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for the past 3 days, i've been staring at this blinking cursor, thinking of what to type.
and i must say, i cant seem to find anything to say.
or say what i wanna say.

not that nothing has been happening. in fact, plenty of things have been happening.
not that i havent been thinking. in fact, i've been thinking loads.


its just.
there comes a time, when i dont feel like saying it.
and i'm usually appearing offline on msn, so im not online.


i crave being alone. just for now.