a place where she always goes

Friday, June 11, 2004

i think i must be a pig in my past life.
i figured.
slept at 11.30pm last night and woke up at 10.30am this morning. sheesh. and when i attempted to read on my bed just now, i promptly fell asleep. wells. i think my bed is not a conducive environment to sleep. so yeaps. in fact i cant read any where in the house. i need to start reading, on the bus. during a long distance trip journey. hahaha. oops. or maybe when im working out. me and my book. with the machines whirring past me. and the loud hard thumping music blasting away. and television screens showing channel 5 or channel newsasia. applies both on the bus and at the gym. oh wells.
fell asleep at 4.15pm and woke up at 5.15pm when the nurse from raffles group clinic called to inform me of my medical report collection. drats. now i have to find time to make my way down to jurong east central to collect the report. which i have plenty on hand anyways. so oh wells. my mum commented something about me sleeping so much and i barely said hi to my sis who popped into the room to say hi when i was half asleep. so much for staying at home the entire day.
what a bore.
yawn.

finished one third of the connelly three-in-one series. made past the black echo and going through the black ice now. i need to finish this book, plus two others, before i can get started on the crichton books cos of their due dates. darn. i wanna start on the crichton books. now. on the other hand, my econs notes are left untouched. but hey i did read them yesterday. so much for my self defence. and i need to get started on stats. fine. i procrastinate. so whats new. blink.
if only matriculation dates can be brought forward and i can go through what is required of me during the month of july. i can happily dream on.
im making myself sound entirely unhappy but i aint.
just doing this out of boredom.

look at it this way, the net has lost its appeal on me.
when i was back in junior college, i always found going online, fun. but now, it's like a habit to come online for a while, read blogs and blog myself. play abit of popcap. earn abit more points for me parents to play neopets and that's it. i come online so often when i spend the whole day at home, such that i can conveniently forget to check my mail for the entire day. oh wells. so much for my own boredom. i dont even bother to go on MSN or ICQ. the allure is lost on me. not in the mood to chat with people, friends or students. does it sound like a form of self isolation? i dont know. all i know is, i yearn to step out of the house and meet people. be it new or old. i miss some friends. but sometimes, they dont give a damn to meeting up, either that or they're still busy working their asses off. and when it comes to weekends, im usually not free. down for com serve or out with him when he's free. heck, i dont even spend that much time with him, considering he's in camp and all. so to the hell with people's notions of me spending time 24/7 with him. unless he breaks out of camp that is. sometimes that can get annoying. like people will question, "thought you spending your bday with him?" like hello, wake up. it's a tuesday, not a weekend. he's not free but i am. i know its plain unavoidable but like dont you have friends in NS and dont you know that they are free only during the weekends as well. what a dumbass question to ask.
oh wells.
im just plain bored.
bored with a capital B.