week 8 a-coming.

week 8 signals the start of a seeming rest.
the end of week 7 just shouts, "breakweek is round the corner!!" but as we all know, work is nicely hidden under the cover of a seeming break. with projects and work and events due, what break week is this exactly. and i've been through 4 breaks, with a coming fifth one.
and im really tired. even though i havent been bogged down by the onslaught of midterms that everyone is caught up with, i am still feeling tired. tired from work and school.

i just want a break, pronto.

but i cant, i guess. with the pile of working constantly stacking up against one another, it is sending another signal reminding me, that any stop i take, will hamper the process of clearing up that ever growing pile. rahhhs. i shall pretend that .... i cant see that shitpile of work. *closes my eyes*

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brandon is making me feel guilty for bullying him as my brudder. but i like being the evil sister. but i dont bully my real life sister. i think she'd bully me instead. and now she's out enjoying life after her promos. i envy her sia. but then again, i think she envies me more than i envy her. ><

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the wheels have started to move. one smooth round is completed. onward to the next round.
and somehow, i can sense a little smoke along the way [and no i aint talking about the haze thats looming around nowadays].