sometimes one shouldnt expect so much out of something so little.
disappointment seeps in and affects you that much.
even though the action was a little wild and nonsensical.
why should i have even thought of doing something so idiotic in the first place?
ahh. it only serves as a reminder to myself.
that im not as ___________ as what i could/should/may be.
oh wells. what will come my way, will come along. its only a matter of time.
*i hope*


had kbox session with my cousins last night.
thoroughly enjoyed myself (:
we have our own teo family "yanzi", "andy lau/ah du", "fanfan" and many whatnots. me, was just singing songs to whichever that came along and i found familar [considering i havent been listening to chinese songs for a super long time]. it was really really fun, considering we k-boxed for 6 straight hours. and i got home nearly 2am in the morning. daddy and sa-bei came to fetch us home, cuz there were 7 of us and two cars had to come bring us back to our respective homes. we should do that more! more more more! hahahaha.

not really in the mood to blog actually.
that incident actually affected me that much.
so much for. haiz.
its alright. walk on babes walk on.