msn. icq. whatever.

i spent an increasing amount of time on msn. less on icq. blame it on the wireless connection in sch, my laptop, boring lessons, and the increased number of users of msn in my network. anybody anything but me. in fact there's a much higher chance of finding me online on msn than icq. blame it on more people using msn than icq. hahaha. hmm i realise i have a pattern for chatting online.


if i go heyy, it would be when im talking to casual friends or acquaintances. if i talk to those whom im much closer with, i usually go "boo!" and in return they go "ahh" for the fun of it. ask roo. and ruoling. and tim i think. wahaha. naturally there are exceptions. i use "yo" on wenhui cos he does that to me too. and he uses icq. either that or i havent gotten his msn contact. i think i use boo on mok. these are the only two people whom i talk to on icq. unless he comes online. which is quite rare nowadays. considering his situation. mm. i use *cookie* on ruoling sometimes [internal joke yea? jc friends would know. :) ] when i talk to students i go "heyy" and the next sentence would be "hows school?" as usual. cos i wont know what to talk to them too. unless im talking to jaz, my gan mei. heh. jaz short for jazreel. lalala. msn alot nowadays not for the pure sake of chatting online, but usually i try to grab my smu mates online and talk to them about the projects that we're doing. yea. beats trying to look for them in school since we're online on msn half the time. yea. and i talk to roo quite often on msn too, when i see her online. ruoling is always busy, the busy girl. and i hardly see xinxin online. *pouts* which leads me to think that talking to these busy people in person is alot better and easier.
some random ramblings anyway for meself. *ponder*


hii gab. finally tagged me on my tagboard. though he admits he's a big fan *paiseh* wahaha. i suppose this blog is a good [no wait, i think "very good"] way of getting to know me better. for those who are reading and you guys barely know me [be it you guys somehow never talked to me before or you guys are my smu mates] you will more or less get to know the real me [albeit i dont show all my emotions in here] be it the manner i think, the manner i speak [someone once commented the way i talk online sound exactly like the way i speak in real life. do i?], the manner i behave in virtual world. heh. just that i dont go "wahaha" as often in real life. yeaps. and for those who know me alot more than just a casual friend, this blog updates you on my life nowadays considering the fact that i dont see you people as often as i would like to. i suppose this blog is a good outlet for me to vent my frustrations and emotions, as well as sharing my happiness. although i think i've been doing the former alot more i think. yea. do i sound crappy? i think i do. but feel free to read my crap, cos this is exactly what is going on in my mind currently. yeaps.


for once i feel as though im at peace with myself. must be because of the way i was woken up this morning. a wonderful beautiful start to a nice sunday. i wonder how long this peacefulness would last. hmm. i wonder.