a place where she always goes

Friday, July 22, 2005

gosh i am so tired i have no idea where to begin.

first of all. school.
by right today was my last day. goodness i was so looking forward to it. im seriously very very tired, and would wanna rest till school starts proper. have time to slack and bum, and go out with friends at the same time. the amount of time now, is only enough for working and going out. i cant find time to slack and chill. i dont wanna be rushing from places to places.
people always say that they can sleep late and wake up late.
well look at me, i wake up at 6am every morning, go to work and sleep at nearly midnight everyday. cuz im either out, or preparing worksheets.
yea yea relief teaching may be considered good money, but its high time to stop.
then i got a call yesterday from one of my fellow colleagues. she heard that it was gonna be my last week this week, and she needed someone to relief sec 1 maths for 2 weeks. i wanted to reject. after talking to her, after hearing what she had to say, i couldnt bear to say NO. i mean, i understand the problems of full time teachers, and i dont want to add to their problems by saying no.
so.
yea i agreed to continue for 2 more weeks.
i will tell myself its only 2 more weeks = 10 more days. yesh i will do just that.
well at least this time round, jason teo will be teaching along with me as well. i managed to get him a relief teaching post taking the challenging classes in school. ha. ms teo offered it to me initially and i was like "no way man". HAHA. george's classes? nuh-uh.
but thankfully the 3 main classes i know the kids already. THANKFULLY.
and they are quite a cute bunch. really. two classes already know i will be taking them maths from next week onwards.
shall shock the other class the next time i walk in next week. which is in 2 days time. ARGH.

its okay. this means more income. sniff sniff.
i long for the day when i can get to wake up late at 9am, nua in bed and get up in time for brunch. then bum around at home read my papers/books and get ready to go out and meet friends for movies/outings/dinners. then come home at an earthly time and go online to chat with friends or catch a movie on my laptop, before falling sweet asleep on my bed at some time after midnight.
i suppose, its partially my fault that im one weak person who cant seem to say no to people. and partially my fault for stacking tuition assignments one after another on weekends.

and now, i dont even know what to do with one of my tuition assignments.
i want to give up the jurong point assignment up, but i cant find a replacement. looks like i need to make one last trip down this sunday. which means i gotta wake up early on sunday instead of slacking in! to think the night before im going sentosa with him. but that is one thing i am not going to sacrifice.
does anybody want a tuition assignment?
sniff sniff.

yes money is rolling in slowly, but i am really tired. bushed. mentally tired.
was so tired today at yy's place for joycet's bday celebrations.
but.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCET! :D you're officially 20! past the 4.30pm time as well :)
had a great time there eating and playing mahjong.. just that i was totally shacked by the 4th round of mahjong. so tired.
whinewhinewhinewhinewhine.
i brought my camera, but forgot to put in the batteries which i was charging the night before. bahh. never mind, i shall bring it for tmr. :)

i need to find time to go down to the new smu to get my new smu card.
i need to find time to rest.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
someone just kill me.