in school.

currently in school right now waiting for time to pass before my econs class which is at 330pm. in the library to be more exact. hum. not exactly alone but feeling alone. how i'd wish yuan or joyce or huiling was with me. gary went to configure his laptop le, and weizhong is nowhere to be seen when he was suppose to join us for econs project discussion after his LTB project discussion. oh wells. projects are coming in slowly. one by one. econs and LTB given. of which, LTB is the xiong one. and FA coming right up. comn studies we are assigned groups again. oh wells. and there's no project for stats. good. i dont think i can take the pressure of handling 4 projects at a time. scary sia. and we went nowhere with our project discussion just now cos we have no idea how to approach the topic. i want company. kk i better dont get too hung up on that issue. had a chat with dominic just now, before econs project, and he's a nice guy to chat with. somebody more along my wavelength. easier to talk to slightly. as compared to the people i know so far. tired. i dint know making new friends in a whole new environment was such a tough job. now i appreciate my close friends, ruoling xinxin venus eileen sijia yanlian elsa [jc], joycet joycez wanyu junhui and the biggest fishball i know [rg], my xiaomei huiru and of course the most dua pai one, kailyn who has been my best bud for 13 years!! i love them all. and of course the guy friends like mok tim wenhui and yes even him, sam, whom i can talk to easily and whine at. thanks people. thanks for standing by me all these while, when i threw my tantrums, when i was upset, when i was happy. yea. glad that i had you guys around, to share in my sorrows and happiness.. i love you all. and i miss you guys. terribly.



but like what ruoling has been talking about, life has to go on. go on in such a way that even after we broke up we can still remain as friends [i hope.]. go on in such a way that junhui is flying to warwick soon, and so would mok [remind me to give mok jun's email so that they can look after each other when they are there. and get me my british christmas presents!! yea i know im ego.]. go on in such a way that i shouldnt be crashing NUS and NTU so often cos they have their own lives there. oh wells. everybody is moving on when im still stuck here. where's my proper closure? or would there be no closure at all? whine. as a matter of fact i was whining to dominic just now. oops. sorry dom. yea but pardon me la even when i start whining in my blog. yeah. cos i have nobody to whine to le. whine whine whine. whine whine whine again. oh wells.



expect more nonsense from me on monday. during my 3.5 hour break. i'll be blogging crap and rubbish. when im not mugging my ass off. whine.