many things have happened over the past two days and i've been thinking alot. i.e. alot. but it's in the good way, so dont worry. i should bring a notebook with me everywhere i go cos i realise i think alot on the buses. especially whenever i listen to gregorian music. allows me to clear my mind and think about everything anything.

but first, orientation yesterday. it wasnt a success, but my trip down there was worth it. got to talk to the teachers, seniors and juniors alike and realised that i should catch up with everybody i can now while im still free and happy. wanted to talk to wendy and pansy but they werent around. sheesh. but i finally talked to huiru, the mei whom i havent talked to face to face since rgs prom night (which was about one month ago) for a long time yesterday night. did realise that i miss her alot. and im glad she seems relatively happy in her class. just found it weird to see why the junior and senior class dint interact much at KAP yesterday. after all the efforts to cheong there and grab seats, all they did was to separate into two classes and start playing bridge. *grin* looks like bridge/cards will forever remain a 33 tradition until next year, when the last s33 class appears. since they're going to scrape the double maths syllabus after that. so double maths people are a rare species indeed. so am i! *whee*

to my surprise, saw kaihui yesterday at hwachong too, and she's in 04S74 (urgh. somebody read this? *grin*) poor kaihui. *grin* looks like roo and her came here together. i wonder how many rg girls are there in hwachong this year. would prbably recognise the hadlians in hc because they're my psl batch juniors. whee. and roo has to go back to teach mass dance today. how sad. oops. but it's quite stupid to make the seniors go back down and teach last year's mass dance when it is easier for kavana to come up with one new mass dance for the sec ones.

got to talk to jason teo for quite a while too. ultimately i think he's quite a nice guy, contrary to what others think. people might think he's buaya and all, but underneath all that, he's just a plain nice guy. guess you gotta talk to him alot more to find that out for yourself. well. he's a great senior i guess, aside for his new hairstyle which seriously reminds me of mr lau, the maths tutor. and he said he straightened his hair. all of things, a guy straightening his hair. i have a feeling mr lau did something similar to his hair too. and ms ng is engaged! she said she would show us photos when we go back to see her next time. i should go back and visit hwa chong more often. but when i have the time yeah? im making an empty promise to myself cos i know i wont have the time unless i go down early in the morning, and go to work after that. *grin*

which brings me to a point. i realise we can never judge a person by what others think about them. some people may feel that somebody else is "blah blah blah" but in actual fact the particular somebody may not be as bad as all the rest make out to be. it's for us to get to know the person and see the person for ourselves. we aint doing other people a favour by condemning them before we really get to know them and we are not doing ourselves any favours as well. for all we know, they may turn out to be our best friends for all we know. everything has got to be experienced by oneself before we can make any conclusions and that includes dealing with people and relationships. plenty of examples for such situations but i shant mention it here.

yeah. cant remember what else i was thinking about on the bus. which brings me to remember i should get a notebook so that i can scribble my thoughts away.