sometimes i dont know what im feeling at all.
at certain times i feel as though i still miss him. sometimes i feel as though i've forgotten all about him. sometimes i just dont know what im feeling.
maybe i shouldnt go blog reading. i dont know. shrugs. especially the med fac people's blog entries. blame it on the links. but on second thoughts i can choose not to click on them too. self control self control. haii.

a friend of mine was telling me he might be breaking up with his gf. i was stunned initially, then cautiously asked how long the relationship was. 2 months. i merely told him to think about it carefully before doing anything. and shrugged and told him that single life could be fun too. is it really that fun honestly? i mean, i took the past one month to pick up the pieces of my life and to move on. the previous month before that was spent sad and upset. slowly im eradicating him out of my life. but is it possible for complete erasure? i dont know. shrugs.
dont worry, im fine. but i was just thinking about the stuff that my friend was telling me. frankly speaking, i was amazed he told me that. cos im not THAT close to him. or maybe its different for guys. such that they can tell this sorta stuff to anybody. i dont know.

but i shall heed his advice and stop msning so much. heh.
the morning's spree of blog reading has rendered me -numb-. i dont know.
i think the word "idontknow" is my most commonly used phrase. argh.
but i know im fine, so people dont worry. its just this occasional thing you know. heh.