is it possible to miss somebody so much?

the minute yanlian left the office today, a sense of emptiness filled me. like, it finally sunk into me that she would not be coming into the office on monday. looked at the card she made me and the dark choc she gave me, i dint wanna eat it. just want it to remain there as a souvenir.

then alot of teachers were actually asking her why she wanted to leave. she said/stated "i want to go home and sleep." haha. nobody quite believed her. in fact, everybody thought she found another job when all she really wanted to do was really, to go home and sleep.

after she left, she forgot to take the envelope and the stuff she wanted to recycle. which really brought back memories. like how the two of us would try to recycle the waste paper in the office each day and stuff every single piece of paper into one big red plastic bag.

and mok was just mentioning to me yesterday i sure have a defensive friend. why? cos mok was asking me when results would come out for us. and he casually mentioned might be monday. so i kinda freaked. and yanlian saw. so she took my hp over and msged mok sth like "dont freak nana out anymore or else i'll bite you" which sent me rolling on the floor with laughter. of course not literally la. hee.

sighhh. will miss those days. and that funny innocent super-nice girl.