i still have plenty of time before school is dismissed. wanna go home and sleep. no wait. i wanna go home and play neopets. feel like playing neopets all of a sudden again today. no wait. maybe i should finish the mintues before playing neopets. and read congo. and im supposed to be doing results analysis now. but what the heck. i have plenty of time. the usual excuse i give myself. havent been blogging long entries for a while i see.

and yes sean, i gave you the 'aint no mountain high enough' on purpose. cos i saw on your msn that particular phrase and thought you should be a fan of american idol 3 as well. oh wells. its supposed to mean something as well you know, aside from the american idol part. making mini bookmarks for my classes. wonder what happened to most of them. like what sam said, the girls will keep them and the boys will throw it aside. it's more like to encourage on la, but yeah i do agree with him that it would soon be left somewhere along the corridor, or lost or broken during a scuffle of sorts. oh wells. it's the thought that counts anyway. went stationary shopping yesterday at jurong point popular. bought pens. plenty of uniball 0.38 colour pens. such that the price mounted to a shocking high that i dint realise. oh wells. shall comfort myself in the fact that i will need to use them when i start making notes. yeps. got a present from 3 1E2 girls today already. hm. and the 1E4 girls are complaining that i dint tell them this week was my last week. oops. oh wells. look at it this way, i dont wanna make a grand exit. i dint come in with a grand entrance and i dont have to. sheesh. well. 4 more working days. whee.

yawn. have tired eyes. my eyebags are getting from baddd to worse. it was darn obvious from the pictures we took yesterday. my mum was saying my eye bags look extremely jialat. sheesh. my mum says i've been spending too much time in front of the computer. which is true in a way. i'm either looking at the computer, or the tv, or the wall when i lie on my bed to talk on the phone. which is basically what i've been doing for the past few days. yeah. and lying on the bed when i read my book. and listen to music. oh wells. that's life for me now. slacking away. bumming away.
in a way i dont wanna go for orientation camps. as in. i feel lethargic. i feel tired. not in the mood to get out of bed and havoc. i just wish to spend some quiet time. watching movies, catching up with friends, playing bridge and mahjong. maybe the class chalet at the end of june might get me in the mood for school life. but now, i just dont feel it. as in, feeling the mood for camps and games and making new friends. instead. i seem to the wary of it. but then again, i do know that if i miss out on these camps or whatsoever, i would miss out on the chance to make uni friends. which is something everybody needs for the next 3 years odd 4 years. it's impossible to get pass uni without friends. you cant be a loner. or rather, i dont wanna be a loner. sheesh im contradicting myself so much that im getting a little confused.
but maybe that is really how i feel now. confused. tired. lost. sleepy. slacker.
yeah i know it. im a lazy bum.
lazy as can be.
i dont even feel like planning lessons for the rest of this week anymore. since i do know this is my last week. and i dont wanna go for meetings. blearh. thee shalt pon. if they have the word 'pon' in the shakespearean texts which i highly doubt so. ahhh sleepy. oh wells.
shrek 2 is a worthy watch. the cat is really really really very cute. maybe i should ditch sam for the cat. ditch the mule for the cat. which was what shrek did initially when the cat turned to work for him! grin. he wont be seeing this until vesak day so yeps. grin. but the storyline is not bad and the animation is wonderful. but it would be good if you have watched shrek initially before watching shrek 2. yeps. and stay on after the credits cos there's a short 1 minute ending. thanks jinyang for telling me that on saturday night before we watched it on sunday. the theatre was full. freaking full. we had good seats, cos i went to buy the tix on saturday afternoon before comn serve. yeps.
hopefully the day after tmr and harry potter would be good as well. my mum is complaining im watching too many movies. yeps. grin. ah but i cant help it if all the blockbusters are coming out now right? tell hollywood to stop it, not me. grin.
the bell just rang. 2 more periods to end of school. which means there's approx 1 hour 10 minutes more to end of school. good. cos i think i really wanna sleep.

i need to go on a diet. weight has hit an all time high of 54kg. ever since the start of this year. i need to go on a diet. my ideal weight would be 50kg la. but my mum says i'll never get down to that considering how much i eat. well that's quite true. but hey i dont snack. i eat my meals. that's all. maybe i should take away the teatime im giving myself in school. and maybe it's high time i get my butt out in the fresh air to exercise. ah it's time. whine. im too lazy to exercise... sheesh. as usual. me and my excuses.