just read yuan's blog. and she said she found lenith's blog. and he was talking about first three months. how he enjoyed being in a class so united and bonded.

extract: (yuan i copied this from yours k? hee.)
-friendship-
it just never fails to amaze me how fast things change. whether friendships are meant to last. recalling those instances when a perfectly normal friendship is destroyed by sudden and unexpected turns in the other party's attitude. esp last year's case. now i've totally lost contact with my 1st 3 month class. and for me. the reason is simple. cos of a friendship that turned sour. which was quite a pity. cos it was the first class that i've been in that is so united. everyone is part of the class gang. other than one or two exceptions. now i don't even say hello when we pass by.

perhaps they blame me for the split of the class. for the death of the class spirit we were so proud of. but it wasn't really my fault was it. someone please tell me it isn't. she did promise me we'll stay as good friends and nothing more. she broke her promise. and the class as well. i'm sorry.

yuan even if lenith was refering to you, dont feel bad about it. the surroundings change and situations change. people changed. he seemed to have changed. i think. you might have changed but i dont see any difference. hee. but what i'm trying to say, is that nobody can be blamed for the "death" of the class spirit. because there wasnt any death in the first place. to him, maybe. but not to me. class spirit of 02S36 still remains strong in my heart. even though we're everywhere now. even though we dont keep in touch with some. but most of us are still around, keeping in occasional contact. which i think, is good enough already. better than giving up entirely. by putting the blame on you entirely aint right. because the friendship dint turn sour. i guess it just faded away. that is from my perspective of course. i dont blame him for the class split. it's a choice made entirely by oneself and naturally people would think about themselves before the class. it's entirely natural. i understand. like how i understood why vivian wanted to go. and others have tried. i guess ultimately life's like that.

the good memories are here to stay and let us put all our differences behind us once and for all. if there are any.