my throat hurts now. from all the shouting i just did.
freaking bloody pissed with my sister now.
damn pissed with her.
who the hell is she to demand respect from me, and not show me any bloody respect?
i've lived with this for a hell long period of time and i have had enough.
to the hell with her.
if she can curse swear and rant using the fuck word, i can jolly well do the same to her.

her school is freaking near home and she reaches home daily at the time of 7pm in the evening. what the freak does she do in school? remedial so she claims. i bet she lingers around jec. dead sure. which bloody chem teacher can afford the time to give her class everyday after school every week? damn. aint it supposed to be obvious but why the hell is the family buying all her lies? fuck.



tired. tired for being thrown around by her and being ordered around by her. maybe im the stupid one, for listening to her and giving in to her everytime she kena scolded by my parents. maybe i just have a freaking soft heart.