a place where she always goes

Monday, October 25, 2004

time for me to blog a nice long blog. i think.
im tired.
anything new from me?
yea im tired.
im still tired.
tired from yesterday's comns presentation.
oh wells.
i did appear in the end. and it wasnt too bad. some people said it was good. i thought i could have done better. but somehow. i feel that i've lost the confidence i once had for presentation. *shrugs* remember my jc poverty presentation in j1? i love that presentation to bits. i felt as though i was on the top of the world, trying to grab attention and get people from the class to interact with me. mr lim was amused, i could tell. grin.
where was that confidence i seem to once have?
i think something has gone wrong somewhere. i just dont know where.
im no longer as outspoken as before.
im no longer as comfortable with everybody as before.
what happened?

and im infinitely sleepy. and tired. dont ask me why.
must be because of the comns presentation. imagine cheonging one presentation and speech from 7pm to 2am. i realised that my presentation was wayy off at 6 plus in the evening. damnit. and from 2am to 3am, i was trying to rehearse. my sis said she could hear me through the door. and throughout the entire night, i heard cheering going round my entire neighbourhood. it was the man u arse match. grin. ooh. man utd won 2-0 by the way. by now it should be old news le.
oh wells.

my entries are getting from bad to worse. its getting more depressing. and shorter.
and usually i am not in the mood to blog.
ahhh what the heck.
i'll blog when im in a better mood.