for the first time in three days. i feel happy. finally.
i think im just pure stubborn. but i cant help it. oh wells.
very touched by ruoling's email. i guess i do feel alone. lonely nowadays. but im glad to have kailyn accompany me for this week. for two days. grin. thankew darling.

had a fun fun fun day todayy.
went grocery-a-shopping with yuhui and delong to get out goodie bag materials. cabbing from taman jurong sheng siong to tekka mall sheng siong, and all the way back to NCSS HQ at ulu pandan cc. and then lunch with them and pam at ghim moh food centre, and due to somebody's 'wonderful' chinese, i mistook 'you2 ji1 mian4' (chicken mee) for 'you3 ji1 mian4' (organic noodles). imagine me, walking around looking for a hokkien mee stall that sold organic noodles. hum. pokes. then it was wrapping-meeting-briefing-packing time after that.. spent a whole 5 hours up at the HQ doing everything, preparing everything that is necessary for our event on 030704. this coming saturday is the big day. my-oh-my. sheesh. ahhhhhhhhhhh. and we're going to somewhere in chinatown for dinner after that. wonder which participants would turn up for dinner but oh wells. somehow i think it might be just down to us committee and that's it. and fun forming the factory pcking chain today, dumping the goodie bags items into the goodie bags, and we bullied lee tong, by making him dump 3 items and still complain that we should sack him since he was moving the slowest. muahaha. but all of us were dealing with one item each. erm. oops. anyway.
then after that we watched the v-net camp video. oh my. they caught me stoning-sleeping-dancing on camera. sheesh. soon tien better go edit it more. me and aundre looked as if we were dancing the a go go or something. hum.
todayy was fun. fun. fun. fun.

if only everyday can be something like today.
if only.
but everybody is gone.
missing.
disappeared.