kay.
i've decided and decided to try for events sub comn. laurene emailed the people who signed up today and looking at the list, im surprised to see so many familar names (:
annaaa!! laurene told me yest you signed up too! (: plus people like baoling, ivan, wang jing, wei seng, ridz, wen fang. thats 7 of them. a total of 15 people signed up for it. tues evening is our first meeting. looks like i gotta go sch on a non sch day again. at 645pm in the evening somemore. a little sians yes, but it does look as though i dont have a choice do i?
kk shant complain. now im taking one small step.
i seem to be taking alot of small steps recently.
trying out for events sub comn, volunteering to organise asoc retreat and agreeing to be in orientation main comn. hopefully i can still cope with studies and tuition considering the last two events are gonna be in the hols. as in, busy during the hols. considering yep if it comes along too. and setting aside time to tour europe with poppop and sotsot and jun [what's jun's porcupine name?] (: i know, i have time (:

such a tiring day today.
tiring mentally.
christina lee is nuts [shh dont quote me]. a creative thinking individual project on experimentation [yes think chem and physics and bio. that was what i was thinking. prove that gravity is acting downwards at 9.81 ms-2.]. which constitutes 40%. siaos! madness. helpppp. i need ideas. i need creativity. i fear CT lessons. dont you all agree with me?
MA workshop was worse. the min prof khoo stepped in, i knew i was in for a deep slumber. its cos i dont know the answers, hence i attend the workshop. stop trying to squeeze answers out of me when my brain juice is dry dry and dry! argh. twenty minutes into MA workshop and i wanted to zao out of it already. yawn.
oh.
and one last thing.
stop talking about smu fee hike!
im darn irritated by the ignorant ones.
and darn irritated by school people who are trying to raise tidal waves [yes i mean it almost literally] over this issue when its a fact already. stop the stupid emails where you argue over why the school is doing us an injustice by increasing it to 15%. bu shuang right, change school la. talk so much kok, what kind of action are you doing? what kind of action are you trying to prove? that smu students are people who cant let go and insist on nitty gritty details like "leftover buffet food is part of waste of our fee hike"?!? oh puhlease get a life man.
and i cant believe the initiator is our bgs TA.
yea THAT TA. i am irritatingly amused. i know some people may have difficulties in paying this extra hike, but you think they are the ones complaining like shit and airing their views over the school network and internet? no. simply no. they would be the ones thinking of ways to cover this extra hike. they wont be making alot of noise and waiting for people to come save them. we are a smarter lot than such assholes who create incessant noice and clog up my email add.
AND. nus ntu people. stop laughing. stop smiling irritatingly and say "oh wow 15% hike lei. thankfully we only 5%". like SHUT UP. you are going autonomous next year. you will feel the added burden when you go autonomous. max is 10% increase, but its sufficient to make you complain too. so stop the smiling backstabbing. cos your turn is up next.
so there.
ahh im so pissed now.