a place where she always goes

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

2004


1. What did you do in 2004 that you have never done before?
Relief teaching and working. That was fun, having students and guiding them along.
Getting into and out of a relationship in the short span of less than 5 months.
Starting university.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I never make new year resolutions. Even if i did, i'd prolly never keep to them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nopes.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
nopes.

5. What countries did you visit?
Singapore Singapore Singapore. [boring huh]

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Real close reliable friends in smu. [sth tells me thats gonna be hard.]
More self confidence. [that was totally zapped away when i entered smu.]
chances to meet up with old friends.

7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
05 march 2004. alevel results [or was it the 6th march 2004?]
10 april 2004. the start.
18 august 2004. the end.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
biggest achievement? you must be kidding me. i screwed my alevels results, what furthermore can there be?

9. What was your biggest failure?
failure? prolly my results. and my inability to pull myself together after the breakup.

10. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
does injury to the heart count?

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my baby creative zen touch

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
i cant think of anyone in particular. how about his younger bro?

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
him. his mum. his dad.

14. Where did most of your money go?
erm. food? hee.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
i have no idea. i dint even get excited about school.
ooh i know! confirmation of me being able to teach (:

16. What song/s will always remind you of 2004?
songs by boys to men. i was crazy over their songs earlier this year.
oldies.
taufik's songs (:

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder?
definitely sadder.
i dont have an ultimate aim in mind, i feel lost very often and i dont understand myself as much as i used to.
i thought i knew who i was alright. but now i figured, i dont.
i have no anchor around me and that feeling is downright horrible. it sucks, plainly.

18. What ? do you wish you'd done more of?
done more? mm. nothing actually. study more maybei dint touch my books until 3 days before my exams. i was in lala land before that. AND i was still playing jue dai shuang jiao 3. speaking of which, i should go and buy the new game by the same company that i saw at jurong point when i was with ruoling. and when she stopped me from buying it.


19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
THINKING. i know i always think too much. BUT i cant help myself.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
christmas is already over. but i spent it with two close friends whom i treasure alot (:

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i think i did.

23. How many one-night stands?
duh. need i say more?

24. What was your favourite TV program?
the amazing race 5. with chip and kim (: they rock totally!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hate is a very strong emotive word. i thought i did.
but i realised that there wasnt any point in hating her when all's done been done.
everything is over, kaput. so whats more in hating her? she can rot in hell for all i care.

26. What was the best book you read?
i've read plenty of wonderful books this year. so erm. i'd say, refer to jurong east library. (:

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
TAUFIK BATISAH (: muahaha. hee. AND frank sinatra (:

28. What did you want and get?
nothing. told you i have no aim, dint you believe me?

29. What did you want and not get?
nothing. i dint expect to get anything. hence i dint not get anything.

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
national treasure. the day after tommorow.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
went sungei buloh with ruoling xinxin and jingwen (: went to gym with ruoling after that and met sijia and had a threesome dinner at snoopy's place at PS. mm me age? 19 (:

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
satisfying? not be in smu. but in a place where i have my close friends near me. say NUS or NTU engin. either one. though i know i'll die with phyics in engin.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
comfy. jeans shirts. big baggy shirts and shorts. sporty. definitely not chic though.
im not that kinda person.

34. What kept you sane?
friends. my mum [for listening to me when i was at the pit bottom], my sis[tho irritating she can be, she's one who never fails to put a smile/frown on me].

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
wilber pan (: definitely. never changed since 2003.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
american presidential elections. PLUS. our current PM lee.

37. Who did you miss?
02S33. my exco. joycet. junhui. roo. him. tim. [basically all my close friends. :( ]
(i chose not to put kailyn and fishball in cos i saw them plenty during the hols and i love them for that (: my wonderful dearies (: )

38. Who was the best new person you met?
him. elaine. yixin (:

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
move on with life. nobody is willing to stop and wait for you.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
mm. *shrugs* *gives up*