sometimes i should really think before i act.
and not regret after my actions.
that can get me into quite alot of troubles.
seriously.
oh wells.
whats done been done.
sorry.



the scars of an old r/s doesnt fade away that quickly.
i thought i wasnt bothered by it anymore.
until recently.
just yesterday when i was bugged by it again.
not in the bad way.
but it kinda made me reflect, if i was ready to go into another one soon.
i guess i know the answer myself.
and im glad im thinking properly now.
for once, my thinking has brought me some sense.
at the same time i dont want the scars to haunt me forever.
just give me some time. to think.