i hate it when my throat feels weird.
sorta dry and strangulated. makes it very dificult for me to swallow.
it takes a great deal of effort to do something simple like that now.
been feeling very tired these few days. keep taking short naps at the wrong times, and hence missing dinner with my family. oh wells.

had no idea what my mum was thinking about today.
either that or i had absolutely no appetite.
the plate of bee hoon was dry, bland, white and tasteless.
only ate a quarter of dinner. suppose i'll be hungry later, but it doesnt matter if i starve or not.
tired.
i feel as though im straining my voice when i taught in class this week.
maybe because my throat wasnt feeling too good. can i pon school tmr?
i cant, even if i want to. how can the setter go missing on the day of the paper?
ack. but my throat.

fine. not like im going to talk alot tmr. in fact, i'd probably repeat myself twice.
"okay, pens down. please make sure you have your name, register number, class on all answer scripts. tie your foolscap papers together with the string provided and no talking or communication is allowed until i finish collecting the papers."
then i proceed down the rows to collect the finished papers and ship them off to the conference room. oh. how exciting can life get.

watching american idol later. with the absence of john stevens.
and tonight is big band night.
unfair.
they should get him back as a guest performer.
cos he will be the only one who can shine in big band.
imagine fantasia trying to sing like ella fitzgerald. yeeucks. maybe diana digarmo can pass off as diana krall. then jasmine trias can try stacey kent. but jasmine = stacey kent? nah i cant imagine. not even fantasia. maybe diana digarmo might pass off pretty well. hoping and praying hard that latoya and george huff will be the final two. i cant imagine the rest being in the final two. oh goodness.