finally. everything over and done with. somehow i dont feel that different after the results came out. guess i was kinda expecting that grade. maybe a little worse than that so this result was okay for me i guess. disappointed with my gp though. i was expecting better. sighh.

and as expected, our batch of hwa chong students suck big time. but who cares? i dont, quite seriously. it's quite none of my business. if rj wanna be top jc again, they can have it.. it's tough trying to live up to the previous batches of academic achievements and the stress is not easy to live with. yeah, at least that was what i felt last year. at least now the j2s can easily beat our record this year. i think they can, cos they're the mugger batch.. haha.

plenty of people called and msged. roo. mok. sam. tim. weiliang. baoli. jason teo. in that order i think.. and goodness me, i got exactly the same results as jason teo after comparison. yucks. *grin* wondering if he's still headed for cornell this july.. if not i'll prolly see him around in NUS (if i go NUS that is..). really thank everybody for their care and concern la. and to those who msged the night before and today morning to wish me good luck for my results, thank you. though i have to say, with every good luck msg i got, i got more freaked out. or rather, nervous la. yeah. especially this morning. it was soo obvious. teachers were wishing me food luck and when i met students at westmall today while waiting for xinxin ( i still cant believe she made me wait for almost an hour ) they were like "hey got your results?" ahh. and henghwu jonathan and marvin had to come up to me just to tell me they just came out from swensens. goodness these kids are rich. spelt with the capital letter R.

wellll. everything is over now. gotta really start getting down to think about what im really going to do. and maybe try for some scholarships as well. though i know very well that i'm not going to get any. but if i dont try, roo and mok will prolly come after me if i dont try. yeah. *grin* two concerned souls trying to help me with my future.

thanks kor and mei. love ya guys. *hugs*