dont know why, but i suddenly miss my jc class.
in the midst of sitting at biz lobby with the smux people, with elaine and jialing trying to convince people to do horseriding. dont really know why i suddenly miss them. oh wells. maybe cuz the bustling activity here, with people shouting across the lobby, reminds me of times back in hwachong. when we were seated at the class bench, acting like immature little children shouting across the canteen and central plaza without worrying about embarrassing ourselves.
the period of time when i feel most real, most at home. back in jc. ruoling was saying we should meet up again. yea and then i figured, i miss all of them so much. even if we werent that close, or aint as close to each other now, i still miss the whole lot of them. ruoling [and xiaohei and yaya], lixin [and ff bear and xyaya], venus [and guigui], eileen sijia yanlian and elsa.. even the guys, jinyang wilbur and dewen. people whom i can just talk kok to at any time any place. i miss them loads. i miss you guys.. sighhhh.

but then again, i wont deny the fact that im having fun here at smu now. really. with the friends i have, the stuff that im doing, keeping myself occupied during the summer hols.. i guess its more than enough. i guess. dont ask me why im in such a pensive mood today. sians.

had a horrible driving lesson this morning. and driving test is next tues. AHHHH. im so gonna fail again. my driving instructor said this morning "i think you're still not very good yet." sians. second driving test le lei. and i dont wanna go for anymore driving lessons. its damn stressful and i cant seem to drive well. arghhhhhhh. i dont feel like going for driving ANYMORE. but i have 3 more lessons before test on tuesday. one on friday morning, saturday morning and then, tues afternoon. fishball and joycet are going down to be my lucky charm. :) heh. i hope. i just wanna pass so that my mum wont force me down for driving any more. ahhhh.

will get back to biz law now.
i should. considering im only going home at earliest 8 plus tonight and there's still biz law tmr?!?
urgh. i am in so no mood to read biz law now. AHHHHH.

met alot of familar faces just now when i was at westmall getting bk. met some of the E4 students who were going to do their project.. then some hillgrove students who recognised me but dint come up to say hi [hey i can tell when you whisper and point at me kk? hahaha. ] its nice to know that you guys still remember after such a long time. it felt weird to be called ms teo again, you know. been telling some of my students online that you can call me by my name now, but they find it weird too. like. hahahaha. in any case, im glad i made an impact in their lives. :) and i must say, i miss the students and hillgrove too. it was my second home last year. :)

kk. IM GOING BACK TO BIZ LAW NOW!
i think. i'll try. hot weather. sleepy.