picture frenzy!!!
wahahahaha.
today is the last class, in the old campus.
last class of our freshman year.
last proper school day with class in 2004/2005 in the bukit timah campus.
gosh im so gonna miss this place.

right now we're having a class msn chat. 15 people in one msn room, everybody cant stop nudging! wahahahaha. we're high, we're so so so so high.
did i mention i love my bgs class people?
now everyone is looking around the class, see who's the idiot who keeps nudging.
and now, we're totally high. on msn. oh mans. this is damn funny.
and while all these are going on, a presentation is happening. WHOOPS.
now its Q&A, but most of our eyes are glued to the msn chatroom. MUAHAHAHA.

alrighty.
better bring myself down.
hee.
taking more pictures later later later!
im high. so high.

and i have a blister on my right small toe. all thanks to the heels i had to wear for presentation todayy. blearrhhh.
maybe i should get off blogger before i go totally high.
hehehe.

no more watching of "the wedding date" with huiru.
then how.
i want to watch.
i want to watch "spanglish" and "the pacifier".

looks like i dont have much of a choice.
back to my old habits.
of ... ...
you know. i know.
shhh.

sorry for the entry spamming today. heh.

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i cant take it anymore.

im tired. im really tired.
having a throbbing headache and neckache.
been having bgs meeting since 10am. and we dont seem to be ending anytime soon. im tired really tired.

and im still looking at the report.
im so tired, that im gonna snap any moment.
irritate me and yea, i'll snap.
tired tired tired.
headache. neckache. tired.
urgh.

wahhhh. we're here, supposed to do bgs project but 3 of us are swooning over wilber pan!!!!! shuaiiiii :) wahahhaa.
went to dig out the photos i posted online in my blog some plenty months ago [in case you guys wanna know, its the june 12th entry of 2004 hee.] so shuaiiii. so cutee. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
yea i know i know. get over it.
but you can never get over wilber pan wei bo! he is just DAMN SHUAI DAMN CUTE!
cant stand it. yea im FHC-ing now, but over wilber pan instead. oops.
when steph elaine and jason are mulling over the airline industry, me yixin and miranda are mulling over chinese pop male singers. and now xin's lappie is playing cyndi's dang ni. wahaha all miranda's request. muahaha.
this is what happens when you put 3 hwa chong girls together. wahahahaha.
it all started when we started playing jay chou's songs. grin.

anyways.
1 more presentation, 1 more class. 1 more day to end of freshman year.
how time flies.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
cant wait for hols.
but i dont quite know what im gonna do then.
wahahaha.
visit the library and find a particular book to prove someone wrong. HMPH. hahaha.

alrighty, better get back to bgs. teehee.
WILBER PAN WEI BO IS DAMN CUTE!
i know, fhc-ing. whee.

If I were a month I would be: june
If I were a day of the week I would be: sunday. day to chill and relax.
If I were a time of day I would be: 7pm. nice evening time.
If I were a planet I would be: mars. or maybe earth. cant make up my mind.
If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin. peer support board, riding the waves with you.
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: sofa. comfy and nice.
If I were a stone, I would be: diamond. rare and precious.
If I were a tool, I would be: nail. sharp and sarcastic if i want.
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: sunflower
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: wind
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: no idea.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: uhm. no idea.
If I were an animal, I would be: can i be a dolphin again?
If I were a color, I would be: orange or purple.
If I were an emotion, I would be: sunny. bright. [jason thinks im a sunshine girl. ;)]
If I were a sound, I would be: jazz.
If I were an element, I would be: sodium. Na mah. DUH.
If I were a car, I would be: mini cooper! or volkswagon maybe.
If I were a book, I would be written by: john grisham/michael crichton/james patterson.
If I were a food, I would be: eggs and cheese.
If I were a place, I would be: the library.
If I were a material, I would be: mm. no idea.
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet. according to ruoling.
If I were a religion, I would be: still as now, freethinker.
If I were a word, I would be: mm. how about you tell me what word i am?
If I were a body part I would be: arms/legs [whichever is longer]
If I were a facial expression I would be: smile
If I were a subject in school I would be: math or geog.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: eeyore. or piglet. or pooh.
If I were a number I would be: 7

koped this off huiru. hee.

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currently slacking at biz level 2 benches waiting for AS to start. out of the house finally. :) its nice spending a day in school finally. and today's weather been cooling, and nice. :) currently waiting for roo to call hopefully i can get my shirt today.. its HUIRU'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! gosh dear you're 18! you'll forever be the 14 year old girl in my heart. love you lots, *muacks* and i owe you your pressie till after exams. hee. or maybe next week when we meet for wedding date i hope? grin. i want my hwachong shirtt. heee.
tonight there's american idol and amazing race. somehow, the magic of american idol has been lost on me. i dont feel passionate about it anymore, neither do i have the urge to tune in every wednesday and thursday night. it has no effect on me anymore. maybe cuz the prowess of the american idol 2 and 3 singers were much better, higher standards with people i like. now, mario is gone. travis was long gone. whats the point in watching it anymore?
unlike amazing race. gosh rob is damn hunky. and cute. and he's such a man. wahahaha. a li' mean at times, but thats what's making amazing race exciting to watch. every single team is out to beat rob and amber. the twin brothers are eye candy too. muahaha. thinking about guys who are wayyy out of reach. hehehe.

felt so paiseh just now when i was printing a hell lot of notes. there was a paper jam and the computer was stuck sending my documents to print. i caused a long queue and there was this cute guy freaking out slightly cuz he had to submit his report in like 5 minutes time? oops. so so so so sorry. felt so super paiseh while we were waiting for the person to come fix the copier since they locked the doors to the copier. if not, i'd have resolved the problem myself. he tried to tug it open but to no avail cuz it was locked. SORRY. heh. wonder if he's from my year. but then again, smu guys usually cant make it. most of them anyways. except for a few. these few are really nice people and most of them are taken. except for jason han. but jason, no worries. i'll be the best matchmaker i can after exams! i promise! and i havent leaked anything out, zipped my mouth but i've checked her out on oasis. quite cute. grin.

two more days. two more days to study break. two more weeks.
and we will be liberated. liberation, thats what all of us are looking forward to. AHHHHH. :)

as gathered from the msn nicknames:

smu = singapore midnight university = slowly/sadistically murdering u

any more contributions? you can see how bored i am.
and i am still stuck at bgs. blearh.
thankfully i finished AS individual yesterday.

smu people are indeed a different lot of people.
at 0830, everybody is online.
at 0130, everybody is still online.
i havent found a time where everybody is NOT online.
cuz maybe. i aint online at that time too.
self entertaining, self entertaining. pardon me.

apparently i double posted the morning entry. and cant seem to delete it. rightt. i'd try deleting it again tonight.
finally did something which i've wanted to do for a long time.
got myself a second private blog.
one really for me to spill my innermore thoughts and frustrations.
the link is right there, my private space, but its not for all to see.
ask me for the password. might email the password to some people, but all in all, you'd know if you ultimately be able to gain access into my personal and private space. i've made it impossible to google or yahoo search it, so yea dont bother. just ask me for the password and i'd tell you if i think you can be trusted.

not that this one is not working fine, just that its getting a little too public.
just check the counter at the bottom each day. to realise the counter registers an avg of 106 hits a day. either some weirdo is hitting the refresh button every 5 minutes, or i get 106 different people viewing this everyday.
sounds ... ...
and yea, i do know this is part and parcel of an open public blog.

im sleepy, and i cant find anything on airline regulation relating to safety and quality. damnit. urgh.

yay oh yay :) set up a blog for us 4 to share our lives together, with junhui in the far lands of UK, joycie and yuyuan in the not-so-far NUS mugging away for their first pros, and me, in the very near smu trying to study for her exams.
when i finally read jun's post, a sudden surge of emotions just overwhelmed me. cuz i havent heard from her for soo long. and yea. able to read her post just like that, makes me feel as though im right next to her. miss her so much. so so much.

its my duty to go edit the html for that blog and make it our own unique one. for those curious, its under "i read", 4 of us :) been adding some new links to my "i read" section, cuz i just stumbled upon jason teo's yesterday. another one who linked and forgot to tell me about his blog, though yea i gave him permission to link long time ago. his blog is nicee, and i think he designed it all by himself, unlike me, koping from blogskins. but hey i do make changes and make it my own unique one alright. DQ was just telling me the other day, he thinks mine is one of the nicest blogs he'd seen. hahaha lemme ego for a while.
no doubt, blogger has nice and simple layouts, but i just want something of my own to call it mine. not exactly different, but at least i havent found someone who has the same layout as mine, cuz i tend to go for slightly different kind of layouts. something which allows me to have more entry space, rather than emphasise on the prettiness of the entire blog.
besides i think this blog quite suits me for the moment, with the girl looking somewhat like me [though im not chio like the girl in the pic], but yea im addicted to my phone, and falling into you. hahaha. how apt for this moment.
when exams are over, i'm gonna do further work on this place, and truly make it my home on cyber space.
meanwhile, i shall try to make sense out of ABC. not the alphabets, but activity based costing. righttt.
hear from me. maybe later? haha.

and know what, my sis is appalled at the possibility of you taking abit of the sour cream off her pretzel that day. urgh. hahahha. but did you really? i cant quite remember.

i am vaguely amused.
i wonder, why is it that whenever people [especially girls] who run into problems with computers and phones will ring me up and ask for help. do i really give people the techie feel? haha. commenting on this cuz my gugu just called to ask for help on her hp. she just got a new hp and apparently she couldnt send messages out using her HI card. and well, lets just say i saved the day for her. haha. the last time round, same thing happened. auntie june called to wail about her internet, after asking a few questions, i resolved her problem for her again. teehee. i must say, im proud of myself in this area. maybe cuz i simply like tech gadgets? anyways. my next target after getting my baby zen, is to get a palmtop and a 3G phone. i shall bid my time and wait. muahaha. (:


and im vaguely amused by my mum. told my mum i'm going to apply for young PAP and she giggled. wahh. was deciding between PAP WW, and YPAP. in the end went for the latter. signed up online, shall wait for them to get back to me. see what new page of life does this open me to. :)

great. a single initiated sms from you can make my day totally.
it made me tons better alr. oh man.
kk. i shall control and stop FHC-ing.

was reading my past entries, and stumbled upon one particular one. during the post break up period last year.

a friend once told me.

Women, who were once hurt, become aluminium with a layer of aluminium oxide. that protective layer, protects herself, and makes her seem hostile and unfriendly. we become ugly in that sense, cocooned in our protective layer, and not wanting to take the next [or another] step, or move.
it takes a foolish but brave guy, to fall in love with this woman. cuz he sees the real beauty hidden under this protective side of her..

so i wonder. are you that foolish guy?
i was determined, to protect myself and stop myself from being hurt. ever again. because the after effects were nightmarish and horrible.
yet, somehow, you managed to get past that protective layer. and i dont even know how you managed to do it.
but. is it better to be loved and hurt, or to not love at all?

what is love anyway.
no one seems to be able to answer that question.
i've asked that plenty of times. but i cant seem to find the answer.
the feelings are so different. in the past, and now.
so what is love really.
looking at what i've went through, what some of my friends had gone through, love can be a scary thing. with all the turmoils and troubles.
a nightmare that i do not wish to recur again.

convince me to be able to love again.
leave all emotional baggage behind and fly me to the moon.
im open to anything, so as long as you and i try.
but when the signals stop coming, i give up hope as well.

like your nick says, what is love really.




as for now, i shall try to do my analytical skills individual assignment.
amidst the pains shooting from the stomach.
doctor mummy, when can i take your medication again?
AS screws your mind, and causes you to think too much.
but then again, past experience and memories does that too.
so, past experience and memories = analytical skills?
valid but unsound argument.
pardon me but im self amusing myself. cuz im bored.

tiredd of running to and fro the toilet.
bloody irritating.
bloody stomachache.
and im tireddddd.
stomach hurts. bloody painful.


sick. and tired.
im really tired.
im sorry.

*cries* *wails* *whine* *cries* *wails* *whine*
why must budak pantai be performing on 8th april, RIGHT BEFORE THE BLOODY EXAMS?!?
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOO.
WHINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
ALRIGHTY.
WHINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

just venting my frustrations and tired-ness and sian-ness.
no worries.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
WHINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I WANNA GO BLUE MOO.
I WANNA GO BLUE MOO.
I WANNA LISTEN TO BUDAK PANTAI.
I WANNA LISTEN TO BUDAK PANTAI.
I WANNA LISTEN TO BUDAK PANTAI.

im behaving like a little brat here.

ooh anyways. yay! ruoling said she'll go kayaking with me at macritchie during the hols! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
cant wait for holidays. cant wait, simply cannot wait. :)

rummaging through my brown bag which i carried yesterday. hand fell upon a small orange beaded bracelet in the usual place where i put my baby zen, wallet and handphone.
this orange beaded bracelet carries a sweet memory for me since yesterday. it caused me to fall in love, and swoon over.. a nine year old boy call shen wei jie :) [awww what were you guys thinking of? hahaha.]
so happened when i was taking the bus towards clementi yesterday, while waiting for 189, there was a mother who brought her 4 kids out for lunch. i sat down at the busstop, listening to my baby, when a little boy beside me tugged my sleeves and asked, "jiejie, where are you going?" (in chinese) and i was dumbfounded by him. so small, so cute and he initiated talk to me! awww. so i replied him (in chinese, in any case, the rest of the conversation were all in chinese) "jiejie going to orchard, how about you?" and he gutsy-ily said "we're going to jin-wen-tai~" "whats jin-wen-tai in english?" i asked him jokingly, and he dint know. awww. then his elder brother [the one i fell in love with..] came over, and proudly announced "this is my brother, he's only 4 and im 9!" and then he continued introducing his entire family while i just listened, with my mouth wide open.
189 came, we all boarded the bus and i was surrounded by the 4 kids, and they were going "jiejie here, jiejie there" i was half the time lost in their 4 sided conversations with me.. then wei jie stated, "jiejie i want to sit with you.." and i was like "sure.." until he continued, "cuz you're cute!" dots. i was so amused. then their 7 year old brother was there chanting "mei nu mei nu" and i was like "not so loud.." cuz the entire bus was looking at me cuz of the racket they were causing.. hahaha. then the 3 boys just simply charmed me away, especially that wei jie. then suddenly he looked at his wrist and saw his own orange beaded bracelet. he took it off, and said "jiejie i give you this bracelet.. mei mei de. :) " and i was like "but it's yours! dont you want it?" he emphatically said he wanted to give it to me, and insisted on putting it on for me!! ahhh my heart melted there and then. so sweeet. and then, his 4 year old kid brother said, "why korkor can wear bracelet for jiejie? i want also" so he took the bracelet off my wrist and put it on for me again! 2 boys putting a bracelet on for me twice in a day! hahahha. when we finally got off the bus, they were all saying loud goodbyes, and blowing kisses at me. hahha i was kinda flustered, and dint really know what to do, until weijie was saying "jiejie gimme kiss!" hahaha so i blew a kiss at him, and then at the 4 year old kid brother too cuz he wanted one too!
soooo sweeet.
now looking at the 20 cents [thats how much the bracelet cost, according to weijie] orange bracelet on my table, i think back fondly of the short period of time we spent on the bus from bukit batok to clementi.
its not the value of things thats important.
whats more important, is the thought, and sincerity that comes with it. any amount of sincerity, is well much more worth than the value itself.

well.
i like him. [duh, if you follow my blog.]
he likes me. [i think. haha.]
i dont know whats gonna happen next.
hee. [and psst, i know you're reading this. dont think i dont know. HMPH.]
well. this time round, i will take it slow.
hence. yea. you're making the next move. ha ha.

and meanwhile, i concentrate on my exams.
coming in 3 weeks. freedom in 3 weeks!
i cant wait.
i simply cant wait. :)

meanwhile. i will go sleep. i promise!

martin is super amusing. damn funny. hahahaha.
think LTB. grin.

this is scary. the number of times my friendster profile has been viewed jumped up by 10 from yesterday to today. 87 to 97. dots. it has been viewed 97 times ever since first of march. that is an avg of 4 clicks a day so far. who on earth is viewing my profile so often?!? let's just pray hard its my ex-students yea.

ooh im quite proud of myself. cuz i managed to figure out how to use the in built modem in our ibm t41s. after it finally hit me that our in built modem is only a 56k one. this only occured after i was reading the adverts on ibm lappies in the straits times this morning. ARGH. to think i was trying to sign in with my broadband password. how dumb can i get. urgh. disgusted with myself. teo nana, and you still call yourself a techie. blearh. i can be relegated down to the dumb blonde status soon. ACKS.

yea im scolding myself. hahaha. feeling rather proud of myself as i managed to finish my finance homework within the span of 2 hours. yea in the midst of trying to mug for MA, cuz i have to hand in finance homework by today when we go for the CEO talk later in the evening. i am so screwed for MA quiz this saturday. absolutely no time to study. no time man. bleaah. wanted to study on tues night, ended up rushing AS group proj. sians. and yesterday night was spent reading finance and watching american idol/amazing race, two tv shows i'd never give up watching for the life of mine. yea i procrastinate and cannot manage my time well, such that i still insist on watching tv given such a tight schedule. but i do recognise the fact that im the sort of people who need such time to rest and let my brain unwind. no matter how short the time may be.

considering the fact that i havent watched a movie for a long time. in fact, what was the last movie i watched in a theatre? i dont count watching movies on my laptop watching movies, cuz i watch that alone. think the last movie i caught in the theatre was alfie with the smu people long long time ago. right? no? think i caught another one with ruoling, which was.. RAY. ahh. how absent minded can i be. i had to refer to my latest movie tix stub to remind myself. ahhh.

AHHH. i wanna watch plenty of movies. miss congenality 2, the wedding date. and i wanna watch it in a cinema theatre. BUT considering how busy mugging everyone is, i dont think anyone would wanna spare the time to watch with me. how i miss the times when even during exams, there would always be someone who's willing to slack with me and not cheong and mug/pia all the way through like a bulldog. and that only happened in jc, when people were studying and pia-ing during exams, we were playing bridge. and playing bridge all the time. what's a mere 2 hours when you can take the time to rest, recharge and go a longer distance, as compared to burning out easily after mugging for a straight 6 hours? if you can take the 6 hours, im impressed. but i'd take the 2 hour break, catch a movie, and get back to studying with a more refreshed and awake mind. that was how we did it for Alevels too. watching matrix revolution on the day it opened, at the earliest time slot possible. and settled down at YMCA macs to continue to mug. yea the crazy things we used to do. but it was the matrix revolution, the last of the series! yea. 7 of us watched it? and we dint end up with thatt bad results. see?
so.
anyone, up for watching ms congenality 2 or the wedding date?
i still dont suppose there would be any hands up. sighhh.
as expected.
sighhh.



i dont understand why, whenever we wanna have a trip, or outing, it ultimately only boils down to me and ruoling. the rest dont seem to be quite interested, sadly. we're still trying to look for people for the pattaya trip, but no one is interested and somehow, i have this feeling it will be cancelled. how about if we push the dates? i have no idea.. i really wanna go overseas, out there to play and frolick with this bunch of jc mates, but somehow, no one seems to want to. either make the effort, or simply just cant be bothered. i know some of them, may have parents who might not allow. but how bout the rest? sighh. just ranting. just let me rant. it always comes down to disappointment. never expect much from them. never.

and for the record, i am not attached. at least for now.
liking a person who seems to like you does not equate to being attached alright. im not even quite sure whats going on here.
hence lets get that clear first.
im still a swinging single. ha ha ha.


this entry doesnt seem to be very jovial. maybe cuz exams are coming. stress hasnt exactly hit me yet, but i think the main reason for that is that, the reality of exams hasnt quite sunk in yet. i know its 3 more weeks to freedom, 2 more weeks to exams. and i cant quite wait for it to start.
but suddenly, i seem to be quite free during the hols now.
no more events/marketting comn stuff [unless we're gonna pick up from where we left off after the school dint approve the proposal], no more thai YEP [and currently still waiting for shanghai yep to get back to us asap], no more facilitating for orientation. that last one is really a bummer. still dont understand why i wasnt selected. really. haiz. oh, and no more pattaya.
no more this, no more that.
whats left.
HK trip. horse riding. asoc camp. thats it. sounds slack huh. oh yea, and tuition.
what a happening holiday i have. and its gonna be for a freaking 4 months.
time to look for a job dudette. maybe i would.
in the midst of it all, my birthday. coming in about 2 months time, slightly more. hitting the big 20. sounds scary. but its part and parcel of what everyone has to go through.
i expect a boring birthday this year.
yawns.
i wanna play and chill all day all night long.

Frank Sinatra ~ Fly me to the Moon
Fly me to the moon
Let me play among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song and
Let me sing forever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

listening to sinatra croon now.. oh how i love his voice~

whee. at serenes macs now with roo, had lunch with her [or rather i watched her eat lunch as i ate with elaine, xin, gina, eve and syl first before she came. grin.] and talked everything under the sun with her. more like she was watching me go a li' mad, a li' high. something similar to how i was behaving when i went out with kailyn two weekends ago. yea i was FHC-ing. hahahaha. cant help it la. must tell my dearest mei wor. hahaha.

she thinks im insane and mad. and i shall not say the third point. hahaha.
am supposed to be studying for MA now, but apparently i cant concentrate. as usual. but at least i got my notes out. hahaha. she's supposed to be studying for physics now, but she ended up with the twentyfive cents ice cream now. whee. hahaha.
[damnit, even roo knows what is FHC. dots.]
roo dear, wanna say anything? i blogged in her blog just now le. hahaha.


shes mad, shes insane.. and erhem. hahahaahaha and uh not bad la. quite cute. haha. SHES CENSORING ME LA.
25c cone is nice lor. quite creamy. =)
btw, for all those pple who havent escaped the brutal institution called JC yet.. hai, block tests are terrors, and so are SPAs.
nana is stoning on top of her laptop screen right now. im sure its because she hasnt received a msg yet.
alamak. stop it la!! haha.
now this can go back to her for censorship purposes. =P byebye! -waves-

that was roo.
and i've already censored whatever i could. she refuses to let me delete one particular sentence. HMPH. and now she's beaming at me, with her 25c ice cream. she should be studying her physics. hahaha she gets the hint and moves back to her seat to further lick on her ice cream and not do anything about her notes. she insists she read "newton's first law" muahahaha. now she's blaming me for distracting her and not allowing her to study. by blogging and talking and going FHC. like my fault now?!? *pouts* hahaha.
my wonderful aloe vera [ roo = aloe vera cuz her chinese name would be ruhui if i flip the words around. hahah] adopts a mortal solely for the reason cuz he's cute. WAHAHAHA. or rather, she insists that she felt like writing to him, hence she adopted him as a mortal. now she's saying he's shuai. AHHHH roo can read my mind!! scaryyy sia. wahahaha.
now she's telling me the story of how she got to know him. SOOO interesting!! now she's saying im XIAO, i.e. MAD. cuz i can click with her and i am hyperactive. AHHHH. more like she takes after me. MUAHAHAHA. [... says the indignant girl. aiya, you just got influenced by ME can..] .........

now we're comparing how hardworking we are, by using the location of our notes as a benchmark. she insists that she is more hardworking cuz her notes are on the table while my notes are beside me on the chair. oh. fine. like whatever lo. hahaha.
now she thinks she herself is mad cuz she spent the whole of her sec 2 year mornings in my class talking to me. :) yay she thinks she's mad too!! [ thats why i said everyone who clicks with me is mad what. alamak, your logical faculties all gone awry. because of.. ok nvm, i dont wanna get censored...] dots. that is so NOT the point.

this entry is so crappy. and kok. muahahaha. continuously you have 2 people blogging the same entry with her taking my lappie away from me half the time to refute whatever im typing.
acks im very full. after a lunch at macs. but im not sleepy yet. more like a little high cuz im with roo now? hahahaha. see her influence la. muahaha. now she's questioning me about newtons second law when i cant really remember them after like almost 2 years? oh goodness she is actually 18 now and im actually 20?!? i still feel 18. and now she's wailing cuz she cant find her momentum notes. yea fellow readers, take a moment to recall your Alevel physics, the particular subject i detested the most and ended up getting a B for it. [AHHHHH im eighteen? huh i havent even got used to 17... still feel 16. how ah. oh no! stuck in time warp. -_- okok i have gone mad againnnnnnnnnnnn.] she insists she's not 18 yet. but she's approaching 18 in one weeks time.
ahhh which means birthday present for her! and when i asked her what she wants for her birthday present, she replied me innocently, "black hair" cuz she's getting white hair due to stress. am i supposed to buy black hairdye for her birthday?
she was reading car safety with regards to newtons law a while ago. and now she's watching me blog. [bah firstly, i do NOT want black hairdye. thank you very much. secondly, car safety is important! you cross roads everyday! and youre in vehicles everyday, unless you walk everywhere, in which case youre subjected to more risk of being knocked down, although youd be very healthy. but yea! so car safety is impt. otherwise youd subject yourself to great pressure (ok, i havent read my notes) and whatnots when the car crashes..] my dearest mei is another person who never fails to make me laugh ALL the time. WAHAHAHAHA. see how crappy she is up there? i was actually shaking with laughter lor. heeee.

we were busy confusing wendy just now over msn. aww poor thing. roo and her were talking about tollens reagent, something which i have thrown away long long time ago. and dearest daughter was complaining about washing tollens with acetone cuz it stinks and is bad for the health.

mm. i should get back to studying. will have to get back to school in one hours time. yawns. AHHHH roo just took my watch and put it on her wallet. WHINEEEEEEEEEE. my watch. my watch is still on her wallet. whineeeeeeeee.
i've never laughed so hard for so long in such a long time. hahahaha.
i love my mei, and i bet she loves me too! so there. muahaha.
she's an angel sent from above ever since sec 3. when i got to know her in rg. :)
love her, muacks dearie :)

failed again. whats new?
next test date: 2th june 2005.
time: 1145am.
may the long awaited driving license be an early birthday present for me.
from me to myself.

sians and irritated.
not a good day.
thanks kailyn, for allowing me to whine like shit when you called just now.
thanks fishball and joycet, for coming down and sms-ing encouraging words even after we all went home.
love you guys loads. *muacks*

i cant help but love my smu people.
i havent exactly been publicising my driving test later, but somehow they seem to know its later.
people like jason han, havent seen him ard sch for eons but he knows! :) and yixin, who internet smsed me immed when she woke up, reminding me not to be kanjiong. hee. knows me too well alr le la. grin. the msn people, like elaine and gary, for wishing me luck and gary giving me tips on how to pass. man. i love these people :)
i will try not to disappoint you guys. especially to the two close friends who are going down later to give me support. and lend their shoulders for me to cry on if i were to fail later. muacks to fishball and joycet. you two are the most wonderful friends i can find anywhere. really. :)

going off for warm up alr. wishing myself luck. *takes a deep breathe*
as gary said: look composed, act composed. dont say shit.
as jason han said: wave my hair and flirt with him [my hair will be in a ponytail, so i smack my ponytail into him? grin.]
as yixin said: dont be kanjiong!

i'll take them all. :)

and kudos to jason teo, who finally msned me after eons. thanks dude. will keep you updated :)

ahh. blogger is not responding on me. damn sians now. after the high moments i had just now. siannnnnns. blearh. and i really dont know what his msn nick is trying to say. "if you work,dun love" ?!?!?! the hell? like hello, if you aint interested, just tell me straight in the face la. dont need to guai yi ge corner and come and shoot me lor. not like i cant take it. not like i havent been disappointed before. irritated. still try and argue for your nick, and change topic. not funny lor. really not funny lor. siannnnnnns. irritated. feel like going offline now.  

WO XI HUAN JING!! JING YE XI HUAN WO!!
haha. please read that in hanyu pinyin. we're so kok.
the literal english translation is:
i like jing. and jing likes me too! hahahaha. this is what we'll always end up saying to each other cuz of my msn nick. which wasnt meant for her by the way. hehehe. jing, i know you're reading
this, so WO XI HUAN NI lo! hahaha.

OH. anyone interested in going pattaya with me and ruoling? tentative date is 25th may to 27th may. a 3D2N thing. xinxin and jingwen dont wanna go. nt sure about venus's response. ruoling is asking ard her friends, so im posting a request up here. :) anyone is welcome, cuz we just wanna make it a 4some thing. so that we can play cards late at night. :) sms me asap so that we can confirm everything. :)

pardon me for going a little high, cuz i have my driving test later. two people have alr told me to wear more revealing clothes. like dots. does shorts constitute revealing? i intend to wear my denim pair of shorts. plus a tank top? i suppose. i need comfy clothes. and i dont intend to wear a skirt with my sport shoes for goodness sake. does revealing clothes really work? anyways. ahhhh. i shall not expect too much. in fact, im quite toned down, as compared to the last driving test le. in case you people dont know, this is my second one. i failed the first one, remember? and i cried over it. hopefully i can keep my emotions in control later if i fail. dearie fishball and joycet are going down to BBDC to give me moral encouragement later. i hope i dont disappoint them. hummm. HELP!
can fishball take my driving test for me? pretty please?!?
AHHHH.

am currently irritating jing with the msn smilies. hahahah. but they are simply so cute. :) its helping me to stop freaking out at an earlier stage. hehehe. and fishball's blue book lies right beside me, waiting to be flipped open. i should get down to it soon.

sometimes i wonder if he reads my blog. if he does, and still doesnt get it, then he must be really dense.
but then again, all guys are dense. as admitted by xuanyou when i was talking to him online on sunday night. he said he himself is a block/boor when it comes to relationship this sorta stuff! that funny chap, was giving me all sorts of advice, which sounded highly possible, yet nonsensical cuz i aint likely to make the first move. WAHAHAHA. but thanks dude anyways.

and kor has finally ord-eD! and he forgot to msg me when he got back from india. HUM. but anyways think he's flying off to US soon to look for my da sao, i.e. his gf in two days time right? kor, if you're still reading, tag moi! :) yea yea, whoever is reading, just tag me. i notice the counter has been jumping quite fast, and i wonder who's reading. albeit i do know that this blog is free for all to see. tag me tag me tag me tag me.
fine, im an attention seeker. so what. sue me lor. for wasting your time.

this entry is getting pretty crappy. all i wanted to do was to destress and stop freaking out on my blog, by typing nonsense so here goes. lalalalalalala. im boredd. and jing scolded me AGAIN. bu yao jiao wo ben dan!!! hahahaha. im quite highh now yea. AHHHH. when i get high, my msn conversations all become kok and crappy, and im very prone to doing nonsensical stuff. hahahaha.

kk la. i think i should stop here. save you people the time of reading such a crappy one. lalala.

yesterday was a long day. left home by 8, driving at gombak in the morning, last lesson before driving test on tues. gah. im dead. i shall not freak myself out before the day itself. AHHH. then had tuition with rachelle. got two more tuition lobangs, passing one to elaine, and thinking of taking the second one, considering this pri 5 kid stays at jurong east. unless there are interested parties who are reading my blog now. sms or call me yea? pri 5, eng maths science, twice a week, preferably weekday evenings/nights.

then it was comn serve. new people new faces. first session for the year. a little late but better than not starting. fishball, know sandra and kathy are no longer here, so there are 3 new faces. and to think i thought they were volunteers and not staff. hee. but only 4 kids came down. the usual threesome, angelene manpreet and jaspreet, with another boy vicknes. they were doing easter stuff, and it brought back memories for some of us with respect to last year [or was it 2 years ago?] when they did their easter egg painting. stayed until about 4-ish after their easter egg hunt [considering i was the one who hid the eggs. grin.], then went off to suntec to meet ruoling for the NATAS fair. tried to get someone to come along and bio his chiobu, but he dint in the end. hehehehe. NATAS fair was so crowded. or rather, suntec was bloody crowded. and we saw loads of familar faces at the fair, people like diya oet toe pauline, who were looking for holidays also. me and ruoling were just looking for a quick getaway, and we zoomed in on the hard rock hotel, 3D2N thing. yea im still going for another holiday, with the confirmed HK trips, to-be-confirmed Shanghai trip, horseriding and this. AHHH money! blearh. anyways. the hard rock one is super tempting! and to my amazement when i brought up this short getaway to my mum, she was fine with it. surprise of all surprises. (: and we were tempted by club med for a while. maybe when im not spending so much yea? RUOLING! DEC AUSSIE TRIP!!! [any more takers as well? we welcome all! :) ] was nearly forced into signing up for prucash [a savings investment] until a timely call to my mum stopped me from doing so. phew. $100 lei. hahaha.

but that was the key factor that caused me to be late for committee dinner as well. oops. sorry..
but i wasnt the only late one! aundre was late too! hahaha. and to think desmond was threatening us to pay for the entire dinner for being so later. well i was nearly 45 minutes late. ooops. but not everyone turned up, a little sao xing. and i was seated all the way at the end of the table, hence was away from the key central action. humm. but aundre was there entertaining me as usual. hahaha. had our final meeting, summed up everything, was kena saboed [AGAIN! but then again, i wanted it too la.] to come back for camp committee 05/06 and i returned the sabo as well. hehehe. walked over to esplanade wanting to hear free outdoor concert, but arrived too late. in the end we settled at pacific where we had coffee and talked for a while before my mum called to rush me home. urgh. considering i have 10am-6pm tuition today, fine lo. cabbed back with soon tien and peiling, and we were talking about what the camp has given us. and it wasnt that tough a question. confidence and morale booster, giving me a whole new bunch of mates that i felt totally at home with. the camp is just simply wonderful. and maybe thats why i want to come back again, and make the same difference to people all over again. wheeee. going high on camp again. hahaha.


i wonder if i am oversensitive or what. i could be reading too much into his actions.
but.

the way he wanted to feed me a strawberry..
the way he became my walking atm by accident..
the way he forced me to eat half a ham omelette when i already took a full set dinner..
the way he pretended to fall asleep on my shoulder..
the way he was bugging me while i was on the phone, talking about hk plans, with him saying he wanted to go too..

they all felt like positive signals. but i really dont know.
all i know is, i've never felt like this with a guy.
it's soo.. breatheless. and i dont know what to expect. for once, im at a loss for words.
i guess. i am falling deep and fast into you.



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today.
tireddd.
thanks kailyn dear for the long night phone chat. but i still dint fall asleep immediately after that. in fact i couldnt quite sleep. and i just simply woke up at 7am. which was a wrong choice, cuz i was sooo sleepy during tuition after that. 10-6pm tuition. kinda shiong. plus the fact that i totally lost focus today. was lost and unfocused. control teo nana. control! argh. when it comes to emotions, its a li' tough yea.
cant stop thinking la. as usual, usual me i know.
my phone bill is so gonna be rocket high this month. instead of exceeding my smses [which is the norm], i exceeded outgoing calls by having two late night calls. GAH. oh wells. at least caught up with 2 close friends.
i seriously cannot stop thinking. what on earth is wrong with me?!? urgh. stop it.. AHHHHH.
im so gonna scream soon. so gonna scream.

slightly disappointed.
apparently i dint manage to get the role of facilitator for orientation. which means no more commitment liaoz. when shall we do horseriding then? june or july? now i really really really want the shanghai yep. dont let me be disappointed again.

and maybe i shouldnt think so much. the more i think, the more i think, the more i expect, the more i wont get anything ultimately. emotionally i mean.
i dont know how to continue. urgh.
i wonder if i can sleep tonight. sighhhh.

when you only think of macs and bk breakfast while driving in the circuit, you know you're really hungry. that was what happened to me today! argh. was debating between macs and bk while driving, cuz i wanted internet connection, but at the same time i was craving for bk croissant. argh. been craving for bk brekkie for eons le. BUT i chose to come macs, cuz of the internet connection.

realise that all smu peeps are addicted to msn. either that we always auto-logon in school or whenever we use our lappies. such that when i logged on at 845am this morning, there are more than 10 smu people online on my msn list. hehe. AND im currently at macs at bukit batok, and there are at least 2 smu people here, not including me. know they're from smu cuz both are wearing smu tee shirts, and they are both online as well, judging from them using their lappies. hahaha. im faintly amused by it.

very very very addicted to michael buble's second album "It's time". its simply fantastic. not all tracks, but my favourite track is track 8, "save the last dance for me" :) totally sweet and awesome. this second album is not THAT jazzy, but i still love some tracks in it. :) gonna tune to renee after im done with my addiction to "It's time". :)

whats with ... ? some people like to use that on msn conversations and i have no idea what to reply or answer. its quite irritating really, like what am i suppose to reply? more ......... ? another irritating type of answer would be to keep giving smiley faces. if you have something to smile about, fine with me. but if you dont, and are just giving smiley faces for the sake of continuing the conversation, fine by me, cuz the only thing i can do is to give smiley faces back too until i dont know what to say. URGH.

time now is 925am. supposed to be doing airline industry research for BGS but im ending up chatting and blogging at the same time. yea you read me right, early in the morning at 9am there are people online chatting with me. was talking to joycie just now.. and she just told me junhui is only coming back in aug for about one month odd. :( sighhh. missing her loads. i wonder if junjun is reading this.. girl, if you are, TAG ME! we're thinking of organising a nice retreat for her and us threesome at sentosa when she comes back.. chatting under the starlit night, exploring sentosa by the day [though i think i'd prolly have visited sentosa wayy too often by then during summer hols..], and basically just chilling out as a foursome, catching up with life, with hers, with ours. she's not even going hongkong with us. and we've been talking about going overseas together ever since sec 4. long time ago huh. sighhh.

was pondering just now. i think im pretty pampered [or is it lucky?] that my mum gives me a certain leeway but not too much, such that im still pretty disciplined. im not ashamed to admit that i still have a curfew during school time [hoping that the curfew will be lifted during summer hols..], cuz i know my parents are simply worried about me and the lack of transport during the late nights since i dont drive, and even if i do, i dont think i'd be allowed to drive my dad's car at my own wishes. but i feel pretty lucky when i tell my parents i wanna go hongkong, and then shanghai for yep. she said she'll sponsor me if i were to go shanghai [hence i really hope i will get it..] and then when i casually mentioned horseriding, she said she doesnt mind sponsoring me as well! feeling guilty that she's sponsoring so many things for me to have a go, especially when im giving tuition and having a respectable income coming in monthly as a student [duh not much la, but compared to others, relatively more?] and then they scrimp and save for us to do such stuff. even till now, she's still paying for my driving lessons and she insists that they will pay for any amount of driving until i pass, cuz she wants me to pass my driving while im still a student as she is certain that i wont have the time to continue learning driving when i start working. inevitably this gives me more stress as i really want to pass as soon as possible, for them to stop paying so much for my driving lessons. and when i offer to pay, they reject it outright and ask me to save the money for a rainy day. im really touched, really.
thank you mummy and daddy.
even if i dont say this to you all the time, you know i do really love you. :)

been realising alot of myself recently. but this point, elaine pointed it out to me.
hahaha.
im quite a junk food junkie. and a fast food junkie for that matter.
and also, a high end food junkie too, i.e. going to restaurants with nice ambience and good food, ending up spending alot on a meal at that place.
in short, im a food junkie who snacks alot. oops.
but at the same time, im thankful i dont exactly grow sideways. maybe cuz i have the height to spread things out? my weight has stayed relatively constant, with the occasional fluctuation of 1 odd kg. but thats it. i can fit comfortably into a UK size 10. which is medium size i think. and im really thankful for that. why do i exactly say so.
cuz i havent been exercising. yea i procrastinate when it comes to exercising. too lazy to do this, too lazy to do that. i'd rather take a book and read, rather than to get out there to exercise. in fact, the last time i did was prolly when me and kailyn went to the gym. now i have a stepping machine at home and my parents are the main users of it. as for me, the last time i stepped on it, was the first time i stepped on it and that was the time when they just bought the machine for fun and i was on the machine for not more than 3 minutes.
[psst there's another smu girl right beside me now going online too. cuz i spotted her checking her smu email. see, smu people are hooked to the internet gateway! AHH! is that good or bad?]
so see how i dont exercise? yea i know im a lazy piggg. hee.


i have this feeling i've typed too much for the day. feel like visiting the library but i can only borrow one book. and i dont know if the community library in west mall has opened yet. i think it will only open at 10am. will try later.
better get back to research :) grin. which i have started. cuz i spent like half an hour blogging this entry? greaattt. hahaha.

silly me.

sometimes.
i see the silly side of me.
crazy, nonsensical, madd. pure silliness.

dont understand how i could be so madd over ______. [fill in the blank yourself]
when i dont even ____________________. [fill in the blank yourself again.]
i sound totally silly.

in conclusion, its fading.
and that means, less distractions, and back to books.
but that doesnt mean i dont think of ____________.

third last wed long break afternoon. the 12 - 515 break between biz law and AS.
aint it funny to think, when we first got our timetable, we were all whining our heads off about the extended break we have and nothing to do in between. now, we've already went past 10 wednesdays just like that. and that means exams are coming. alright that's besides the point.

looking back, how did we spend our wednesdays?
actually, we usually spent it out of school. in town, caught a movie once, shopped a little. occasionally meetings, tried to study a little. it was always some sort of bonding session.
like today, few of us went to holland for lunch. about 5 of us initially.. then 2 others joined us after that.. it was nice just spending lunch there, and talking and just chilling.. the music at coffee club was damn nice.. and jingx was going on and on and on and on and on [notice the on and on] about willy! hahaha. apparently she just saw him recently again. then me yixin and jingx were just talking about people in hc in general.
in short it was a nice wednesday afternoon [despite the weather] and we pigged out! third consecutive day eating icecream. it was gelare on monday, yoghurt icecream in school yesterday and today it was muddy mud pie at coffee club!! argh. but like i care about what i usually eat. muahaha. i love my uni friends here :)

going for AS soon. before i fall asleep. and booklink has sales! i succumbed to the temptation of buying stationary again. bought 3 kleen markers and 1 uniball pen. spent about $6 odd. heh. and jingx scolded me. whineeee.

dont know why, but i suddenly miss my jc class.
in the midst of sitting at biz lobby with the smux people, with elaine and jialing trying to convince people to do horseriding. dont really know why i suddenly miss them. oh wells. maybe cuz the bustling activity here, with people shouting across the lobby, reminds me of times back in hwachong. when we were seated at the class bench, acting like immature little children shouting across the canteen and central plaza without worrying about embarrassing ourselves.
the period of time when i feel most real, most at home. back in jc. ruoling was saying we should meet up again. yea and then i figured, i miss all of them so much. even if we werent that close, or aint as close to each other now, i still miss the whole lot of them. ruoling [and xiaohei and yaya], lixin [and ff bear and xyaya], venus [and guigui], eileen sijia yanlian and elsa.. even the guys, jinyang wilbur and dewen. people whom i can just talk kok to at any time any place. i miss them loads. i miss you guys.. sighhhh.

but then again, i wont deny the fact that im having fun here at smu now. really. with the friends i have, the stuff that im doing, keeping myself occupied during the summer hols.. i guess its more than enough. i guess. dont ask me why im in such a pensive mood today. sians.

had a horrible driving lesson this morning. and driving test is next tues. AHHHH. im so gonna fail again. my driving instructor said this morning "i think you're still not very good yet." sians. second driving test le lei. and i dont wanna go for anymore driving lessons. its damn stressful and i cant seem to drive well. arghhhhhhh. i dont feel like going for driving ANYMORE. but i have 3 more lessons before test on tuesday. one on friday morning, saturday morning and then, tues afternoon. fishball and joycet are going down to be my lucky charm. :) heh. i hope. i just wanna pass so that my mum wont force me down for driving any more. ahhhh.

will get back to biz law now.
i should. considering im only going home at earliest 8 plus tonight and there's still biz law tmr?!?
urgh. i am in so no mood to read biz law now. AHHHHH.

met alot of familar faces just now when i was at westmall getting bk. met some of the E4 students who were going to do their project.. then some hillgrove students who recognised me but dint come up to say hi [hey i can tell when you whisper and point at me kk? hahaha. ] its nice to know that you guys still remember after such a long time. it felt weird to be called ms teo again, you know. been telling some of my students online that you can call me by my name now, but they find it weird too. like. hahahaha. in any case, im glad i made an impact in their lives. :) and i must say, i miss the students and hillgrove too. it was my second home last year. :)

kk. IM GOING BACK TO BIZ LAW NOW!
i think. i'll try. hot weather. sleepy.

oh wow. today was an interesting day. we dint plan to shop. BUT. we shopped like hell! goodness. even when i had 10 bucks left on me after lunch at plaza sing, at our usual indo stall, all thanks to yixin. grin.

we actually went grocery shopping at carrefour after that, cuz xin had a $20 voucher and we spent it all on snacks for MA lesson. think its enough to suffice us for 2 MA lessons? yea i think so. we all have a healthy appetite.

oh and i finally got my book back :) finally. and we got treated to gelare ice cream, and i dint even have to whine for it. think end of j2, when me sijia and venus had to whine to get treated at coffee bean [and mark my words, sijia and venus belong to the whiners club, i dont. muahaha.] and even then, tim gave us the money and asked us to get it ourselves. wahaha. well at least he was nice enough to order it for us. heh. kena-ed suaned left right centre as usual. oh wells.
went WALK WALK after that. stopped at hush puppies where elaine and jialing lay their eyes on sandals. and since i dint bring money, i thought i'd just watch them shop. i was SO WRONG. my goodness. we went into almost every departmental store along the way back to town. stopped at orchard point OG, stopped at centrepoint. there was where they bought their hush puppies sandals. and we stopped at mango. i bought a damn nice skirt for $25! damn cheap! :) but of course, borrowed money from elaine mah. else, how would i be able to buy something worth $25. i sound broke, cuz i am? heh. then we stopped at HMV. plenty of school kids, cuz its the holidays. thanks ah, dont remind me that i want my school hols. sniff. 5 more weeks to freedom. went into every other shop at HMV and a sudden idea struck us. im not gonna say much about the idea, cuz it has got potential business propects. we intend to start work on our idea after the exams [ARE WE STILL GONNA THINK ABOUT IT?] and we were amazed that everything we learnt so far, fell into place when we were mulling over our idea. things from MA, biz law, BGS, all came into place. pretty amazing huh, considering whatever we used to learn back in school for the past twelve years has no relevance to what we're doing now. except for maths. hahaha.

hopped onto a bus and headed to bugis for more shopping! more like jialing wanted to get her slippers. ooh did i mention we skipped finance as well? hahaha. went through bugis village first, had to drag ourselves away from some shops to prevent us from spending more and more. and since we dint plan on shopping today, we were actually armed with quite a bit of barang barang, like finance text, MA text and my lappie [i think even if i knew we were going shopping, i'd still have brought my lappie along.]. and it was a tad troublesome lugging it along. wherever we settled down, there was one whole pile of stuff, bags, texts, laptop, shopping. hahaha. jialing bought her fila shoes as well, and ended up not buying her slippers. oops. grin. and i stocked up on earrings as well. kailyn, remember the shop i bought the 2 pairs of big and dangly earrings at nice prices? they were having a 3 for $9.90 sale and it could not be missed. so i spent the last $10 on me on 3 pairs of nice earrings and i was tempted to change one pair initally. hahaha. and we got stuck at the shop opposite cuz their tops were going for 10 bucks, and skirts for 15 bucks. wahaha. finally then we decided to go home. twas about 6 odd 7ish by then, same time as when our finance class would have ended. hahaha.

for an unplanned shopping trip, we got really good results. and i love my mango pink skirt to bits. hahahaha. retail therapy does good to you, mark my words. the only negative thing you end up with is aching legs. my legs are aching now that we've walked so much today, with our barang barangs and all.
and and! elaine and jialing are wonderful shopping kakis. wonder what would happen to us if we ultimately are going to shanghai for yep. muahahaha.


kailyn is my official crush guru.
i really wonder how accurate her words are.
sometimes i really want the crush to fade as soon as possible.
i'd rather disappoint myself than to be disappointed later.
but then again, maybe what she said is true.
but then again, what im thinking of may be right too.
what will come, will come.
maybe its just a matter of time.
and person.
was just a tad disappointed today. for no particular reason.
i hope it wasnt obvious.

whee. every weekend should be like my past weekend.
i worked and chilled :) worked as in, there was tuition, i dint mean i studied. in fact i dint. except for some AS which i did on sat morning.

SATURDAY:
tuition whole afternoon.
then met fishball and joycet for dinner at yishun northpoint. :)
confirmed hk plans, went crystal jade for la mian xiao long bao [again yea i realised i've been dining there every time i go out, just at different branches.] then went in search of the tour agency to find out more details and confirm travelling dates. :) whee. HONGKONG FOR SHOPPING!

SUNDAY:
tuition early morning.
met kailyn after that, headed towards town. wanted to head to suntec for lunch, but the humongous crowd at the bridge linking citilink to suntec was such a turn off. instead we walked around marina square and finally settled at millenia walk to lunch. was craving for bk then. hehe. went to the esplanade for the beautiful sunday jazz concert after that by babes and it was wonderful! dint know she was the teacher for the idol contestants but really, she was damn good. the band was great, her own orginal compositions was sexy and fun, brought us to a faraway hideaway and back again, all within the areas of the concert hall. niceee music. :) walked around boat quay, just talking and enjoying the place.. soaking in the sights, talked about the big banks along boat quay.. settled down at indochine for dinner, nice food, nice sights, nice company. what more can i ask for? :) managed to pyscho kailyn to come hongkong with me and joycet and fishball :) whee!

its MA now. and prof khoo was damn kok today! muahaha. ponning finance hitting town later. hehehe. and exams are in 4 weeks time. does it feel like exams are reaching? nopes. oops. oh wells.

oh goodness. i was damn confused and dint know what to choose this evening. but i think i've more or less made up my mind. i think. put events and mkting comn first and foremost, then gotta give the thai YEP trip a miss. sians. i really do wanna go for a yep trip. just that the timing will clash with our events comn's event. haiiii.
anyone interested in going for a june tsunami relief YEP under sife in june period at indonesia?
anybody is welcome to join me. i dont wanna go alone.. but if there's really no one, i'd prolly not end up going. SIANS. why must it always happen this way, when things come along, everything comes along at the exact same time, and forces me to choose. and the problem is, i want everything. and when i have nothing to do, nothing comes along. ARGH. i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go for YEP.

in any case, i realised to my utmost horror/surprise [depends on how you look at the situation], that i might have too many committments during the hols. it sounds as though there's too much. there's events comn, there's going hk. hopefully going bangkok with kailyn. if i become a facil for orientation, more work there. plus organising asoc camp. and i wonder if i can chup in for PCP this year, gotta check with soon tien about that. mmm. plus i wanna go back to bukit ho swee and resume comn serve. prolly help out for streetwise this year :) whee. in any case, i'd rather be kept busy than to flounder around and have nothing to do. and i'd prolly end up working part time, considering everything happens in bits and pieces such that i cant find a proper job to work from 9 - 5. go find a part time job i guess. wonder what can i do. hehehe. i need to work to earn money.

oh wells.
today was quite a horrible day.
it started out alright, talked to him on msn for a while, helped to relax my nerves before BGS test. and elaine was saying i was smiling discreetly! hahaha. oh wells. grin.
and then BGS test started. URGH. our entire row was the noisiest. busy saying stuff like "pass your paper to me later..", "dont look at mine unless you want reference to the wrong answers etc" twas quite amusing. i was in btw doug and elaine. and alternate people had the same scripts. test started, we were flipping through the paper. flip flip flip. turn back to the first page, flip flip flip. oh wells. pick up the pen, scribble some nonsense. flip to the front, frown at the mcqs, circle circle circle. flip to the back, enlightened for a while, scribble again.
and doug was stressed by me! hahaha. my fault, as usual. old habits never die la. as usual i was scribbling non stop for the short answer questions [but believe me, mine was FULL OF SHIT.] and apparently he was stressed by the speed i was writing and doing my paper. some one commented on this trait of mine in jc as well, for GP i think. scribble scribble scribble non stop. and ms heng once asked me how do i manage to write so much yet keep my handwriting utmost neat at the same time. grin. habit yea, habit. hahaha. then occasional mumblings could be heard. handed in the paper, and instead of feeling lightheaded, i felt as though a headache was coming. blearh. dint put me in the best of moods.
PLUS we had to cheong finish AS homework by 5pm. so you could see half the class spreaded across the benches outside biz level 2, copying/discussing AS homework. the heat was kinda getting to me, plus papers were strewn everywhere. and i was trying to complete the hmwk on my own, with the notes i made yest. acks. but i dint succeed. the temptations of AS wkshts lying all over the place was too great. argh.
finished the hmwk, left them with anna and laurene, me elaine and gina went for the thai YEP briefing. dont know why, the more they talked, the more uncomfortable i felt. not with the project per se, but more of the time frame. oh wells. i should have seen it coming. blearh. got a little short fused.
then went home. and stoned. tried to study. but but but. urgh.

i need to sleep.
nitex.

why is it only when i study at my usual haunt at taman macs, will only most information stay in my brain?
my peaceful sanctuary. even though its macs. oh wells. at least i got plenty done when i was there. finished bgs there and then. i hope. running through the powerpoint slides tmr morning again.

the problem with smu [i wont exactly say its a problem.. but nonetheless]
is that we usually cannot be much bothered about tests and exams [or at least, my group of friends]. not at least, not until the very last minute, say one week before the test? and even then, we'll procrastinate and start about 3 days before, trying to cram everything then. just one day before, we start hecking, like today, we were trying to reassure ourselves, that bgs [which stands for biz govt society for those who dont know] is a worthless subject filled with bombastic terms that represents something we know as common sense. and jason was saying this subject has to be taught because singaporeans dont have common sense. which is quite true in a way.
but then again, its not that we forget about our tests and quizzes. more like, we're too caught up with projects all sem round, such that when a test or quiz hits us, we only realise it one week before. to jialing elaine yixin gina and whoever year 1 acct students, remindeR: MA quiz 2 on 26th march. :)

biz ethics. economics. law. public policy. CSR. terms you find in bgs. argh.

cant wait for the end of tmr. supposed to have tuition on friday afternoons, with rachelle. now she wants to move it to saturday. so i can officially announce i dont have a life over the weekend. its marathon tuition on saturday from 10-6pm [with a 2 hour break in btw] and sunday from 10-12noon. well. i suppose i could still go out, but i'd prolly be braindead on saturday evenings.

in any case. i have something to look forward to for the next 2 weekends.
this coming one, meeting fishball and joycet at northpoint for dinner at 8. :)
next weekend, 190305, committee dinner at suntec rice table :)
something to keep me going, going through the school term.

ooh we're going hk going hk going hk! whee! sounds like a finality. sounds like.
cuz fishball's parents are thinking of going with us :) whee got people to look out for us, my mummy will feel safer that wayy. :) and yy is thinking of bringing kw along. by all means, but wherever he's gonna sleep, none of my business. i chope joycet as my roomie. muahaha. whee shopping dimsum shopping dimsum! :)

i've fallen in love with...
[its kinda interesting how my crush has been the source of gossip recently. i wont say who's been bugging me, but my smu mates are all asking. blame it on my msn nick. i've changed it. grin. ]
i've fallen in love with...
[definitely not my crush, cuz it's only still at a "like" stage, and i dont think it would amount to anything solid. seriously. so pardon me if i fa hua chi occasionally. like i never fa hua chi over wilber pan before. wahaha. ]
i've fallen in love with...
[aint it nice to keep people guessing and scrolling down to see what it is.. knowing me, prolly something kok. muahaha. ]
i've fallen in love with...
i've fallen in love with...
i've fallen in love with...
the..
sexy sensual smooth
lush 99.5 fm.
chill out music, that soothes and jazzes the soul.
i knew i would love the music, when i hear stacey kent, saxophones, and nu jazz.

picture of me and ruoling taken using xiaowei's phone cam when we went out during term break. i like this picture, cuz of the bluish lighting around us. for the record, we were at far east ya kun then. :)  

mm dont you think the girl in this new picture looks like me? just that she's alot skinnier. and definitely prettier.
hem. this blogskin is very similar to the old one, just felt like changing.
but i dont know why am i "falling into you". hahahaha.

and both gina and elaine are sleeping now. wonder if my typing is very noisy. mmm.

taiwan trip is off. instead, we're planning an annual year end trip to msia for major shopping! grin.
so how now brown cow, dearies, joycet and yuyuan. are we still going anywhere? hong kong? aussie?
you guys finish your CAs today right? meet for dinner! sometime. saturday? grin.
hum. *twiddles thumbs*
am supposed to be studying bgs now. but. but. but. ahh.
he made my day this morning! hee. and helped me understand biz law as well.
*grins like a foolish little girl*
anyways.

thinking of going for tsunami relief trip. with sch. with elaine and people [whoever is coming along].
after all, its gonna be after exams anyways.
thinking of going for a short 2D1N trip with ruoling [and whoever wanna join us from class]. just somewhere to chill and relax. was suggesting camping under the stars at sentosa. hahaha.
thinking of doing stuff during summer hols. time to relax and enjoy life. organise events for school. resume the "no school work" holidays and able to go out as and when i like. :) cant wait, countdown: 5 more weeks. whee!

im alr planning what i wanna do after exams, during the hols. but school hasnt even ended.
in any case, i wanna continue schooling now. school is nice, and fun. with the exception of bgs test this friday.
but i still miss my vnc comm. the aftereffects of a nice and wonderful camp.
its always heartening to see compliments come in after the camp, from the organisations. sumesh forwarded one email to all of us, and that email made my day. im glad the participants enjoyed themselves. cuz i really enjoyed myself alot too. :)

tune into lush 99.5 where the chill out music lulls and soothes your soul, and allows you to indulge in some nice private time on your own.
i love the music on lush 99.5. cuz i woke up this morning to jamie cullum and nice lounge music.
finally, a station that plays the music i like. [note i used the word music, not songs.] whee!

wow. im back in civilisation again. not that i was uncontactable [well almost, considering my operator switched to msia network immed when the bus turned into camp christine], but im finally back home sitting in front of my lappie blogging. (:
im still feeling sleepy. very sleepy. such that i wanna pon finance later. ahhh. or maybe i could sleep during that 3 hour break we have. but but. BGS! acks.

boy im really really tired. tired. but satisfied and happy. this has got to be the best weekend i've had ever since the last volunteers networking camp. was there in 2004 as a participant, back again in 2005 as part of the organising committee and i must really say, i loved every single minute of the 7 meetings, one shopping trip and the final weekend with all of us together. they make me feel simply so much at home. the gossip sessions [i.e. love is in the air ~ aundre] and bitching sessions [about last year and this year's camp participants ~ peiling and aundre]. everything. i just felt so comfortable, so me. besides the fact that i had someone to bicker with throughout the entire camp which made the entire trip humourous and funny, thanks aundre. muahaha.

aside from feeling totally at home, volunteers networking camp 2005 gave me the chance to work with very different people [almost similar to post camp project 2004 (: ] where i get to work with working adults and people beyond our usual social circles and comfort zones. really learnt alot from them, and the main learning point for our committee this year is "flexibility" i'll come to that in a short moment. but anyways.

i wanna describe whatever has happened over the past 31 hours. ever since i stepped into NCSS at 1030am on saturday morning.

Time: 1030am, saturday 5th march 2005

reached NCSS, signed in under visitors and saw sharon's and michelle's names. presumed they would be at the lounge, went straight up to the 4th floor. dint see anyone in sight, except for a mess left by michelle [recognised her stuff] cuz she was working on the banner. looked about the 4th floor, dint venture into the office though. found sharon, was wondering where michelle went to when michelle appeared from the office. wah xia dao. muahaha. started helping her to work on the banner, the rest came in dribs and drabs.

cuz the lounge floor was carpeted and we had to sit on the floor to work on the banner, i took off my slippers. and they disappeared soon after, cuz aundre was wearing them all over the place!! argh. bugged him to return me my beloved teva slippers but he refused to. blearh. coincidentally, peiling was wearing the exact same pair of slippers too! hahaha. did some last minute prep, had a last briefing before the advanced party moved off to camp christine first while some of us stayed behind to await the arrival of camp participants for registration.

Time: 1330, saturday 5th march 2005

camp participants slowly came in, in groups or single, together with their VWO mates, we gave them their folders from NCSS, stickers and wooden pegs for secret angel [another name for the angel mortal game]. was quite sians for a while cuz there were too many of us there at registration. gary was the main man here, with sumesh helping to collect the money and issuing reciepts. we were bumming around occasionally, with aundre pretending to be the flight stewardess at the counter before check in. too bad he dint dare to try the machine on any camp participant. wahaha.

bus came at about 1445, slightly late. by then we had separated the camp participants into their groupings, allowing them to get to know each other, and to mingle and chat. after that, red and blue teams followed aundre onto one bus, while green and yellow teams followed me onto the other bus. and we set off! (: whee.

Time: 1500, saturday 5th march 2005.

on the bus. i was leading the bus ice breakers. felt a little awkward initially cuz im usually not the one to try and ice break everybody, or to lead in such stuff. hey i can be shy and quiet alright? grin. the moment they said we had overwhelming response and the participants had to be split into two groups, i was like "shit". more shit when i was arrowed to lead bus ice breakers but just went ahead with it. thankfully the two teams were responsive and active enough. grin. thankfully. edmund was on my bus together with gary and sumesh to help me also. phe. :) but i was yakking non stop on the way to camp christine for a whole half hour. playing games, doing introductions. i felt so much like a tour guide as i had to move around on the bus encouraging interaction. and i nearly fell a few times. muahaha. oops.

Time:1530, saturday 5th march 2005

reached camp christine. saw gary harris! apparently his bro was one of the participants and he decided to come back and kaypo! great :) some participants who drove there were alr there waiting for us. oops. was half an hour behind time [due to some unforeseen circumstances back at NCSS, looking for a missing beige top malay lady. humph. ] so hurriedly started ice breakers at camp level. twas supposed to be me and peiling, but aundre conveniently took over, hence i was slacking. grin. but i took this time to set up my station for team building games 1 which was immed after ice breakers, as my station was the memory game mah. tried to hype up the participants slightly, hoped it worked. muahaha.

Time: 1715, saturday 5th march 2005 [was losing track of time by then]

station games started, played station games, made them do cheers. the usual. had some interesting time chatting with the various groups, about their VWOs and their various occupations. it was fun to see them strategise how they would remember the 20 items i had in store for them for the memory game. grin. then rico appeared!! ahhh! think that was during the red team's game. happily talked to her for a while. she said stuart and doris were here as well :) happy to see my PCP mates again. grin.

Time: approx 1830? cant remember. saturday 5th march 2005

station games ended, was tallying scores with peiling and fucai. couldnt figure out aundre's scoring. it was campfire prep for the various teams, and we ended up slacking. were looking at the secret angels pegs but no one had time to write notes for their mortals yet. green team came up with an interesting banner, which looked like a funeral wreath from the back, peiling was commenting. then aundre tried to be funny by sticking his head into the hole. ahh if only the camera was there to capture his act cute antics. wahaha. but by then the organising committee was rather impressed with the green team as they were really bonded and united despite the large age gap between the youngsters and the more elderly ones. hehe.

Time: Dinner time. saturday 5th march 2005

quite funny here, cuz we were SUPPOSED to sit with the various teams and interact with the participants. but by the time the committee got our food, everyone was alr seated and we had no seats to interact with the participants. so me gary and peiling made a beeline for the committee table. it took a couple of nods and shakes of my head before i could convince aundre to give up the idea of interacting. soon tien, sumesh michelle and wen joined us at the table, so i guess interacting wasnt as important as filling our stomachs. muahaha.

Time: 2015. saturday 5th march 2005.

training session time. with mr so, for time management. something the committee could skip! whee! so we were outside chatting and taking pictures. some of them sat in for the training session but the programmes group had to practise our campfire songs. was quite shacked by then, so wasnt quite in the mood to sing. oops. hastily chose a few songs and stoned for a while with the 3 of them before we loitered out of the lodge in search of people to talk to. bummed and waited for song session to start. was fiddling with the hifi system with norah jones' second album and aundre took the chance to act like norah jones with the mic. yeacks! everyone was so disgusted, we all left immed! hahahaha. ooh de long came down to look see look see as well, and it felt like a blue team vnc 2004 gathering, cuz me sharon aundre were back as organising comn, stuart was back to help, harris and delong back to lookseelooksee. only daphne was missing. :(

Time: 2200. saturday 5th march 2005.

campfire time. song session was cancelled as there was simply not enough time. hence we just took songs that everybody knew. hee. there was the fire initiation by edmund our advisor and desmond our chairperson (: then i was arrowed by aundre [despite my warnings about me not singing very well] to lead the first song session. did a simple one and threw the mike back at him to do the first skit and cheer item. then i led the next game, kungfu master [yea i koped the idea off from smu freshman orientation. grin. ] and the teams had so much fun! muahaha. red team was soo synchronised. and pam/rimei [either one] overheard the wife of the pres of volunteer circle, mr mike gray, asking mr gray to join in the game. and she was impressed by the game. heh. :) then the long awaited game came. the dancing game. the "traditional game" played each year, according to aundre, but i dint know it was traditional. our long awaited revenge. i.e. long awaited by me aundre and desmond. muahaha. if you read my last year's entry of VNC 2004, you would know what happened. if not, read it now! we were excited to get out revenge and went ard with a zest blindfolding people and making them dance to the dance music provided by soon tien. muahaha. then we slowly eliminated those who dint dance as well by allowing them to return to their seats quietly.

then, the most amusing thing happened. aundre was trying to pull benson [one of our camp participants] to another girl to do some couple dancing, when peiling gestured to aundre to dance with benson and lead him on with the idea that benson was dancing with a girl. so happened i was right next to them, and benson was excitedly asking who he was dancing with, hence aundre grabbed me and made me say my name. so i was like "er, weina.." he went sth like [according to aundre cuz i dint catch that part] "oh weina.. OH WEINA! now grab my shoulders.. " and aundre felt soo weird!! but he followed accordingly and danced, till benson said sth like "now im gonna roll you in and out" and that was too much for aundre. he gave up and told benson he was dancing with aundre and not weina! muahaha. benson was like "oh fuck! i feel raped!" wahahahaha. oops, super amusing la. and aundre had to repeat the story at least twice. grr. but now then i realise how silly we must have looked last year. ahhhhhhhhhh.

went through some more skits and cheers and had the friendship dance as a closure. by then, it was midnight. yawns.

Time: 0000. sunday 6th march 2005

it sure dint feel like a sunday and i was still a little high from the camp fire. cheong-ed for our supper which was cheng teng and taosuan by the F&B people, it was damn nice and i took 2 bowls. mistook the ingreadients for plastic bag and was laughed at by aundre. walau. how would i know man. waited for a while before we had our debrief at the females lodge. went through the entire day's programme and listed the goods and bads. poor gary, still had to take minutes. heh. went up to bathe after debrief. debrief lasted for more than one hour. yawns. but we sensed "love is in the air" behind.. and with another pair as well. i wont know who lest they stumble upon my blog since they are all youngsters. muahaha.

Time: 0200. sunday 6th march 2005.

bathed, felt clean for once. hair was wet so we couldnt sleep. peiling and i wandered downstairs and found rimei edmund and pam to talk to. were talking about prospective committee members, but they dint seem to spot any. and then, they told me how they spotted me last year during camp, and it was during post camp proj discussion. im glad they spotted me, for the talent/skills/whatever i have. such that i could be there this weekend too. :) thanks. was just talking kok, then we were looking at the pegs again. for secret angels. by then, we had committee pegs too and cuz there wasnt enough pegs, we had to share, me and aundre shared one. and since no one had written to us yet, we decided to give ourselves food. hence we pegged up oreos for committee people, and added coffee/milo powder sachets for those who had lazy angels and empty pegs. see the love from the committee being given to the camp participants? grin.

Time: 0330. sunday 6th march 2005.

finally decided to sleep. despite my half dry hair only. the problem with long hair, as of how gary suaned us as he passed by us just now. =P

Time: 0530. sunday 6th march 2005.

was woken up rudely by the "clock clock clock clock clock" sounds made by feet on the wooden paneled floor. apparently some asshole decided to bathe at that time. URGH. plus it started to rain. i looked up from my top bunk, saw rimei gesturing the raining sign sleepily, i went back to sleep.

Time: 0700. sunday 6th march 2005.

gave up on trying to sleep. with not working fans, thankfully it rained a little to disperse the humid air circulating the top bunks around us. washed up and wandered downstairs for breakfast. :)

Time: 0800. sunday 6th march 2005.

our dearest chairman was feeling real evil and suggested we do the "traditional" morning game. which is really traditional and on the spur of the moment! so me rimei and peiling were planning how we could tekan the camp participants. food items used: pringles! grin. aundre wandered [ i insist on using the word wandered cuz all of us were so dead and tired.] down with his usual -dontbothermecuzijustwokeuplook- and sprung into life when we told him we had a surprise! ha! told him the idea and he took over from there! grin. managed to zhen 4 camp participants into eating pringles chips in 1 big mouthful and alot at a go. its darn amusing and funny! hahaha.

Time: 0900. sunday 6th march 2005.

post camp project discussion. this year is slightly different from last year's, as that instead of having only 1 post camp project, we are having 4-5 PCPs, cuz we split everyone into different sectors, namely the children, disabled, elderly and the health/family sectors. and each PCP will be focused on each sector only. we had to sit in the discussion in relation to our sector, hence me peiling and aundre went to join the children's sector with soon tien facilitating. alright, the discussion was stale, no one was willing to make any commitments, it was quite a disappointment really, to at least the 3 of us. but soon tien can always see the positive side of such a discussion. heh.

Time: 1045. sunday 6th march 2005.

PCP presentation. none of our biz, hence we were just chilling out to the music on lush 99.5 and staring at the rain at the same time. me aundre and peiling. whoa if we had champange, and the lights were dimmer, it would have been a darn nice atmosphere. sighh. peiling decided to go back into the main hall for presentation, i took my book out to read and aundre promptly snatched my book away from me! whine. blearh. and he was addicted to that book immed. by george iles. blearh. me too kk. sighhh. and he insisted on taking and reading the book for the rest of the day. i was stuck with my BGS text. yawns. well at least i finished reading chapter 2. heh.

Time: 1130. sunday 6th march 2005.

the rain was pouring heavily. hence water bombed grand finale was cancelled, in replacement was human entanglement. we started our team builing games 2 and boy there was really fireworks. by then i wasnt in that good a mood due to the lack of sleep, hence i was a little irritable. so was aundre [or so it seems]. when we were playing A-Z scavenger hunt, he sounded rather pissed and harsh towards the groups. but ultimately, it felt as though it was really competitive due to the sparks flying, according to our chairman. and when we were playing "form the longest line" it was so darn amusing to see almost all the guys stripping off their shirts to form the longest line for their group. hence we had plenty of males walking around bare topped irregardless of whether their bods could make it or not. hem hem. hahaha. heh. ended off with human entanglement which took us eons to untangle them (with certain efforts at cheating with peiling's and aundre's actions) cuz there were too many people, and big sized for that matter.

Time: 1315. sunday 6th march 2005.

lunch time. not really hungry. and aundre was still hogging to my book. :( first my slippers, now my books. was just eating my brani and chatting with anyone in particular, considering we tried to remember as many participants' names as much as possible. after that was area cleaning for the participants, while we slacked again. as usual. but we were dead tired la.

Time: 1430. sunday 6th march 2005.

prize, cert and photo presentation. :) soon tien refused to let the committee see the committee group photo before we got them officially from the hands of edmund. muahaha. helped out by passing desmond the prizes and certs from the table and it was quite a long distance, hence i was walking back and forth back and forth, till rimei had the sense to bring the table forward. ahhh. plus i was eating my lollypop as well, orange chupa koped from the green team. hee. the blue cheongsters won! ahh the blue team legacy lives again, cuz us the blue team [i.e. me aundre stuart harris de long, sharon, daphne] won last year too! and the committee photo was totally lovely. oh sigh.. anounced the secret angels game, and we cleared our pegs. apparently some camp participants were nice enough to drop me and aundre a few msges each. :) thankew camp participants. hee. the short but heartfelt messages really lit up my zombified day.

Time: 1545. sunday 6th march 2005.

the comfort buses came. broke camp. bade farewell to those driving off. walked towards the buses. wondered if we bus ics had to entertain the groups on the way back [if i really had to, i'd kill desmond.] but thankfully there was no need to. boarded the bus, aundre left his crackers on my bag intentionally [im dead sure of that] , i passed it to desmond and got desmond to pass it back to him, but he refused to take it. our childish immature bickering resumed again, even though we were that tired. desmond was commenting we were always bickering like little kids at the littlest things. but i cant quite help it if he chooses to mess with my slippers and aim for my head using the inflatable balls!!

Time: 1615. sunday 6th march 2005.

reached NCSS. bade farewell to the yellow and green team people, went back to the lounge and we had our debrief for the second day. the whole camp has ended, but the PCPs are just starting. i want to be involved. pleasee. all depends on soon tien. make us co-advisors! and i'd sound so old. advisor. argh. settled date and venue for committee dinner, 190305 @ suntec rice table! must remember to bring cammie that day :)

having a aching headache this morning. apparently last night's sleep wasnt enough, considering it was my usual 6 hours sleep. suddenly i dont feel like schooling anymore. someone whack me awake please. im just so tired. nothing prof khoo is saying is going into my head. something about relevant costing and automobile costs. i want a break. should i stay for finance or not?

i love my vnc committee alot alot alot. *muacks* to everybody.
special thanks goes to:
soon tien: thanks for inviting me into this committee even though i've alr done PCP last year. its always wonderful to work with you and you are always just so nice!
desmond: our most wonderful chairman, always encouraging us and giving us good advice! :)
edmund: our qian bei who's always guiding us new committee youngsters along. :)
michelle and sharon: our dearest F&B people, kudos to your fantastic food and super nice supper! i took 2 bowls of chengtng lei!! :D
fucai: our log/prog ic. :D thanks for taking up the saigang log job, truly enjoyed your companionship :D
gary: our secretary and treasurer. ahh saw you so stressed during registration and secret angel allocation, hence must thank you properly. :D
peiling: ahh my closest female partner grin. so glad to have you around, similarly from same VWO beyond social service. :) thanks for all the talking/bitching sessions :)
aundre: our prog OIC. thanks for arrowing me half the time, kajiaoing me and making me laugh all the time, no thanks to you wearing my slippers and taking my book [return my book to moi..] but overall, thanks for being someone whom i can really talk to, click with and bitch/gossip with. though we always argue and bicker like immature children. hahaha.


in the meantime, lemme decide if i wanna go for finance. im so zombified.