giving up.

i give up. i hereby officially declare that blogger hates me. both my lappie and home pc. argh forget it. i simply couldnt stand the messy formatting that i deleted the entry. thanks to oomps dar for helping me though :D cant help it but im a sucker for nice neat formatting. hiakshiaks.

im sleepy im tired. im perpetually sleepy AND tired.
and im pissed. like really freaking pissed.


what happens when you get pangseh-ed too often?
do you...
a. feel like a louser?
b. feel like a reject?
c. feel like an idiot?
d. all of the above?

especially when the person related has a long history of flying your pigeons dated back to the stone age?
would you feel dumb believing in the person again and again?
some people need to be given a taste of their own medicine in order for them to know how we [aka the pigeons] feel. the sight of them make me puke. urgh bleah.

'nuff said. anymore i really need to go puke. i feel nauseous. URGH.