excited. happy. high. whatever.

im so excited i cant sleep.
im so thankful i cant sleep.
im so amazed i cant sleep.
im so ....... i cant sleep.

i mean, i dint expect it to happen but it did it did!
it only goes to show, the more you dont expect it to happen, it will!
but does that mean i give up hope the minute i think it wont happen?
and not even carry a single tiny flame of light within me?
hummmm.

am i talking in riddles? i think i am.

well, the story is...
i was preassigned ethics class on thurs evening. but i wanted to bid for taxplanning class on thurs evening. and given that i was preassigned, i had to find someone to swap classes with, so that i can bid with my friends for taxplanning! so i panicked on saturday evening, spamming everyone possible, and asking anyone i see on msn.
but the problem is, i hate asking favours from people, be it close friends or strangers. i'd rather do it myself than to ask favours. yea. so it was nagging at the back of my head, and by the time i gave serious thought about it, i decided not to give too much a damn to it. at the most, i'd save tax planning for modified term next semester.
so i left my msn nick name as what it was, and planned a whole new timetable that did not include tax planning at all. hell, i even sent it out to my friends as we were comparing timetables.
then then then then then.
i was watching bride@18 on my lappie.
the clock struck midnight. i had just finished the disc in my comp. so i came out of theatre mode to check if anyone msn-ed me. to my amazement, raymond did. o.O my initial thought was, why did he msn me when we never talked to each other on msn. so i clicked the shining orange bar and i saw the magical words.
"hi! i wanna swap!"
nana fainted. *faints* [kidding. -.-]
i was like. YES YES YES YES YES!
and his class was G5, yh's class.
i was like. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
"yes please."

it's like. i got what i wanted! *faints again*
to think i was telling sy this morning, its near impossible trying to find the limited number of people taking ethics to swap to another class. that was one of the main reasons why i gave up hope on thinking that i could swap my ethics class.
but i did it, all thanks to the help of raymond and the huge list of contacts i have on msn. :)

im a happy girl.
a damn happy one at that.
at least now i have a shot at bidding for sum's taxp class with the rest. everyone is gunning for it, i know. but at least i have a chance to bid for it and try and see if i get sum's class. if i dont get it, then its simply fated that i've gotta do it during modified term. but now i have the chance woohooo!
im a one hellava happy girl now. teehee.

oh yea, superman returns is boring to the pits. this is the first movie ever, that made my butt ache. other movies were longer, but at least they kept me on the edge of my seat. superman returns is just Boring.
wheeeeeeeeee~~~