just read huiru's blog. she has a nice layout, which looks suspiciously familar. think i've seen it before on blogskins right? *grin* anyway, she sounds as though she thoroughly enjoyed herself during orientation and i guess i got to know the grandjuniors a tiny weeny bit more from her blog. i really must make an effort to remember her blog website. and i wonder how many people knows her webby. hm. better not link her unless she gives the permission to me to link her up.

today's a lazy sunday afternoon.

havent been doing much today, except getting the much needed rest that lacked since friday. *yawn* realised as compared to before Alevels, i get tired more easily now. though i still sleep about the same number of hours a day, which mounts up to an estimated 6-7 hours a day, i realise i still slack my day away when im not working. but if i do too much things in a day, i tire out easily. *yawn* and people are rarely online nowadays for me to talk to. either that or im online most of the time such that people are coming online comparatively lesser now.

realise we havent been that great a senior class after all. i cant claim i know all my juniors in my junior class and i cant say we have an astounding rapport with them as well. all we did was to make them enjoy orientation and have stj, jts together. aside from that, we had different class benches due to us being too used to the 7c class bench and not getting to know each other much more. used to think last year that angel mortal game was not as fun, as how it was with the 7c seniors when we were j1s. i can still remember the time when we found packets and packets of hershley kisses given to our class girls in the angel mortal box on valentine's day and we thought they were given to us by the senior class guys. turned out yijian was the one who bought it for all the class girls when lilian told me the secret some time after the class split. and the days when everybody started adopting mortals and we kept gossipping about how and why the senior class guys chose to adopt certain people in the junior class just because they were chio. *grin* and i really enjoyed writing letters during that period of time, whether it was to baoli (mi angel) and weiliang (mi mortal).. they were utmost honest and we had tons of fun corresponding. and the 7c seniors did tell us before that, 02s36 got 01s7c closer than before, all because of our unique unitedness during 1st three months. it's special and heartwarming to see how our unitedness has influenced others to become more bonded and closer.

quite sad that that dint repeat itself when our juniors came in. i really doubt if anyone of us did make much of an impact on anyone of them. like the impact haojie made on yuan, shihui made on xinxin, fang nien made on eileen, yanlian etc. we dint do that to our juniors. we just werent close to them. maybe one partial reason was not sharing the same class bench as them and not talking to them as much. but sometimes people gotta take the initiative. and i guess the senior class 02s33 just dint have the initiative. just like how 01s33 lost the initiative to come know their new juniors when the class split and merged again. we see each other as strangers usually. the only people i really talk to are only tim and mok. and even when mok is my "kor" it is through interact and not based on senior class. maybe because 1st three months was over by then and they had to study for their Alevels. but whatever happened to our class? i can claim for one, that we did not make the effort to be close with them. maybe they did not as well. the whole atmosphere was just different to begin with.

hm. that's actually quite a tough topic to be thinking about.

it brings back all the jc memories and make me wonder, what would life be like is 02s36 still existed. if everybody were still around, would life be as interesting and as exciting as before, just like the 1st three months?