people either have brains or beauty. you cant have both.
if you happen to have both, you're missing something in your life.
it may be wealth, health, personality or something else.
in short, life is fair. no one is perfect and you cant have everything, so live with it.
maybe life might be better for some, than others.
but remember, what comes around comes around.
so if you dont have it now, it will come seek you in future.

that was what xiaowei venus and me came to conclude as we were walking home this evening.
quite meaningful huh. trust venus to come up with something like this, cuz she initiated it! grin.
today was nice, saw xiaowei and jingwen. i was surrounded by the ex canoeists, who are all fairer than me now! ahhhh. even ruoling has a lighter tan than me. hee hee. (: and it was nice to see eileen again, albeit she popped by for only a while. and xinxin couldnt make it down in time. never mind, i'll wreck her hall room on thurs for xinxin. (: oh and when we were going home, me and venus saw christine [yahui, remember christine?] she called out to us, and we stood there quite awkwardly considering i dint quite talk to her that much after sec 2 and venus wasnt that close to her. oh wells.

ooh and ray is nice (: very meaningful show, the music is esp nice, considering ray charles songs were coming out one after another. if you are a thirties/sixties jazzy blues freak like me, you'll find yourself swaying to the music in the cinema like an idiot and beaming to yourself about the music. (: and jamie foxx is definitely a damn good actor. hopes he wins the grammys for the best actor. for a long time, you will mistake jamie joxx for ray charles, cuz they both are simply so talented with the piano.

sometimes how'd i wish that i was born in a different era, during the thirties to sixties where swingin' jazz blues was the norm, unlike the trashy hiphop rap music we hear on airways nowadays. old song lyrics are so much more meaningful as compared to the **** lyrics you hear from rapping nowadays. im not condemning all, but there are some trash that you'd rather not hear. maybe thats the reason why most people our age dont listen to perfect 10 nowadays. its appalling to see how music has evolved. in the past there were black jazz blues singers like nat king cole, and ray charles. now rap/hip hop is considered black music. see the extreme difference? anyways. to each his own.

anyways. a few more days to the release of Olevels. not that i care. that much. but my sis is getting back her olevel chinese. and she's convinced that she has only a few more days to live, cuz she's dreading the release of results. mmm. i bet she'll get an A1. considering she's my sis. muahaha. we're better at languages. (: grin. just look at her big sis! *beams* yea im getting a little self ego here, but i cant deny that fact myself. grin. just that i flopped at gp. blearh.

ahhhh. im tired. but im still working on projects. trying to finish them, but i dont think i can. ahhhh.