a place where she always goes

Monday, October 06, 2003

countdown: 34 days left to Alevels. dunno how many more days to freedom. *sigh*

took a second read at what i posted yesterday.. realised, i dint focus on the second part of the song "you were meant to be, the way you are exactly.."

im meant to be the way i am, and not someone else. although there are many times whereby i wish i could be smarter, slightly fairer, but i guess im pretty much satisfied with the way im right now, wherever i may be, or whatever im doing.. maybe im considered to be rather lucky, with a group of close friends in class.. (you guys know who you are, i dont hafta name right? *grin*) and not meet any anti-rg people in the class.. i've heard of rather serious anti-rg cases in other classes and other jcs... so.. well... and honestly speaking, after 2 whole years, maybe i dont regret taking fmaths afterall.. if i dint take fmaths, i would not have met my wonderful classmates, the most unique and special class 02S36 (moi fave class always) and how at ease i feel in hwa chong now. hm. thinking about alot of stuff now.. especially when after the Alevels, everybody is going on their own different paths and it's quite unlikely that our paths might cross again.. hopefully.. but it would be good to remember everybody the way they are currently..

"remember me this way.."

reminds me of justina. the class song for teachers day in sec 3. i still miss her, and her memories still stay..

what an eventful year this year is.

i dont regret making any choices now along my path in life i spose, and one of the greatest choices i make was to go rg. i definitely enjoyed my life in there, met tons of wonderful people and i dont mind spending my entire life back in rg. the freedom that the students get, the jovial relationships between our teachers and the students.. the freedom we get in the comp lab.. the nice wonderful imacs.... guess i'd miss my times in rg more than the times in hwa chong i think. dont ask me why. it's just a feeling... think most students would miss their sec sch most even after thru years of education in primary school and sec, then junior colleges...

maybe im thinking too much for the present. *sigh*