TIRED.

been really tired recently, busy going everywhere doing anything everything. the hustle and bustle feels great as i havent been out and moving about for quite a while, but ultimately you still feel the tiredness and all.

offtopic: mama&papa were just questioning me weirdly about cafe cartel.
papa asked, "if we go in and order just ONE plate of pork ribs, can the other people get bread?" i was like, "er why not?" and then he asked THE question. "that means arh, if 5 of us go in and order one pork ribs, everyone can eat bread also hor?" me, o.O

anyways.
it all began with national day, meeting up with the girls for lunch, and then the hurried rushing for the project report. thankew so much for alvin and ben keeping me sane and entertained, at the same time giving the much required encouragement to keep going on, before i died and fell asleep in front of my lappie. :) and alvin has got teeshirt&vouchers to pass me. i want quick gimme! hahaha. im a sucker for sch teeshirts la. or at least, specially designed ones that you cant buy outside, because they can show how unique the designs are.
and then thurs there was class in the morning, hurriedly rushed home from school for tuition that started a mere half an hour after i got home. basically after tuition i was sooo shacked i just fell alseep right before we set off for mediacorp for the results show of singapore idol! hahaha. i havent took an afternoon nap for a super long time, and i wonder why. maybe cuz im not in the habit of taking afternoon naps.

then twas down to mediacorp! as seen from the pictures, me and my sister enjoyed ourselves thoroughly! now the main reason why i said it brought back loads of memories was because i used to come this place real often when i was young. that was when i was in this acting class when i was younger, and we were often called back for children programmes shooting, poetry& singing competitions.
nah i dint take part in singing, but i took part in the poetry one. it was called 好说好笑好口才 and i won merit prize! the trophy is still sitted nicely in my living room now :) and it was real fun, trooping down with my fellow acting friends, running about like wild animals in the studios and trying to settle down when the producers commanded us to do so. and then during the semis, i remembered, i was actually sucking on a sweet before my turn and i forgot to bite it down before i start reciting the poetry. so what happened was, i went on stage, started talking and stopped twice during my recital JUST to swallow the juices from my sweet. WAHHHH my teacher nearly wanted to kill me and my mum was soo nervous for me! and guess what, they thought i paused because i was panicking. -_- 妈，我在含糖果啦！but i still got through in the end, so that wasnt an issue there hahas.
and and i filmed with向云,黄文勇 like a million years ago when i was 8 for this ntuc christmas special. i was the second of 3 kids there and at that time i lost my two front teeth so the directors lovved to call me bohgeh. -.- and it was sooo fun! i got to bring home one big teddy that was rightfully mine during the filming hahaha.
the last time i took to acting when i was in pri5, the last show being 署条汉堡青春豆. that was a drama serial with the main focus on orphans and i was one of them! filming was soo uber fun, getting to know new friends, changing behind filmsy film sets and us girls running over to the guys side to disturb them and then the guys would run out only in their underwear and us girls shrieking our heads off. -.- and then after that, i stopped acting classes, which meant a stop to all possible further contracts with the then tcs. me mama wanted me to concentrate on psle mah. so that was what we did.
but those days were really good, going for acting classes and having fun. doing shows for community centres nearby, and heading down to mcs for film shoots or competitions. i still remember the mcs canteen fondly! wanted to go to the canteen after so many years, but the mcs receptionists told us we cant go there. sighh. and i've lost all contact with those who used to be in the acting class with me. and my fellow acting friends. if only there was msn when i was in primary school. but one thing i can be sure of, none of us are back in the acting line at least. i only remember keeping in touch with one guy but we lost touch during sec sch. he was in ri though, that i can remember haha.
that day, back as one of the audience, was just so ...... the feeling was indescribable la.
if only time can go back to when it was..

then there was yesterday!
went back to school for project meeting for presentation on coming monday and poor poor adrian, he was suffering from stomach flu and he looked sooo bad yesterday, trying to endure throughout the meeting so that he could see the sch doc after that. he must have ate something wrong in bkk hahaha. then i nua-ed in the gsr until 6ish before i went to cityhall to meet my colleagues&greatgrandsnr angela and jasonteo. i had tons of fun catching up with them on staffroom gossips and grilling jasonteo on *ahemahem*, and of course the most important thing, giving jasonteo a farewell dinner. goodluck to you dude! and i swear&promise, i'll call JUST to make you fly into a rage LOLs! since you cant fly back anyways hiakshiaks. waited with angie for 502 for a near 45 minutes before we gave up and went back to take the mrt. the crowds at cityhall yesterday was horrigible. when i went down to the station control, i immediately went back to the basement to seek refuge because there was absolutely no way i wanted to face that horrigible crowd. it felt suffocating to be in THAT crowd.
and after i got home, was chatting with edmund about his fresh&hot Olevel chinese fantastic results! heh really happy for him. he's just one of the rare sec2s [when i first started] that i still talk to occasionally, because he no longer sees me as his teacher, but as a friend and confidante. which is good :) you know, there are very few students who exhibit that maturity level and are able to talk on msn with me free and easily. people like edmund, alicia. i like talking to them haha :)

alright. im tired again.
i feel like sleeping. but i have tuition later.
and and i feel like changing phone. after since when i realised i can actually get the k800i for less than $150.
i am extremely tempted. someone kill me! if i continue to spend like this, i may just have to stay in singapore next summer. RAHS. RUOLING SAVE ME!!!