wednesday.

today was a didnt-feel-like-going-sch day. had a very bad beginning to the start of the morning, and hence decided that i needed essential time to finish the scrapbook before passing it to joyce tonight (which i just did) hence i skipped class. yes you read me clear, i skipped class. spent some real damn good quality time alone having lunch at PS macs alone, making the scrapbook and wandering around spotlight and the new makewithlove shop poring over quality designed papers, strings, ribbons, stickers and other what nots. the salegirl from makewithlove recognised me from yesterday when i went with joyce and i was rather sheepish hehe. i really reckon i'll end up spending quite abit there, if i continue to make scrapbooks for my dearest friends who are either having birthdays or leaving for exchange [hinthint does ruoling want a travel journal? grin.] but i really (to the power of infinity) like the papers there!! *swoon*

made my way down to sheares to look for the girls, by walking through instana park and examining the civic district route, rocking away on 143 and chilling to music, reading book at the same time. boy this is the life i want, to be free of worries (for that particular instant) and enjoying life at its very best. i could get used to it, really.
im so familar with where sheares is, such that i didnt have to confirm exactly with rl where to stop, and i figured my way out there! got there when it was pouring and the silly girl actually came out with a BEEG red umbrella to pick me up when i said i could find my way around hee. turned out lifang was there too and there was a mini cookout cum pigging out session! but as you know, i cant really cook unless you'd want me to burn down sheares blk B kitchen down, so i spent time in sy's room catching up with her while lf and rl became our main chefs! boy there was such a big feast! we had fish maw soup (which me&sy didnt get to eat because the chefs finished it while cooking ><) , taiwan sausages, oystermushrooms with maggie mee, the fortune chicken (half a chicken with herbs!), and swensens ice cream mooncake. the fortune chicken was to die for, and we actually got into a discussion of whether one particular herb was ginger, which i thought it tasted like. and and i think me and ruoling had 2 swensens icecream mooncake each. 1.5 sticky chewy choc and 0.5 unidentified icecream. rl thought she tasted macademia there.
wanted to go clementi to k-songs but twas pouring madly. so we nua-ed. and nua-ed. and nua-ed. and nua-ed. and decided we were too nua to go all the way to clementi to k. so instead, we decided to be guai and headed to west coast macs to study abitbit before i headed home in time to pass the scrapbook to joyce.

it was a nice day spent, and i am always grateful for the presence of these girls, for they are always able to perk my day up. and i have absolutely no problems pouring my woes out to rl&sy. thankew babes for listening to me rant about a particular irritating HOD. ><

plenty of thoughts ran through my mind as i spent the day alone, wandering around aimlessly and with an aim in mind. me&sy went through r/s topics today, and it actually got us (or me?) thinking about what kind of guys attract us. i always find it so easy to talk to sy about such stuff, and i am really amazed at how well we click :) love you lotslots! and then when me and rl were in her room playing with yaya, kon, purrs and monstar (note i left monstar at the BACK), the realisation hit me that ruoling is ONE friend whom i can really let my hair down with, be wild naughty cheeky sweet babyish whiny stubborn mature thinking and anything else under the sun and she will still never want to smack me. we can play around with soft toys like its the norm to do so, and continue to act like jc girls scribbling on each others' notes, grabbing phones and watches away from each other, and it feels perfectly fine to do so. it is just simply so comfortable, such that when im in a bad mood, the first place i'd think of running to, is them (aka sheares cuz they stay there) where i have close friends to talk to, play with softtoys and vent my emotions on punching kon and hugging sy's zhuzhu. sometimes i'd really wish i came to nus and stayed in sheares instead where i can see them 24/7 and study and have fun together. but then again, i'd wonder if things would have been different if i really came to stay in sheares and study at nus. like what would i be studying here, and would i really enjoy what i am studying? i guess aside from law, the rest i dont really particularly have an interest in. and i know i will enjoy law, because my law modules now are the only modules that i truly enjoy going for. oh wells we cant turn back the clock anyhows. will just continue to live life as it is, and i want to go back there to studdyyy! we all need to study. and stop pigging out damnit. hahahahha.

i guess i should go do work. but with the technological advancement, i've decided to go watch amazing race 10 on youtube instead. see, this is how i procrastinate. wheeeee~
*bashes kon and monstar up* *lulls purrs and yaya to sleep* *hugs sy's zhuzhu to sleep*  :)