lanterns, mooncakes, DURIANS [yea we bought the 3 for $10 durians and they were good kk.]. had a fun time walking around buying stuff, getting distracted in big book shop, and for a while clothes when i was trying to find nice bottoms [im running outta bottoms le!!]. made it to coro by 530 and we were there waiting for people to come. met wenhui and mok while waiting outside prince. mok has slimmed down! and wenhui still looks the same. wahaha. in fact mok is becoming good looking le [kor its a compliment. take it. :) ]. and me and ruoling became so bored we decided to play fei ji qi on the landing on the steps between prince and ke ai ji. wahaha. the people who were waiting for seats at ke ai ji were laughing at us lor. for being so boliao. shrugs. its even more boliao to stand there and laugh at people dont you think so? heh. people slowly appeared one by one, sijia zhangqing, yanlian, eileen, wilbur, xinxin, jason teo, yijian and qianwen. ate at yong chye and goodness i love the horfun there. its just damn bloody nice. walau. i miss yong chye too. haha. reached hwa chong at about 7 plus when we made a beeline to the third floor so that we could see the light up, both for the fire ball and the central piece. damn nice. i must say the 31st council is good. they put in alot more effort as compared to the previous years. yea. then went back downstairs to class bench to play with sparklers, lanterns whilst taking pictures here there everywhere. ate durians played bridge. mass song session in the central plaza with juniors and grandjuniors. i love singing the hwachong songs with my friends. s33 linked up in one circle [02, 03, 04] and we sang our hearts out, jumped our hearts out and had loads of fun. left only when the security guard switched off the wing lights which was at about 10 plus. wanted to do mass dance but weisiang wanted to take picture with seniors. but the whole event was good enough. enjoyed myself there, being myself and with my friends. such a major event every year where everybody gets together. where everybody gets high. when we play bridge, as usual. yisheng had this face of incredible look when he found us playing bridge at the class bench. :) im proud of being a bridge addict. :) im proud to be part of 02S33.

something i would like to do now.curl up in bed with a book and have class95 on the radio.









you can hurt someone who cares for you alot by ignoring them. tried and tested.