everyday seems like yester-day.
memories of yester-day that keeps us moving forth. or hold us back to the memories.
which one would you choose?
i'll be greedy and take both.
because i want to be reminded of you you and you.
yet i want to know you, you and you.

cant believe im in uni yes.
entering a new phase in life. making new friends having a different life from my sec and jc friends.
cant believe im still able to find nice wonderful friends [like you two] amidst the throngs of plastics and fake people in school. a godsend, you two.
cant believe my sis [real one] is no longer the bratty pri six girl i remember her to be.
instead, she reminds me of me when i was in sec sch. just a more cheena me. hahaha.
cant believe my dearie mei is now going j2. where i was two years ago.
the times we spent talking, writing letters, practising and teaching mass dance.
cant believe you've been my mei for a whole 4 years already.
cant believe i had started and ended a relationship this year.
tasted the sweet taste of puppy love, but it ended with a bitter taste. with no regrets.
cant believe i had once taught and set papers in a real sec school.
with students who still remember me after all this time.
cant believe you've been my closest buddy for 13 years. and you'd promise to be there for the next 13 years. and ever after. i hold you to that promise.
cant believe you're overseas. in the faraway land of UK. going through a totally different life from me. in the white wintery lands and cold summers. wonder how life is going for you.
cant believe everyone whom i am close to are all separated away from me. overseas. nus. ntu.
thankful for the presence of joyce and yuan. the two closest buddies i have in smu. glad for the chance to be with yuan after our fateless first three months.
cant believe the guys are already 11 months into NS [as for kor and tim, 1 year 11 months and 1 year 8 months respectively]. hope you guys will mature in there.

cant believe so many things happened this year.
my self reflection came a tad early, but mei got me into such a mood.
see la, your blog entry.
haha.
i love all of you.