end of it.

goodbye.
au revoir.
再见.
再見.
Auf Wiedersehen.
arrivederci.
さようなら.
안녕.
adiós.


geddit?
ask, and you will know. :)

i give up.

blogger simply does not want to work with me. RAHS.
any time more, i am shifting to a goddamn place that doesnt backfire on me.
*growls*

tired.

pressing things driving everyone nuts, especially the smu peeps.
BOSS is back to haunt all smu students, even the year Ones who are gungho-ly bidding for their very first time whilst we've gotten news from adeline heng that some very silly year Twos want to bid for modified term and they think you've got to apply in order to do modified term.
silly billies, just click on the button in BOSS and tadah you've applied.

pardon this old bird who is tired admist all the workload, which 50% of it is NOT related to studies. i really do feel old sometimes, especially during yep team meetings and ltb.


oh wells, more for another day. i am going to sleep early and wake up early.
as from what i saw from lf's phone ytd when i was at nus, "sleep by 12 and wake up by 630am", i shall follow her mantra, but being the lazy me, i shall tweak it slightly by making it "sleep by 12 and wake up at 7am".
ruoling!! study study next tuesday!! *winkswinks*

it should be full steam ahead, so smu peeps, chionggg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [until i cant see the end of the Hs.] ><

bossa nova

its always nice to listen to bossa nova during late nights.
smooth suave cool and calming (:

lalalalalala.

i wanted to blog but i had no mood to blog all of a sudden.
im sleeeeeeeepy.

and its fun sitting in a 500 seater lt where you can be seemingly anonymous and blend in with the crowd. and im very cold in this whatevername lt in nus.
i want to study! but i want to read manga too.


looking forward to stingray later anyways. damnit this doesnt feel like week 12 when its supposed to be shiong and all. im enjoying myself way too much, such that i think i will regret later. :(

aching legs.

wheeeee nice nice weekend [without any work done]
caught deathnote 2 AGAIN, coupled with nice dinner on friday with syahmi. nicely completed pretrip comn serve at ymca coupled with tuition with deb [boy i miss that girl :) ]. walked in the woods with ruoling + nice nice sakae lunch + winterwear shopping cum paper shopping at ps today.

thats why my legs are aching. but everything is goood, given that its gonna be week 12 tmr. and i did not do any work since friday. kay la maybe i read a little on tax yesterday. just maybe, before i got distracted by downloading manga onto my lappie.

tmr is gonna be study + stingray date with eileen and ruoling! :)

youtub-ing.

very very frankly, i dont see whats the big hoohaa over youtube being a distraction and all. instead, i see it as something that gets on my nerves easily because it simply doesnt wanna work with me, especially when im trying to watch the death note anime.


bit-ting is so much better. at least i can ensure that the quality is there. plus the WHOLE thing is there, instead of having to watch for the video on youtube to load, and realising that it didnt quite load finish and that i have to refresh again.

i shall go do abit of work before watching....
amazing race 10?
deathnote manga?
or the library books that i lugged home yesterday instead?

lessons learnt.

plenty of lessons learnt today, plenty of self realisation dawned.


im damn tired.
but there's that shitload of work to do.
sigh.

cathay internet.

wheeeee im hogging onto the free internet access at cathay :)
and audit ended early today so i went to the national library to borrow boooks!!! :))


happy happy happy :)
cant wait for exams to be over ><

earlier post.

wheeee now that ruoling has seen the earlier rant, i may delete the post!

*deletes* *vanishes into thin air*

wednesday.

today was a didnt-feel-like-going-sch day. had a very bad beginning to the start of the morning, and hence decided that i needed essential time to finish the scrapbook before passing it to joyce tonight (which i just did) hence i skipped class. yes you read me clear, i skipped class. spent some real damn good quality time alone having lunch at PS macs alone, making the scrapbook and wandering around spotlight and the new makewithlove shop poring over quality designed papers, strings, ribbons, stickers and other what nots. the salegirl from makewithlove recognised me from yesterday when i went with joyce and i was rather sheepish hehe. i really reckon i'll end up spending quite abit there, if i continue to make scrapbooks for my dearest friends who are either having birthdays or leaving for exchange [hinthint does ruoling want a travel journal? grin.] but i really (to the power of infinity) like the papers there!! *swoon*

made my way down to sheares to look for the girls, by walking through instana park and examining the civic district route, rocking away on 143 and chilling to music, reading book at the same time. boy this is the life i want, to be free of worries (for that particular instant) and enjoying life at its very best. i could get used to it, really.
im so familar with where sheares is, such that i didnt have to confirm exactly with rl where to stop, and i figured my way out there! got there when it was pouring and the silly girl actually came out with a BEEG red umbrella to pick me up when i said i could find my way around hee. turned out lifang was there too and there was a mini cookout cum pigging out session! but as you know, i cant really cook unless you'd want me to burn down sheares blk B kitchen down, so i spent time in sy's room catching up with her while lf and rl became our main chefs! boy there was such a big feast! we had fish maw soup (which me&sy didnt get to eat because the chefs finished it while cooking ><) , taiwan sausages, oystermushrooms with maggie mee, the fortune chicken (half a chicken with herbs!), and swensens ice cream mooncake. the fortune chicken was to die for, and we actually got into a discussion of whether one particular herb was ginger, which i thought it tasted like. and and i think me and ruoling had 2 swensens icecream mooncake each. 1.5 sticky chewy choc and 0.5 unidentified icecream. rl thought she tasted macademia there.
wanted to go clementi to k-songs but twas pouring madly. so we nua-ed. and nua-ed. and nua-ed. and nua-ed. and decided we were too nua to go all the way to clementi to k. so instead, we decided to be guai and headed to west coast macs to study abitbit before i headed home in time to pass the scrapbook to joyce.

it was a nice day spent, and i am always grateful for the presence of these girls, for they are always able to perk my day up. and i have absolutely no problems pouring my woes out to rl&sy. thankew babes for listening to me rant about a particular irritating HOD. ><

plenty of thoughts ran through my mind as i spent the day alone, wandering around aimlessly and with an aim in mind. me&sy went through r/s topics today, and it actually got us (or me?) thinking about what kind of guys attract us. i always find it so easy to talk to sy about such stuff, and i am really amazed at how well we click :) love you lotslots! and then when me and rl were in her room playing with yaya, kon, purrs and monstar (note i left monstar at the BACK), the realisation hit me that ruoling is ONE friend whom i can really let my hair down with, be wild naughty cheeky sweet babyish whiny stubborn mature thinking and anything else under the sun and she will still never want to smack me. we can play around with soft toys like its the norm to do so, and continue to act like jc girls scribbling on each others' notes, grabbing phones and watches away from each other, and it feels perfectly fine to do so. it is just simply so comfortable, such that when im in a bad mood, the first place i'd think of running to, is them (aka sheares cuz they stay there) where i have close friends to talk to, play with softtoys and vent my emotions on punching kon and hugging sy's zhuzhu. sometimes i'd really wish i came to nus and stayed in sheares instead where i can see them 24/7 and study and have fun together. but then again, i'd wonder if things would have been different if i really came to stay in sheares and study at nus. like what would i be studying here, and would i really enjoy what i am studying? i guess aside from law, the rest i dont really particularly have an interest in. and i know i will enjoy law, because my law modules now are the only modules that i truly enjoy going for. oh wells we cant turn back the clock anyhows. will just continue to live life as it is, and i want to go back there to studdyyy! we all need to study. and stop pigging out damnit. hahahahha.

i guess i should go do work. but with the technological advancement, i've decided to go watch amazing race 10 on youtube instead. see, this is how i procrastinate. wheeeee~
*bashes kon and monstar up* *lulls purrs and yaya to sleep* *hugs sy's zhuzhu to sleep*  :)

TIMELINE's Amazing Race Videos :)

My dearest Year Ones' final products. enjoy! :)

Main Video!


Side Dish!