----time: 4.33pm-----

started blogging in school at the computer without internet access. meaning i'm typing this in Microsoft word and saving this in a disket. Will only copy and paste this into blogger when I reach home. By then time would be around 7plus in the evening. Pretty obvious how bored I am here right? *yawn* but I guess this is kinda like a diary entry to me, like what mok told me to do when I was complaining to him the other day about being bored to death at the office., according to him, I should try and look busy, which is what I am doing now. Unless of course, when molly asks me what on earth am I typing. Then of course I would have no answer for her.

Hee.

For once, my sentences look grammatically correct. Maybe because I have Microsoft word correcting every single sentence I type into the document. I wanted to use notepad to type just now but the sentence structure looked really weird because it would just continue on and on and on. Yeah. *yawn*

Had quite a fruitful day today. Wrong. Not fruitful but busy. Yeah, I guess I'd rather be busy than to rot my time away staring at empty space doing nothing. Maybe if yanlian was around, I don't mind staring at empty space twiddling my fingers because two of us would talk. With Julie, there's nothing much to talk about, I guess. Yeah. Maybe I'm a workaholic. Or maybe, I'm just plain bored that I need something to stay occupied. *yawn* bored. if i had something to do, i wont be blogging right now, right? sheesh. cant wait to reach home and bathe and eat and go online and watch tv, then go online again until 11plus 12, then go to my room read and listen to music and sleep at 1. to wake up tmr at 7 am again and repeat the whole cycle. it's a boring cycle.

auntie beng huat and fengyan just left. leaving me alone at the front counter. julie left at 4.30 already. yawn.

--------time: 5.05 pm-----------

yeah. i'm still blogging. watching sec ones run across the porch as they take up their positions to practise their mass dance for this coming Friday's official opening ceremony. and somebody just called to look for ms florence lee. anyway. looking at the sec ones practise their mass dance reminded me of rg mass dance. when i was teaching mass dance and learning mass dance myself. actually i cannot quite remember who taught me mass dance. i can only remember jingchun around, andrea i think. tammy came in when i started helping out in sec 2. and she wasnt around half the time, leaving jingchun to do the bulk of the work, and me being a pesky little kid by hanging around helping as well. but that was how i got to know my sec 2 hadlians mah. remember shouting at them, making bookmarks for them. and getting to know shiqin as a junior. wonderful girl she was. wonder how she's doing at nj now. last saw her at the carnival. yeah. and then i got saboed by my dear sec ones (when i was in sec two) to become asst house treasurer in sec three. so off i went helping christine in counting money. but i was still around to help teach mass dance. to MY psl sec ones. the dearest hadlian sec ones i know. partially because they were my psl sec ones mah. the song used was larger than life right? and that was when i got to know my dearest mei then. hee. see i still remember! haha. and after that, i became THE treasurer of hadley house. stress. ah. because i was the treasurer of peer support board as well. sheesh. the sheer amount of money passing through my fingers was scary, because there were alot of house funds collected because we changed house tee in 2001. plus the psb funds. if anybody tried prying open my locker in 2001 (which was locker no 717 at the top right corner outside class 403), they would have become rich. by thousands of dollars i think. haha. but nobody tried. a couple of people knew about the money. like fishball. but she had to know. cos she was the other treasurer in PSB mah. my topic has drifted from mass dance to treasury funds. great.

anyway.
i still miss mass dance loads. remember how i went back to rg when i was j1, saw them performing not up to standards and started scolding them. er. like when i was already out of rg? so paiseh. but i think i felt pissed at that point of time la. natural for me to do such a thing. ask roo. *grin* looking at the mass dance practises really brings back all the memories back in sec sch. sighh. and i'm already 18 going on 19. sheesh.

everybody in the office is addicted to lays potato chips. all thanks to irene. who supplies us with daily packets of lays everyday. *grin* the HODs bug her everyday about when she would be opening her packet of lays. haha, the PA boys came into the office today to test out the sound system again in preparation for Friday. and heng hwu was making funny faces at everybody la. and then he announced he was going to get drinks, so he asked everybody politely in the office if we wanted drinks. so i cheekily replied him, "if you treat la.." and that boy actually got me pokka peach tea. one bottle. not packet drink but bottled drink. dot. i was seriously shocked la. i really meant it as a joke, but he got me a bottle all the same. oops. will prolly get the boy something nice when i leave school at end may. yeah.

got a nice pink bottle from the school as a souvenir due to their school official ceremony. all students and staff get a bottle. colours in pink and blue. both are equally nice, but i think i prefer the pink one. so i kouped one. show you people some day when i have the chance. mr subash very smart. the bottle is the one which is quite in the craze now. yeah. and heng hwu is back in here creating havoc looking for his cd case now. yawn. and he left the office without the case. mr mustafa looks hassled and tired. his hair is in a mess. not that he has much hair left but the mess is significant enough to be seen. *grin* im not being mean here ah. just stating a fact. hee.

isnt it pretty obvious i have nothing much to say? and that im just plain crapping for the sake of blogging. yawn. but i enjoyed working today. for the first time in three days. and it's 10 minutes to knock off time. woohoo. meaning time now is 5.50pm. in 10 minutes i'll be on my way home. and i'll slip into the routine of tv and internet. oh there's american idol today. i sure hope the standards are comparable to group 3. group 3 was simply fantastic. *grin*

kay. i shall stop here for the time being.

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------ time: 7.43pm -----------

i just reread what i typed above and im fully convinced that i was just so bored in the office from 4.30pm onwards. activities kinda died down after that. yeah. so here am i seated in front of the comp, finished my dinner and will be online until 8.30 when i surrender the comp to my parents when they start playing neopets until 10. prolly even later today since i'll be watching american idol from 10-11.

debating if i should go to work on friday morning. will my nerves get to me? i dont know. but roo is right. it should be a relief on that day because everything will be made known. which is true actually. it's quite hard to live in a world of suspense. especially when i know the date is just round the corner. hm. the day.

THE day.

yawn. somehow i dont feel the nerves yet. maybe i think im immune to it. or maybe im expecting myself to get ABCC. and a B3 for gp. seriously speaking. so what if im from hwachong? people can do badly there ma. example 1: me. example 2: me again. example 3: me again and again.
need i reiterate to get my point across?
obviously not. surprisingly, people still have the wrong idea that people who do fmaths are zai people. yawn. they're quite outdated seriously. all the smart ones are now doing triple science la, not double maths. haii.

shant dwell on alevels. what's done has been done 3 months ago. i've only got confidence in my practicals. which doesnt really help much. and everybody is complaining about practicals being screwed up. how utterly consoling. and i dint do one whole mechanics question in fmaths. question 5 i think. 8 marks out of 60 marks gone. and i could get careless along the way. what if the mark boundaries for fmaths is lifted because the people taking fmaths are bloody hell smart cos 70% are PRCs? ah what the hell. i'm freaking myself out. im expecting a B for fmaths. please please let me get at least a B. i'll be satisfied. im more worried about my sciences. what on earth was i thinking when i took double maths double science, especially physics and chem. like hello, i scored A2 for both physics and chem at Olevels la. haii. im starting to doubt my own GP. i might have written out of point for Alevels. bah. shouldnt have chosen that essay question, which i cannot quite remember what was it about. something along the lines of successful career and the nuclear family in singapore. i think. i cant quite remember. my memory is failing me.

a number of people are making me promise to call them when i get my results. im telling everybody who's reading this right now. if i dont call you, please dont call me. except for a few who know who they are. especially the one i'm arguing with right now, over the number of missed calls im allowed before she runs into the hall to look for me. guess who. *grin*

dint i say i shouldnt dwell on the subject? yawn. this is a very long entry i realise. but as usual. i like typing in front of the comp. and honestly reveureuse, im quite curious as to who you are. and how you came upon my blog. am i entertaining enough? *grin* i know i blog to inform, to rant and to express my "viewpoints" about certain issues. and sometimes, to plain entertain myself. as we all can see. grin.

i've run out of things to say. so. yeah.