yea i saw the class blog le.
and i made the replies already.


next time, next hols.
im gonna get a job.
to shut my own trap about me being bored and stuck at home.
next time, i MUST learn not to care.
not to bother.
and turn myself into a machine.
then you wont see me ranting on and on about making stupid choices, pissing people off, missing exclassmates and friends from jc and flaring up.
then i'll be an anti-social creature.


the older we grow, the more anti social we become.
we just want to bask in the care and love of close friends.
and making new friends becomes a chore.
a tiring chore in fact.
maybe thats why i feel old?
cos im tired of making new friends.
im tired of adapting to new environments.
when i start working, i'll be antisocial.

after talking to kailyn yesterday, we came to the conclusion that we are no longer the outspoken bubbly wacky wild ones back in jc and sec sch.
instead, we are more subdued, tend to look back at the past and yea, becoming more antisocial.
is that just the problem with medicine and smu?
i dont know.
shrugs.