somebody save me from lala land.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im running a high fever. im running mad.
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have i made my point clear enough?
i think you guys know who im talking about.
whenever he whizz into town, i go mad like this.
if you still have no inkling who im refering to, refer to the pictures below. that would explain my point clear enough. in those pictures, you see a ultra extreme cute and shuai ge in the pictures, who is none other than wilber pan wei bo. tada. fine, i know i sound alot worse than yuan about her jj, but what can i do?
grin. hee.
my mum saw my natural side when he came on 'pu wei zhi ye' just now. i was kneeling on the floor, trying my darnest best to take pictures of him using my digicammie but there were black streaks across the pictures, so i gave up and started videorecording him. when there was a break before him and zhang shan wei started singing, i dashed to my room and whipped out the 128mb card, changed it with trembling hands and thankfully zhang shan wei started singing first, hence giving me more buffer time to stay cool and calm my trembling hands. then i proceeded to record his song on my digicammie. and after that, switched on the comp and viewed it on the computer. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
cant stand it anymore. i need to sit down. lame i know, but im on a highhhhhhhhhhhhhh now. oops. ahhh.. that explains the increase in the number of wilber pan photos you see in my bloggie. if only there is a wilber blogskin. well i know there is, but it doesnt do justice to him cos the text covers his face. i want to see a skin that doesnt cover his face. hum. maybe i should make one skin myself. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
can somebody pull me down to ground zero? thank you. but then again, i'll float back up again. oh wells. you've got to tie me to the floor. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hee. sorry la. well, ruoling did say in friendster i literally swoon over wilber pan so yeah la, now im in my swooning mood so bear with me la. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hee. fine. too bad my digicammie no bat liaoz, or else i would have tried to upload the video i recorded. but it requires live streaming. or i'll need to save it onto a server. hum. i'll try that someday. expect me to go wild in aug when he comes to singapore again for his concert. dont worry, im not mad enough to go for his concert, and i've decided not to go stake out IMM tmr. partially because they are only signing tickets to their concert (when i say they, i mean wilber and shanwei. and yea im on a first name basis with them in my blog so yeaps. grin.), and partially because my grandma is treating lunch (i.e. trying to get the whole maternal side together for a family gathering) and my mum would like me to go. to put it plainly, like what she said, as we grow older, our relatives grow older as well, and sooner or later there would be times of departure. get what i mean? well, my grandma is still in the pink of health, but her legs are a tad weak, and my mum would like us to visit her as much as often, especially since im so free now. yeah. over these two years, plenty of my relatives left us, be it due to diseases or natural causes, it's been quite a heartache. especially my 'da jiu' last year (i.e. my mum's brother) when he left suddenly due to a heart attack on the streets and nobody knew until the police contacted my cousin. yeah. though he wasnt a very good husband and a good son, or uncle, he was afterall my mum's brother and naturally last year's chinese new year was very subdued. and recently my cousin's wife just passed away due to cancer (which type i dint know cos my mum dint go into the specfics) leaving behind two/three? kids and her husband(i.e. my cousin).. so what im trying to say here, is that life is short and precious. treasure your loved ones while they're still around and yeah, visit your uncles and aunties and grandmas and grandpas while you still have the chance. they most likely wont be around when you have a family of your own so treasure the times you spend with them, no matter how gossipy/'concerned'/treat-you-like-a-li'-kid they are. yeah. my mum dint make it sound all mushy and she dint impress her point on me. but it awoke my conscience i guess. all she said was (tis gonna be in hanyu pinyin) 'xian zai mei you na me duo lao ren gei ni kan le' and i realised her point. so yeah. think about it. and start moving your asses to your grannies' places (though crude it may sound). beams. hope i've helped made your grannies and grandaddies day today. beams.

been out since early morning today.
had comn meeting at central fire station in the lounge which was freaking hot since the aircon wasnt switched on for the first 10 minutes while we waited like idiots for the firemen to switch it on for us. in the end haris switched it on. grin. and we had our meeting in there, crapping together at the same time. the semi big day is gonna be on 270604 when we meet at NCSS HQ at ulu pandan cc, for the briefing and packing of goodie bags. and before that, a trip down to sheng siong to buy the food and materials we need for sheng siong. yeaps. and we get to see our camp video! whee. threatened soon tian to delete the dance part and he 'mocked' me by saying it would be made the highlight of the vid. dimmit. plan backfired. sheesh.
and then after ate lunch at funan macs so that we can negotiate with the macs people to ship the food over to central fire station on that day. one kind volunteer in NCSS volunteer circle kindly volunteered to sponsor macs lor. tis about $400. wow. nice nice volunteer. and then after aiting had to go first and the remaining four or us decided to go to sheng siong at tekka mall to check out the prices first. haris gave us the directions to get there while he had to ride his bike there so me yuhui and delong took a very "nice" long walk under the bright hot sun. walau. it was damn bloody hot la. but we got there anyway. and when we were at sheng siong, me and yuhui had a fun time showing the guys what we meant by cheap and nice food. haha. these guys never go shopping. grin. had a very very fun time. calculating prices and checking out what the elderly and children might prefer. yeaps. and yuhui was saying im like a walking calculator. cos i was doing mental sums with the prices we had and wells, i cant really help it if i had been doing double maths for the past two years so pardon me yeah? grin. better than whipping out the handphone calculator la. haha.
left them at around 430 to go meet mok at PS cafe cartel for dinner.
i like going out with mok. cos we talk alot alot and i like the talking alot part.
no wonder he is my kor and im his mei. we click very well.
enjoyed tonight's dinner soooooooo much. he was fooling around with his new cammie and so was i. caught him in the act but i cant put up pictures now la. whine. and we were talking about anything under the sun and our topics of conversation at one point went to marriage since his bro is getting married next year. made him promise to invite me to his wedding and he looked rather pointedly at me, saying 'you most likely will end up doing work for me, instead on getting invited." hum. that's so not the point la. hahahahaha.
but i really enjoyed tonight.
thankew so much kor. *big hugs*

wah. im soo tired from typing. tired. but high.
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yea i think you so get my point now.
when i say 'you', i mean those people who read my bloggie.
grin.
bear with me la.
whine.
i think im worse than yuan.
yuan, am i?
hee.