something which i forgot to add last night.
or maybe because i dint bother to go online cos i was watching tv and marking papers at the same time. something which i enjoy.
yeah i received the offer letter from SMU. first course, arts and social science, second choice science. which makes it even more confirmed that im heading towards smu.
put it this way, like i was telling ruoling, the plain reason why my offer letter was delayed was because i put nus law as first choice, which was a hot favourite for the 4As students and no place for me. i should have known better. seriously.
so now, im going SMU accountancy all alone. so far. unless yuan chooses to go there as well, which is something i seriously doubt so. yeah. oh wells. was a tad upset yesterday when i was talking to ruoling over the phone last night. it's not easy to make new friends in uni. and her choosing NUS was something i more or less knew, but couldnt quite accept it at that point in time. all along she was the only other person who wanted to go SMU with me, but at the same time i knew she was torn between engin at NUS and accountancy at SMU. a place where she likes, between a course that she likes. a tough decision. i knew i couldnt psycho her to go SMU with me, cos i dont want her to regret going SMU and not NUS. but still. upset. oh wells. life has to go on somehow. i'll just be glad for a friend like her. yeah. been talking to her quite often recently and i do appreciate the phone calls. it chases the loneliness away. thankew dear. *hugs*

a mixture of emotions was within me yesterday. yeah. pissed upset disappointed. everything rolled into one. oh sigh. damn tired la. couldnt sleep last night. not because of any other reason, but the simple reason being i had a bloody blocked nose that caused dificulty in breathing. ack. sore throat again. slept at midnight woke up at 3.30 and couldnt sleep after that. when i finally fell asleep again, it was time for me to go to school. invigilation for me starts at 8.50am today. boring.