finally home.

yea im home. after one long day out in school and playing badminton. yawwnnn. now im really tired. thankfully not alot of people online to chat as well so there you go. bet i'll have an aching butt and aching arm tmr. right arm to be specific. yawwnn.

today's meeting in sch was productive. we managed to find the information we wanted. just that we slacked off in the afternoon. were supposed to be studying but somehow we ended up watching each other use the comp, crapping, and watching each other fall asleep. i dint :) weizhong was the first one to fall asleep and gary did so after that. wahaha. oops. somewhen in between a guy and a girl crashed into our unbooked SR. i only knew the guy who was zhimin, but i had absolutely no idea who the girl was. but she started talking to me like old pals so i started talking to her too. after that she went over to talk to gary and i was talking to zhimin. after they left, i turned to gary and asked him if he knew them. gary was like, "i only know the girl, jiawen." and i was like "i only know the guy, zhimin." dotz. which led me to wonder if jiawen was in child@st11 but i dont think so lei. weird huh. the weirder thing that happened today was that i actually met the hillgrove BB and GB people in SMU today!! wahaha. they were at botanic i think. then i saw them near the road outside biz lobby. whoa. i was like, why on earth do these people look so familar. and claudia and jaz [my gan mei :) ] were like "MS TEO!!" and everybody turned and looked. and choruses of "MS TEO"s followed after. *embarrassed* hee. they can still remember meee! whee. both the boys and the girls. and the 2E1 girls were blowing kisses at me la. aiyoh. *paiseh* and i kena-ed teasing from the two guys after that. gary and weizhong were like "ms teo.. ms teo" yeacks. wahaha. so coincidental. sooo sooo coincidental.


had badminton after that at bukit gombak sports stadium after that. wah the hall was hot and humid and stuffy. but i had a fun time as usual. we played rotational 2 on 1 since wenyu couldnt make it today. but he made it down for dinner. went bali thai for dinner. acks. the thought of me saving some money flew away. wanted bk for dinner actually, but somehow they wanted slow food instead. oh wells. at least the food at bali thai was not badd. and after that as usual our round of bridge and daidi. somehow im very thankful for the weekly sessions. at least i can finally be me. me myself and not some facade that i put on in school from time to time. it gets quite tiring sometimes. the constant contact i have with my sec sch and jc friends keep me alive and sane. it pulls me to ground level. and stops me from losing my true self. and im thankful for that. thanks dearies. :)


and yea tie, i agree with what you say. currently my guy friends are always on the lookout for pretty girls in smu [which is aplenty i hate to say. and im not included definitely.] and the thing is they are attached. take today's library incident for example. i was in the copier room with weizhong and a vaguely pretty looking girl with thick makeup [but weizhong thought she was chio] walked in to use the copying machine. he got excited when the girl taught him how to use the copier machine to staple papers together. and he gave me an excited nudge when he walked back. heh. plus. the pretty girl, eileen, in all his classes [i think they share the same timetable]. gary thought she was chio too the first time we had econs class [which was the first time gary saw her]. mmm. guys are always on the lookout. wont the girls feel insecure? i dont know. if my bf were to be constantly looking out for chioer girls, i would too. unless im the one going "oei there got chiobu" and im pointing in that direction asking him to take a look [more like wanting to hear his comments about the girl]. which was what i used to do yea. haha. ironic isnt it. but if he were to be doing it behind my back, i'd feel insecure and uneasy. maybe its just me. cos i am an insecure girl. that i know. i need constant reassurance and companionship to know that i aint alone and i aint as bad as what i think. i know i need a jab of confidence intake cos my confidence level is at an all time low after the break up. breaking up does weird things to you huh. oh wells. things will pass as time passes i suppose.


i need to concentrate and focus on my work. stop thinking about wanting to play. but i wanna watch movie.
i wanna watch 13 going on 30. i wanna watch a cinderella story. i wanna watch the bourne supremacy. i wanna watch the terminal. i wanna watch dodgeball. i wanna watch garfield [ i think. but its definitely not a $8.50 show like what i was trying to convince gary of. he wants to win the 1.5m garfield plush that GV is giving away. and he did say last time that he definitely wanted to watch garfield with me. oh wells. a broken promise due to unforeseen circumstances. :( ]. i wanna watch plenty of movies but i dont have anybody to watch with me. i dont wanna watch it alone. believe it anot, my last movie was the village [spidey aint counted cos it was my second time.]. which was how long ago. one month? urghs.
i wanna watch mooovieeee.