die.
i just bought another pair of shoes.
adidas orange sneakers.
erm. i think i have too many pairs of pretty slippers, sandals and shoes. but i cannot not buy. cos they're just so. nice. yes.
how?!?!

ah never mind.
mummy said this pair is for me to wear to school when school starts. =)

went for basic theory last night.
honestly the number of people waiting there was alot. as in. really alot. well, finished and zaoed within 0.5 hours. and i think i made one mistake liaoz. i think. ahhhh. max 5 mistakes. nothing more. whine. oh wells. anyway.

gonna leave the house very soon to go queensway to get my sis her uniform. i tag along. yawn. and dropping by ghim moh market to eat. again. second time in 5 days. hum. can still remember his organic noodles and chicken noodles. hum. well, he's supposed to come out today. supposed to. wonder if his HQ will drag and not let him come out. grin. lalala.

singapore food festival has started!!!! ahhhhhh!
i wanna go eat and eat and eat.
yea and gain weight at the same time.
erm. oh by the way, i lost weight! at least my weighing scale shows that im 53kg now. instead of the horrifying figure 54.8kg. yeaps. 53 is a nicer figure than 54.8. now.. if only i can urge it to move towards the figure 50. it's my ideal weight. 50kg. i will perservere. but the singapore food fair is soooo tempting. whine. and dominic, the eat thing organised by genX sounds very very interesting.. when is it? aside for it being on friday.. "P or is it every friday? grin.

im a pig. i know. yes. fine.
but with delicacies in front of me, who cares?
i dont.
i will eat to my heart's content.
and attempt to go for the fun singapore food festival stuff.
yea, like convince the PCP people to head down to PS for the longest satay chain after we finish our central fire station visit on saturday. grin. hey people, you hear me?
i dont think they read my blog.

i think i sound incoherent and madddd.
i think i am.
been on such a high recently.
especially last night when i was watching MIB last night.
will smith is soooooo cute. ahahaha.
and the whole movie was great. which resulted in me sleeping at around er.. 0030 this morning? not that twas late, but im supposed to be sleeping early to reduce the black rings around my eyes. whoever heard of black rings when you slack and bum around before the hols? more like when you burn midnight oil which is a totally different thing all together. hum. oh wells.

whee. blackout last night. moi first. since i moved to my new house. which was quite long already but nvr mind. hum. yeaps. or rather, my first major blackout. was talking to xinxin over the phone when sudden my cordless phone died on me. acks. all i could hear was hissing sounds. gulps. then sam had to call immediately at the point when the blackout occurred. oops. returned him to junyang after talking to him for a while.. nah, junyang, you can have him all "D muahaha. he's gay now. oops. lalala. and me and moi sis entertained each other in the dark by cracking stupid jokes and her playing with her nokia 2100. that phone is damn bloody bright la. and when the lights came back, there was loud shouting all over the place.. i suppose everybody was glad that the lights finally came back. yeaps. so was i, cos i went back and switched on my air con to cool down the room. damn bloody hot la, cant help it. grin. read for a while before falling asleep. and wanyong's sms woke me up. whine. then she called and we talked for a while about smu, orientation before she hung up and i fell asleep.. she's going for the accounting camp too and was saying she wanted mugging kakis when school term starts. hm. havent been real close to wanyong ever since sec 1 and it seems pretty much amazing that we are ending up in the same fac for our uni life.. hopefully i can get to know her alot better during this 4 years i suppose. yeaps.

supposed to be doing household chores now but im the only person in the house since my mummy went for yoga and my dad aint at home.. and ruben's blarring away on perfect 10 so i thought i'd take this chance to blog first before i continue with mopping the floor.. after all, gonna spend the next few hours mugging for my basic theory test which is tonight. gulps. any hints? aside from looking at the old scripts that they use, and like what kailyn told me, look at the circled answers and compare it between the 4 languages. i wonder if that really happens. i mean, they never changed the script meh? anyway, better go read it again and again, and hopefully they test the obvious.. and when i pass it after 2 weeks, i apply for my PDL and start driving!!!! wahahaha. and by that time, orientation activities should have started by then. whee. boing boing boing. bring me down from da high... wahahaha.

yay. i did this in 15 seconds! =)

I did it in 15 seconds.
I deserved an A!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

whheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i am on such a high. a tremendous high.
matriculation was soooo fun today. whee. doing doing doing.
yes i know im mad.. in fact i think im going crazzzyyyyy.
whoo whee. wahahaha. fine. relax. relax. relax.
wow. smu has plenty of activities for us in july. there's not a day whereby there's nothing going on. im staring at the events booklet now and they have a calendar made for the months of july and august, and everyday is filled with something on. they dont have camps camps and more camps, and even for their camps, they're quite short.. all 2 days 1 night camps. and i signed up for two! one leadership camp on 23/240704, and one accounting camp (or they call it 'retreat@sentosa') on 30/310704.. and the comn serve i signed up for is enough to keep me rather busy.. this project, we're dealing with children aged 2-6 years old (my goodness, i love kids at that age.. hum. =) and we're gonna teach them how to save up.. the project name is "child at street 11".. ahhh. so happy that this is a long term project. whee. first meeting starts on 100704, and plenty of meetings after that.. one big day would be 290704 cos they would come down to smu to playy. whee. =) so happy. die. gonna be damn shacked from 29-31 july. gonna stay in good condition to skip my hype running for those 3 consecutive days. whee. and. and. and. (of course, there's always an 'and' somewhere..) im going to get my laptop on next tuesday!!!!!!!!! whee. IBM thinkpad T41. everyone is getting that cos that's the best buy. yeaps. placed my order today.. lalala. =) so happy. wahahahaha. first time i've been sooo happy in ages. whee. whee. whee. whee. whee. fine i better cool down.. met a coupla familar faces today and learnt that one fellow hc councillor, janice, doing smu accountancy too.. so we signed up for the retreat@sentosa together.. so funny, cos she went ahead first and told me to call her when i reach the room so that we both could register together and we both niao-ed the guy who was trying to convince up to go for the camp upside down.. grin. wah, but the number of guys there are soooooo little. as my mum was saying, out of 100 people, it seemed to her that 98 were girls and 2 were guys. in my opinion, i think there would be 10 guys out of 100 people.. really, they were like the rare species there la. sheesh. someone can feel safe and comforted now i suppose. grin. but the standards not too bad, most not too bad looking. wahahaha. and the girls are like damn bloody chio, and damn skinny.. my goodness, i feel like a fat ass standing right beside them.. and they were all sooo prettily dressed up today and here i was in plain white sleeveless and hot pink 3quarts. with slippers. hem. i know we were going to take photos for our smu student card, but it's almost like a IC phototaking session mah. need to dress up with makeup on meh? hum. people there seemed relatively friendly.. and hit off utterly well with 2 seniors there when me and joyce were signing up with the comn serve project, cos those 2 seniors were rotaractors. ehm. im not surprised if i end up in rotaract again.. but i wanna try so many other things.. like, SMU BE(broadcast and entertainment) when i can try to be a radio DJ or do emceeing.., Toastmasters when i learn to articulate and brush up on public speaking.. little league and tritouch where there's more comn serve to be done =) E.y.E where i start on investing (wah damn cool la..), rotaract (as usual.. hee.) and SMUicon.., and United Nations!!! ahhhhh. how how how? i can try them all initially i suppose.. but sooner or later i'll have to drop them.. ah we'll see we'll see.. whee. boing doing boing. busy busy busy. wheeeee. =) happy girl. very very happy girl. =)

i've decided.
im getting the IBM thinkpad T41.
yeaps.


description of my future notebook (koped from buy.com, which is alot more detailed "D )
Features Product Description - IBM ThinkPad T41 2373 - Pentium M 1.6 GHz - 14.1" TFT
Dimensions (WxDxH) - 12.2 in x 10 in x 1.2 in
Weight - 4.9 lbs
Localization - English / United States
Mobile Technology - Intel Centrino
System Type - Notebook
Built-in Devices - Stereo speakers, wireless LAN antenna, ThinkLight
Processor - Intel Pentium M 1.6 GHz
Cache Memory - 1 MB - L2 cache
RAM - 512 MB (installed) / 2 GB (max) - DDR SDRAM - PC2700 - 333 MHz
Hard Drive - 1 x 40 GB - 5400 rpm
Optical Storage - CD-RW / DVD-ROM combo - plug-in module
Display - 14.1" TFT active matrix
Graphics Controller - ATI MOBILITY RADEON 7500 - 32 MB
Audio Output - Sound card
Telecom - Fax / modem - CDC - 56 Kbps
Networking - Network adapter - Ethernet, Fast Ethernet, Gigabit Ethernet, IEEE 802.11b
Input Device - Keyboard, TrackPoint, UltraNav
Power - AC 110/230 V ( 50/60 Hz )
Battery - Lithium ion
Average Run Time - 5 hour(s)
Operating System - Microsoft Windows XP Professional
Manufacturer Warranty - 3 years warranty

wahhhh.
the notebooks on display for smu is soo limitted. i cant seem to find one to my liking. hum. the only things that seem remotely attractive is the IBM notebooks. and for the only fujitsu on display, it's a tablet. not a notebook. which means i would have to purchase the optical drives externally.
how heavy is 2.2kg?
that's the one i think i might buy.
cos it has 32mb of video ram as well. yeah. but then again, what kind of video ram is it? hum. the toshiba tablet has nvidia geforce 32mb graphics card. whine. whine. whine. whine.
i know this notebook is not for gaming. but still. okay fine.
ahhhhhhh.
i dont know which one to get.
and. and. and. it takes 7 days for them to process and for me to get my notebook!!! oh sigh. there goes the dream of me getting my laptop today. whine.

yay.
finally.
i found something i like and the new layout is out.
made alot of changes to the sidebars.
or rather, added alot of extra things myself.
one thing left undone, would be changing the shoutbox colour. apparently the server is down. hum. dont like. anyway.
received another package from smu regarding ccas and bashes. there's a freshman bash at zouk on 280804. think i'll skip that. only 3 camps made available for us. sports camp, christian fellowship camp and students association leadership camp. obviously i aint going for the first two. can anybody picture me going for sports camp, this weakling who stays out of the sun because im black enough and her preferred activity is sitting in front of the computer and fooling around? obviously not. and for rather obvious reasons my mum wont allow me to go for the christian fellowship camp and i'd rather not crash into something that im not familar with. hence leaving me with only the students association leadership camp. sounds interesting and it is only for 2 days. 23/240704. might give that a go. hum. allowed the privilege of joining the students associatiom after joining this two day camp. sounds nice. yeah. might just go for it. lemme find out more details about it when i go for matriculation tmr.
ahhhh. matriculation is tmr!! *jumps up and down* im more overjoyed at the likelihood that im getting my laptop soon. hopefully by tmr. hee. abit the fast yea i know, but i cant wait. the link that smu gave us to look at the models seem to be an intranet link so i cant access it at all. hum. there went my idea of checking out the laptops before coming down to a conclusion tmr. whine. i cant wait. i cant wait. i can play LOTR-ROTK on my laptop! i hope. whee. haha. something for me to look forward tmr. and my basic is on wednesday. yea. and going for my first aerobics class on thurs evening. hum. i hope it would be fun. i'll be crashing into a class that has already started so here goes. gulps.

i effectively give up.
as of NOW.
yawn.

i need a new blog layout.
im killing myself while scanning through blogskins.
maybe i should try again tmr.
but i find nothing.
nothing.

save me.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

for the first time in three days. i feel happy. finally.
i think im just pure stubborn. but i cant help it. oh wells.
very touched by ruoling's email. i guess i do feel alone. lonely nowadays. but im glad to have kailyn accompany me for this week. for two days. grin. thankew darling.

had a fun fun fun day todayy.
went grocery-a-shopping with yuhui and delong to get out goodie bag materials. cabbing from taman jurong sheng siong to tekka mall sheng siong, and all the way back to NCSS HQ at ulu pandan cc. and then lunch with them and pam at ghim moh food centre, and due to somebody's 'wonderful' chinese, i mistook 'you2 ji1 mian4' (chicken mee) for 'you3 ji1 mian4' (organic noodles). imagine me, walking around looking for a hokkien mee stall that sold organic noodles. hum. pokes. then it was wrapping-meeting-briefing-packing time after that.. spent a whole 5 hours up at the HQ doing everything, preparing everything that is necessary for our event on 030704. this coming saturday is the big day. my-oh-my. sheesh. ahhhhhhhhhhh. and we're going to somewhere in chinatown for dinner after that. wonder which participants would turn up for dinner but oh wells. somehow i think it might be just down to us committee and that's it. and fun forming the factory pcking chain today, dumping the goodie bags items into the goodie bags, and we bullied lee tong, by making him dump 3 items and still complain that we should sack him since he was moving the slowest. muahaha. but all of us were dealing with one item each. erm. oops. anyway.
then after that we watched the v-net camp video. oh my. they caught me stoning-sleeping-dancing on camera. sheesh. soon tien better go edit it more. me and aundre looked as if we were dancing the a go go or something. hum.
todayy was fun. fun. fun. fun.

if only everyday can be something like today.
if only.
but everybody is gone.
missing.
disappeared.

just reached home from exco dinner.
had plenty fun and i must say, they lifted my foul mood entirely. everybody was cracking jokes and totally at ease with each other, though not all turned up. yeah. went to a turkish restaurant at shaw centre and the food was great. yummy yum. and the price was very very reasonable too!! and gab was sooo entranced and fascinated with his small but wonderful turkish coffee that was damn ex. oops. hahaha. yeah. and we spent time talking and catching up with each other. very nice to see each other again.. yeah. then went to bugis to take some neoprint thingy and we were laughing all the way cos it had been ages since we stepped into these sorta machines. grin. and poor gab, being the only guy amongst 5 girls. lalala. there was this "it's a girl thing" and "it's a guy thing" joke going round the entire evening. what a joke man. grin. so happy. lalala. whee. doing.
yay. had a nice nice evening tonight. sweeping away my entire foul mood before. hum.

10 Years Ago, I...
was nine years old. primary 3 in jurong primary school. busy studying hard to get into 4A (which was supposed to be the best class) and as usual, being the typical primary school student. innocent and carefree. oh how i miss the times... sigh.

5 Years Ago, I...
was sec 2 in rgs. had plenty of fun cos 106/206 was one of the nicest most united class i had been in since this while. our netball carn, drama night and yeah, the classes we had in class was damn fun. especially with huang ruolei and her silvery tinkling laughter always made us love going for higher chinese classes.. and at the point of time, we had our sooo memorable class chalet. grin. some people might have remembered what happened. haha. yeah, and at the end of the year, i was accepted into PSB, and my most memorable times of secondary school began after i joined PSB. yeaps.

3 Years Ago, I...
was sec 4. supposed to be busy mugging for Olevels but no, i only started in june. yeaps. what was i doing i wonder. getting very involved in PSB as senior peer support leader and organising events like psl convention with the SJI peeps, and psl carnival which was a hell lot of fun. and of course, the daily antics spent at the psl room always daily, treating it like our second home in rgs. yeah. wasnt that close to 403 since the split in cliques was damn bloody obvious, but was glad for the group of close friends i had in there. people like joyce tan, fishyball, junhui, wanyu and joyce zhuang. wonderful people. memorable times when we took 190 to go home. one whole big group of us. there was soo many of us. usually 5-7 girls at a time if we could have coordinated our going-home times. was particularly involved in hadley due to treasury of course. spent ages counting the thousands of dollars we have and they never tallied. and i must admit, i kept the PSB funds and house funds in my locker. 707 at the top left hand corner of my 403 classroom if i dont remember it wrongly. and it stayed safe and sound there for 1 whole year cos nobody (eh maybe yuyuan knew? and junhui? "P ) knew my locker combination and nobody (except for yuyuan) knew that i kept my funds in there. oh wait, i think junhui knew as well. then after that was the constant mugging for Olevels. mug. mug. mug. yeah.

A Year Ago, I...
was J2. involved in interact and dramafeste at the start of the year. with enlisting the J1s into interact and making sure they had a sub comn each. and of course, there was the Sars, keeping people home, and giving me abit more time to start mugging. wah i just realised, during my major exam year, i never got down to major mugging until im relieved of all leadership duties. sec 4 it was PSB. J2 it was pres of Interact. hum. dont tell me at the end of my uni life, in my final year, i only get to study after i relieve myself of some leadership duty again. hum. of course, her departure that came as a shock. the girl we all loved, and her leaving caused my batch of rgs girls to mourn for her. together with her rj batch of friends. still miss her. haii. after june hols started, the mugging period began again. many nights were spent in school studying. may it be the school library or the school reading room. many a night we only left school at 8 plus 9. late at night, when darkness has fallen. yeah. and after that was prom night, where we were the only s3 class which had a table to ourselves (i think. did 32 have one of their own as well? hm.) yeah. considering the number of PRCs we had in the class, we were considered lucky to be able to come up with a table for ourselves. it wasnt as fun as the sec 4 rgs one, but i suppose seeing guys in suits was a new thing to us girls in girls school cos our secondary school proms had only girls. yeaps. and of course, there was the usual madness of people running around taking pictures. as usual. grin.

This Year, I...
was a clerk at hillgrove sec for the first three months. life was such a bore then, wasting my time sitting at the front desk when there was nothing to do and rotting time away. twas boring but i had no choice. then the choice of becoming a relief teacher came to me at the same school. but it was taken away from me a couple of times, until some staunch supporters helped me paved my way upwards (i.e. to the staff room0 thankew. and so began my interesting life as a relief teacher for a term, teaching english and geog. during the previous period, i had kailyn with me teaching in the school. if only she dint choose to quit. hum. then we could have been teaching together in the second term. did make a couple of new and good friends while teaching upstairs. people like yuanshin, daniel and wanting. to the students, they would be known as ms ong, mr ling and ms tan respectively. and surprisingly daniel relief taught PE at hwachong before, thus he gave himself the right to call himself 'my teacher'. what rubbish. hahaha. my students. mostly wellbehaved i guess. with the occasional headaches they gave me, for not listening in class, sleeping in class, and most importantly not handing up homework. but it was nice to see their results improve. not tremendously but from a orginal fail to a pass. i may have helped them in the process but largely the credit goes to them, for willing to put in the effort to study hard, and make it turn from a red mark to a black mark. will miss the kids and i already do. occasionally talk to them on msn, and being recently embroiled in a student couple's arguments. yeah. found him just recently. happily being doted upon i guess now. hum. that was at least the first half of this year. the next half hasnt passed yet. but it would be a new chapter in life for me. yeah.

Yesterday, I...
went with kailyn to the gym and library. had plenty of fun as usual. of course. grin. had aching legs by the end of the workout but that was expected. received a call from him about his good news. congrats. saw mark of 2E1 at JEC macs yesterday too. busy doing his geog/history project. grin. something that im not in charge of already. yay. oops.

Today, I...
will leave the house at 430 to reach bugis in time at 530 to meet the exco for dinner. sya said something about bringing us to a turkish restaurant at shaw centre. hm. havent seen them for such a long time. did see fishball and gab when we did comn serve on saturday, and wanjun xinyi and jiahui on the day of elections but the rest not really. only ping khuan will be stuck in OCS due to his initial first three weeks. awww. ping khuan, enjoy your stay in OCS. grin. must remember to bring camera later. to snap pictures away, like what gab said. girls like to anyhow snap pictures, he was commenting on the day we did comn serve. hum. not fair. but i guess tis true to a certain extent.

Tomorrow I will...
go meet my post camp committee people for our final briefing for the central fire station trip and busy myself with packing the materials for the goodie bag at the NCSS headquarters which is at ulu pandan cc. yeah. eating lunch with them and home for dinner i think. yawn. busy weekend.
not seeing him for this weekend. not happy. at all. oh wells.

Next month I will...
be going for courses and workshops at SMU. yawn. and be slacking and bumming around the house as usual. until school term starts in mid aug. boring. with nobody to accompany me cos the nus goers are all busy busy busy busy busy. with the capital B.

Next year I will...
be a year one/two student as smu. mugging as usual. and getting a totally new life as compared to now. busy with projects i suppose. and one wonders what surprises might be sprung on me next year. that i wont wanna know. yet. who can predict the future anyway.

Next 3 years I will...
be in university. duh. maybe the last year of the three i might have started working already. oh wells. as somebody in the finance area i think. i hope. and hopefully getting a driving license by then.

Next 5 years I will..
be working. and working. and working. slogging my hearts out if im at the big four i suppose. if not, just plain working.

Next 10 years I will...
almost 30. hopefully married by then. hopefully. with maximum 2 kids. no more. maybe, hopefully none. if my career is highflying. and of course, a successful career with a nice fat income, and a loving hubby. yeah. what more can a woman ask for, i wonder.



koped this off roo. grin.

so many things seemed to have happened from yesternight to today..
well i suppose miracles do happen now. he got into nus med! hee. after what seemed ages, and i was almost resigned to the fate of him going overseas to study. then he got it. =) but today's phonecall was a li' dream like. we were saying yesternight twas be nice if he could disrupt his NS as well, but he was saying take things slowly at a time. he was totally over the moon yesterday i could tell. so happy for him, that he finally got what he wanted. so happy. an undescribable feeling. delighted. elated. happy. spacey. dreamy. and he called today to say that he was packing his bags, and dint quite give a damn if anybody caught him calling, cos they couldnt do anything to him. and i understood totally. like. duh. he disrupted. he can. he could. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. okay fine. i know. hee. now im over the moon. that he got exactly what he wanted after being dejected for such a long time. wow. what a miraculous U turn. wow. he's shellshocked and im dumbfounded. totally. blown away. well. maybe things might turn out for the better after we lose focus on them. sometimes it seems always the case. if we dont seek it constantly, it might just turn up right in front of our faces. sometimes that happen. in some cases. doesnt it happen to you guys as well? i suppose these sorta situations do happen. oh wells. hee. happy little girl. though im already 19 and no longer little. yeaps.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

legs are aching now. more like my butt is aching. went to the gym with kailyn today this morning and worked out for a while.. and it rained when we were heading towards the jurong east gym. dont like the bathroom there but the machines and atmosphere not bad la.. yeaps. so we worked out and talked. as usual.. hee. then went off to the jurong east library to borrow books and as usual i was laden with at least twice the number of books i could borrow and kailyn was laughing her head off at me. humph. and at one point in time i just wanted to check my phone, he called. so coincidental. lalala. that was when he told me he was packing his bags. wheee. doing. grin. had quite a tough time choosing my books but roo i borrowed books 2 and 9 of the left behind series. wonder if you have read them before.. if not, i can lend them to you, after you finish block test. grin. yeah. caught one patterson book.. and some funny comedies. think i like this batch of books alot. ahhhh... i wanna have a whole library of book collection when i grow up and start earning money. hee. yeaps.

nice to be back sitting in front of my comp again. hee.
had a fruitful time shopping with kailyn yesterday. the amount of things we bought at the sales were shockingly many. provided we shopped at the correct places this time round. like the two OGs in town, robinsons and john little. my goodness. we had plenty fun shopping yesterday lor. hee. bought 3 tops and 3 bottoms for about $110 i think. yeaps. 3 tops that was $10, $13, $13. yea. and one short shorts from bum at $19, one hot pink 3quarts from U2 at $29 and one damn short pleated checkered skirt which kailyn insisted that it wasnt short for $29.50. all after discounted prices. and surprisingly my mum thought my purchases for the day was pretty good. hee. yea. i like the polo-look-alike UCLA black tee. very very nice. hee. kailyn knows why.. lalala. yea. enjoyed myself thoroughly yesterday. twas really nonstop shopping. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

my parents dragged me and my sis up at 630am in the morning today. we were lured to bukit batok nature park to jog/walk/run in rewards for dim sum at bukit batok central after that. to our disappointment, the store was closed. hum. my sis described it as she saw her shao mai in front while she was jogging, saying 'catch me..' but when she reached the store, it disappeared into thin air. i was a tad disappointed. i mean, i was soooo looking forward to eating dim sum. oh wells. we ate kway chup after that, which was very good so that kinda made up for the disappointment. yea. while my sis ate her 2 bucks westernised morning breakfast. which looked quite appetising, and worthwhile, but i wasnt into shoving deep fried chicken pieces into my mouth early in the morning so i'd gave that a miss. hahaha. walked around bukit batok central after that and i must admit, the people at bukit batok wake up early. the whole town central was bustling with life. people moving around watching the demonstrations of woks and cleaning appliances, while elderly tottle along towards the coffeeshops in search of their friends while children run around, playing catching with each other. it would have been nice if i had my watercolour with me and painted a picture out of it. yeah. i do miss painting alot i realised. oh wells.

came home and played with my neighbour's kid downstairs. she's soooooooooo cute. oh and i bought her world for $6 just for the nice bag. well. hee. cant help it la. oh but i got the blue one! cos my sis said so. hahahaha.

|basics|
.name?.: weina
.age?.: 19 years and 17 days old
.birthdate?.: 08-06-1985
.hair color?.: uhm brown with blonde streaks
.eye color?.: black
.where were you born?.: kandang kerbau hospital, singapore, south east asia, asia, earth, solar system, universe (need i go anymore?)
.location now?.: home
.zodiac sign?.: gemini
|have you ever|
.smoked?.: never. never. never.
.had alcohol?.: i guess so but that was ages ago.
.gotten drunk?.: never. grin.
.gotten high?.: when im mad. yea.
.had sex?.: duh. no.
.stolen anythin?.: nah, im so guai. *angelic look*
.been kissed?.: yeaps. family. friends. him. hee.
.snuck out?.: if you mean sneaking out of lectures and talks, yes, definitely, for the sake of my ears.
|do you|
.have any tattoos?.: nope. but i dont mind getting a small one on the hips or ankle. .
if so,where?.: eh. answer above.
.have any piercings?.: yea.
.if so,what's pierced?.: ears. what else?
|favorites|
.color?.: orange and purple. orange and purple. orange and purple.
.food?.: cheese. eggs. cheesecakes. eggs. cheese. eggs.
.drink?.: pepsi twist. or pepsi with a piece of lemon.
.number?.: 7
.animal?.: all those cute little small ones.
.movie?.: the italian job. my all time fave.
.song?.: all4one (or boyz to men) - i can love you like that
.band?.: tension. energy. linkin park.
.car?.: volkswagon new beetle cabriolet
.website?.: well you're reading it now. "D
.piercing?.: uhm. fave hole? none.
|relationships|
.do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?.: yeaps. hee.
.crush?.: of course!
.^who.?: wilber pan lor. duh. grin.
.whats the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?.: entire outlook? whether he's neat guai beng or nice.
|friends|
.best friend?.: best friends not many, but the closest friend to my heart would be kailyn. yeaps you girl.
.funniest?.: ruoling.
.craziest?.: venus.
.nicest?.: yuyuan. fishyball!
.meanest?.: tan lixin! hahaha... the one who suans me all the time. humph. grin.
.loudest?.: eh i think eileen? or yuan? grin.
.shyest?.: yanlian.
.most dramatic?.: eileen!!! oops. hum. dewen comes in a close second.
.sexiest?.: we are all sexy little girls. hahahaha..
|family|
.are your parents still together?.: yeaps.
.what are your parents names?.: teo choo chee (jimmy) and ang yang eng (nancy)
.who do you live with?.: duh. them? with my sis la.
.siblings?.: one younger sis.
.if so,what are their names?.: simna (also known as simneh to her friends "P)
.pets?.: terapins. fierce one.
.if so,what are their names?.: nameless creatures.
|this or that|
.pepsi or coke?.: pepsi (twist)
.day or night?.: night
.kiss or hug?.: hug
.black or white?.: black
.mcdonalds or burger king?.: burger king of course. me mushroom swiss. =)
.lights on or lights off?.: lights off.
.snow or rain?.: rain. cos i never experienced snow?
.blondes or brunettes?.: brunettes. (i just prefer their hair colour)
.cats or dogs?.: dogs.
.bath or shower?.: shower.. hahaz
|last time you..|
.hugged someone?.: just now, when i hugged my neighbour's kid.
.kissed someone?.: think twas last sunday.
.talked on the phone?.: last night, with my mum telling her i missed the 502.
.talked on the internet?.: cannot be bothered with going on msn and icq, but if you insist, my students from hillgrove. yeap.

koped this off my sister's blog. and i realised we're quite different cos i saw all her anwsers. did this for the heck of it anyway. i like doing such stuff when i have nothing better to do. grin. lalala. tis thursday today.

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still feeling not good.
baddd headache. the one that comes and thumps at my head when im too heaty within the body. according to my mummy. oh wells. tried sleeping just now but ended up reading my book. hem. dont nag at me. i know i was supposed to sleep.
going shopping with kailyn tmr. wonder what time and where we are meeting. oh wells. i wanna go see the nice nice white dress i saw at wisma isetan last friday. grin.
bored.
mummy refuses to let me go for comn serve tonight. she thinks i will either faint on my way there, or back. which i dont think would happen but what the heck. will have to remember to msg fishball later. oh sigh. to think i was looking forward to playing with the kids on both nights.
i need to get down to work. been sleeping my days away. oh sigh.
and havent been in the mood to give a proper blog entry these few days. my brain aint functioning well. blame it on the headache. whine.
he's at outfield and there's nobody to entertain me at night with phone calls. oh wells. gotta wait for 2 whole days. but he did call me this morning to say goodbye. hee. by waking me up. would have screamed at him if i wasnt half awake already. grin.

ended up not going for comn serve tonight.
feeling giddy and faint occasionally. aching all over. very tired and sleepy. feels similar to once when i went to jap class sick and came out feeling all exhausted and faint. thought i was going to faint on my way home at that point in time. with the bloody hot weather. my mum claims it to be symptoms of a major flu coming up. oh yawn. im sleepy. slept from 3plus after watching harry potter and the chamber of secrets (yes i just bought the vcd yesterday) and woke up at 5 plus. been bumming around since and now im back online. yawn. will watch tv all the way and i promise i'll sleep early tonight. dead tired.
i need the energy to accompany my mum to the temple to pay respects to my grandfather. tis duan wu jie tmr. i cant possibly let her carry everything there alone. afterall, as what she says, my grandfather used to dote on me when i was young so its high time i go down to pay my respects to him. yeaps. he gave me my name. hee. yeah. and hopefully feel well enough to go for comn serve tmr. if the kids are gonna make me carry them, i might just end up telling them, how about you carry me instead. heh.
tired. yawn.

tired tired tired.
that was how i felt when i reached home yesterday, resulting in me conking out straight on my bed immediately after my bath with my book in hand when i intended to read. think my mum switched off my room lights for me in the hand. had a wonderful day yesterday. grin.

oh yeah, actually around the world in 80 days aint that baddd. tis quite funny in fact. with all the cameos and daniel wu is sooooo damn cute. and karen mok had quite a huge role in the movie i must admit. though i dint realise twas her until the very end when she started fighting with jackie chan. and as usual. jackie chan was his typical funny chinese asian jackie chan guy in the movie trying to pass off as a frenchman with french parentage whose 'father is a french but doesnt speak, and mother is a chinese who speaks too much' hence his accent being soo chinese and not 'french'. if you still dont get what i mean, watch the show. and there's an upcoming garfield movie, damn funny!!! or rather, saw the trailer and yeah, garfield was sooooo cute. grin. im watching that. whenever it comes out. and spidey is coming out soon! hahaha. oops. and no fair, the cheese hotdogs at PS are still going for 2 bucks whereas the ones at JP are going for 1 buck each. hum. never mind.

slacking at home in the morning and afternoon for today, then heading for comn serve later in the evening. playing with kids again. same thing for tmr. hope they dont whack me out tired and shacked. yeaps. new batch of kids, so i wonder how hyperactive they would be. hum. tis the moneywise program i think. according to yuyuan on saturday. yeaps.

will go and instal return of the kings after i blog this. hee. dear got it for me. i hope it works. and thanks for helping me find the online patch. and getting the game. hee. grin.

oh yeah. this.

just in case you guys dint know, bukit ho swee family service centre (also known as beyond social services) aka my VWO is having a run cum carnival on 040704. so do go down to support them at east coast park! yeaps. do go. must go. grin.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
back from comn serve.
not extremely tired. but my mum keeps commenting i've turned a shade darker. but i see nothing wrong with myself. hum. seriously.
well. the kids were cute and they had plenty fun at the playground playing with sand sand and more sand, and the playground. so ultimately we dint really have to chase them around, but more like guard them from getting sand into their eyes. yeaps.
labrador park is so nice and serene. quiet. nice place to barbecue. but the only way to get in there is either thru car or cab. cos it's very uluated. which explains the missing crowd on a saturday afternoon as compared to east coast and west coast, and prolly pasir ris. but it is very nice, taking in the sea breeze and standing along the coastline, admiring the horizon with plenty ships passing by. the jetty looks nice standalone and yeah, it just has this nice peacefulness that attracts me. yeah. i think i like that place alotalot. yeaps. nice place to go to.
najat refused to go home when everybody was leaving. kicked furiously when gab carried him. and conveniently plonked himself on the pavement when everybody was leaving. initially we walked way ahead of him, thinking that he would run after the group when he saw nobody familar around. but noo, the stubborn one sat comfortably on the pavement and looked around, showing no signs of movement. so chrystal walked back first. tried to convince him to get moving. the three of us joined her shortly. and he still refused to budge. oh wells. gab tried to carry him, and he started kicking. again. and gab had to suggest how about we remove his sandals to make him run after the sandals. it only prompted najat to kick more and hit us. what a wonderful suggestion. grin. only when sandra came along and forcfully but gently carried him away, then was the group able to move off.
no doubtedly a tired day, but a meaningful one, with wonderful companionship.
trying to have an exco outing on 260604, with the only absence being ping khuan since he just got himself locked up in the intial 3 weeks of OCS. grin. that is provided we can get in touch with dephne. yeaps. wonder if she's in singapore now. the 3 of us were thinking of going k-ing and going back to amiran's cafe for dinner. our exco favourite place for dining since we went there for both jts-s for 2 consecutive years. hee. nice place with wonderful atmosphere and food which sya can consume as well. yeaps. and the special memory of one uncle commenting last year that we treated the cafe like a coffeeshop, resulting in the junior guys giving the 'wanna fight' look and the seniors trying tremendously hard not to laugh. vaguely remembered weixiang saying something in retort loud enough for the uncle to hear, but i forgot what he said.
oh sigh. the wonderful memories that i would wanna relive.
time flies. whine.

irresistably cute girl. manpreet. aint she adorable? 

gabriel yuyuan me. =) 

the 3 flowers/sisters. =) 

kids playing. 

sentosa in the background.  

the stubborn one. cmon, move your ass. 

going out in about one hour and 15 minutes time.
to the very hot labrador park. but before that to bukit ho swee to do whatever last minute arrangements they have. hum. hot hot day. i think im gonna become chao dar again. oh wells. hum.
should be getting ready to go change and have my lunch. hum.

and yeaps, eileen, if you are reading this..
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to da princess..
happy birthday to you..
hee.
happy advanced birthday..
you would be as old as me tmr!! hee.
sorry for not being able to make it this afternoon for your outing.. got comn serve mah.. but tis the thought that counts aint it? hope you'll enjoy your birthday today and be the chioest girl in town. grin.

ahh my legs are getting better by the minute.
i have my basic theory book in front of me now.
my mum is breathing down my neck, bugging me to start reading.
but really, tis very simple. i mean, if i show you a stop sign and asked you what it meant w/o referring to the book you would know what it means wont you? hum. oh wells. to pacify her, i'll read the book.

yawn.
im tired.
and there aint any good movies to watch on sunday.
maybe we should just watch around the world in 80 days. dont think it can be that bad la. first time im enjoying the peaks of a sunday without jap class. which reminds me, i better go revise my jap before the advance class starts. which when, i have no idea.
after this i will go watch the channel 8 9oclock show, and the bachelor. and then i'll read and go to sleep in prep for the running around tmr afternoon. i will remember to bring my shades. ooh they are pink by the way. hee. just got them recently. lalala. as usual, the pink streak in me. well. they did mention something about every girl having a pink streak in them regarding fashion in the papers recently.. and ruoling, remember the pink girl we saw in the lift? grin. yeaps. hee.

yay. we are watching around the world in 80 days. i'll go there and have a good laugh and eat my should-be-on-offer cheese hotdogs. grin.

never never exercise before going shopping. at least not for 3 whole days. my legs nearly died on me when i went shopping with joycet and fishball today at orch.. oh yawn. damn tired now.. whine. and my legs are aching terribly. oh wells.
bought a nice grey converse bag today for $21.50, and i like it alot alot. even when i have plenty of bags already. saw a damn nice sweater/cardigan at espirit for $59 (oh sigh....) and a totally nice and sweet dress from IS at $89. oh whine. the grest singapore sale is not helping much. things seemingly on sale aint on sale even after they say 20%-50% discount. and not too many items caught my eye. but then again, we only walked from far east to wheelock zara to wisma to taka and then to cine and finally to heerens, skipping paragon on the way. my legs could only carry me that far! and i saw ruoling sitting at buttercups with some other people at cine when we were going up to sembawang music.. yeaps. seem like her fave hangout place now. grin.

my legs are aching and we are bringing the kids to labrador park. i hope that they will not run far and make me run to catch them. gabriel can do the job, after his 21km run at pasir ris. or maybe fishball can help as well. hee. oops. and i still have extra comn serve on monday and tuesday night from 6.30pm to 10pm. yawn. gonna miss xi ling men and hai you ming tian 2 on those days. i like hai you ming tian, very meaningful and i think sharon au cannot act as the doctor. the kids act sooo much better than her. oops. oh wells. but she sound all softy and urgh. so unlike a doctor. in my opinion at least. in that soft tone of hers. yucks.

my legs still ache. whine.

i am so darnest sleepy now.
my mum dragged me up at 7am this morning just to make me go jog next to the expressway. the pan island expressway. argh. more like jog along the canal which was right beside the expressway. now i have aching thighs, and an aching butt, with a blur sleepyhead in front of the comp with her mocha chill beverage. who happens to be me. whine.

went to the market and i must admit, i think im a spendthrift. or rather, when i see things i really like, i cant help myself. bought 3 cds for $12.90 i think. one for my mum (which was only $3 "P ) and 2 cds full of old songs.. the one with singers was only for $6.90 (and im listening to it now.. hee.) and the other one is sax love songs and i nearly melted when i heard they test play the songs la.. argh.. i've been looking for such saxaphone cds for a loooong time.. ahhhh.. will listen to it later..

the weather today is so freaking hot. helped my mum carry her groceries home and it was darn heavy. whine. and i was sooo sleepy the entire trip. and we had brunch, which makes that my only meal before dinner time. time to start on a diet. oh wells.

my legs ache. from walking and exercising today. whine.
went to the gym all by myself today. not bad la, the experience. but considering the freebie pass is ending soon, im thinking of going to the je gym. yeaps. at least i'll exercise. and work off the fats on my thighs. blearh.

and then i lugged my heavy heavy prelim papers all the way from california fitness to far east bk, to dump them on roo. sorry. hee. then we talked and walked and talked and walked.

we both are book mad. yes we are. and sam chan, you too.
no wonder we are all 'related' in one way or another.
bought 3 books (again?!?!?) at sunny bookshop. crichton books.
so that marks the beginning of my crichton collection. but i havent finished my grisham collection yet. soon i will. and i have the harry potter collection. and my dune collection!!! argh. if only i have $500 to spend on books. i'll spend them at somewhere where i can get it nice cheap and new. eh. maybe sunny at far east. or somewhere la. maybe kino when they have the holiday 20% thingy. whine. i want monies to buy books. and roo bought 4 classics. cheaply. oh and mei ah, start saving up. this is my only reminder to you. but seriously, it doesnt matter if you return or not. just take two books as gifts from me. yeaps. *wide grin* or you can coerce your kor to give you monies. or more books for that matter. grin. *innocent look* i dint say anything. lalala. hee.

my legs are freaking tired and my mum wants to go jogging tmr morning. when i thought i finally could wake up late finally. woke up at 630 this morning just to make sure i can reach the gym by 830 to do something worthwhile. now she wants to torment my legs more. and im still going down to gym on friday before meeting joyce tan and yuyuan to go shopping.. whineeeeeeeeeeeee.
tired. conk.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i wanna watch vcds. i wanna watch vcd. i wanna watch vcd.
gimme love actually, the last samurai, the matrix series, LOTR series, catch me if you can and....
that was my reaction to my mum when we were at music junction at jurong point before she pulled me out of the shop. dimmit.
sponsored my mummy and daddy to the best bet at GV and jurong point GV selling cheesy hotdogs for only $1!!!! wahhhh. i bought $4 worth. one each for my parents and two for myself.
no wonder im such a pig. acks. oh wells. grin.
brought them to crsytal jade just now and they loved the food there. cos the la mian aint oily and everything was hot and crispy and they loved the xiaolongbaos too. ah i love myself. hee. think they appreciated the effort too. hee.

happy happy mood now. bought boncafe mocha home to try from liberty since NTUC is closed for renovations. and chilled mocha. and tomato twisties. and reese peanut buttercups.
that's it.

im going to the gym tmr before i meet roo tmr.
which means i have to wake up at 630am!
and i only wake up at 930am nowadays.
wailll.

realised my taste in books is shifting. or rather, maybe im making a concious effort to change my taste in books. i still read thrillers, especially books by my favourite authors like patterson, palmer, crichton, connelly, mcnab etc. but im making more of an effort to read light hearted books. and more aclaimed books, by literary writers. books that are not so hard based on mystery and thriller. just something different.

managed to convince my parents to go to the jurong east library with me today.
collected my medical report from raffles medical group clinic as well and dont worry, im fine safe and sound. nothing wrong with me. except for me becoming fat. acks.
borrowed six books when i only returned five. had to beg my dad to lend me his card to borrow the extra book. but then again, i have two cards to my name. or more like, my mum gives me her card to borrow, so that i can borrow eight. oh wells. out of the 6 borrowed, only 2 were thriller books. considering i still have 3 crichton books waiting for me at home. hee. borrowed the following:
George Elliot - Mill on the Floss
Richard Ford - The Sportswriter
Richard Ford - Independence Day
Katie Eforde - The Rose Revived
Andy Mcnab - Dark Winter
Wlliam Diehl - Eureka
Last two books are thrillers. found dark winter by accident and twas the last book i picked up. couldnt bear to let it go cos it was the newest book by mcnab that i havent bought. his last liberation day i got it for only seven bucks at the big bookshop at clementi. pure luck. heehahaha. oops.
realised at the same time that im quite the picky reader as well. if a book looks interesting, but if i dont like the font and spacing of the words and colour of the paper, i'd put back the book. somehow i find it a chore to read those kind of books, with awkward spacing and bigger-than-my-usual font size. picky aint i? oh wells.
independence day is the sequel to the sportswriter . they seem pretty interesting and yeah, different. wonder if i'd enjoy reading them. guess it is time for me to start reading different genres of novels. except for romance. NEVER. grin.
bringing my parents to watch the best bet tmr and treating them to crystal jade tmr at jurong point. something along the lines of fathers day celebration. yeaps. key thing to note will be, that both my mum and dad have not stepped into the cinema for at least 15 years. yesh, that long. so i hope they dont make loud comments when we step into the theatre tmr. hee.

im bored. bored.
fine i should stop complaining.
back home from the lunch gathering at my grannie's place.
talked abitbit with yiling, stuffed myself with food.
im sooo not going to eat dinner later.
will take a short nap soon.
boy-oh-boy, i sound snappy.
i think i do.
yawn.
bored.
oh sigh.
thanks dear, for the calls you made to keep me company just now. =)

somebody save me from lala land.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im running a high fever. im running mad.
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have i made my point clear enough?
i think you guys know who im talking about.
whenever he whizz into town, i go mad like this.
if you still have no inkling who im refering to, refer to the pictures below. that would explain my point clear enough. in those pictures, you see a ultra extreme cute and shuai ge in the pictures, who is none other than wilber pan wei bo. tada. fine, i know i sound alot worse than yuan about her jj, but what can i do?
grin. hee.
my mum saw my natural side when he came on 'pu wei zhi ye' just now. i was kneeling on the floor, trying my darnest best to take pictures of him using my digicammie but there were black streaks across the pictures, so i gave up and started videorecording him. when there was a break before him and zhang shan wei started singing, i dashed to my room and whipped out the 128mb card, changed it with trembling hands and thankfully zhang shan wei started singing first, hence giving me more buffer time to stay cool and calm my trembling hands. then i proceeded to record his song on my digicammie. and after that, switched on the comp and viewed it on the computer. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
cant stand it anymore. i need to sit down. lame i know, but im on a highhhhhhhhhhhhhh now. oops. ahhh.. that explains the increase in the number of wilber pan photos you see in my bloggie. if only there is a wilber blogskin. well i know there is, but it doesnt do justice to him cos the text covers his face. i want to see a skin that doesnt cover his face. hum. maybe i should make one skin myself. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
can somebody pull me down to ground zero? thank you. but then again, i'll float back up again. oh wells. you've got to tie me to the floor. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hee. sorry la. well, ruoling did say in friendster i literally swoon over wilber pan so yeah la, now im in my swooning mood so bear with me la. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hee. fine. too bad my digicammie no bat liaoz, or else i would have tried to upload the video i recorded. but it requires live streaming. or i'll need to save it onto a server. hum. i'll try that someday. expect me to go wild in aug when he comes to singapore again for his concert. dont worry, im not mad enough to go for his concert, and i've decided not to go stake out IMM tmr. partially because they are only signing tickets to their concert (when i say they, i mean wilber and shanwei. and yea im on a first name basis with them in my blog so yeaps. grin.), and partially because my grandma is treating lunch (i.e. trying to get the whole maternal side together for a family gathering) and my mum would like me to go. to put it plainly, like what she said, as we grow older, our relatives grow older as well, and sooner or later there would be times of departure. get what i mean? well, my grandma is still in the pink of health, but her legs are a tad weak, and my mum would like us to visit her as much as often, especially since im so free now. yeah. over these two years, plenty of my relatives left us, be it due to diseases or natural causes, it's been quite a heartache. especially my 'da jiu' last year (i.e. my mum's brother) when he left suddenly due to a heart attack on the streets and nobody knew until the police contacted my cousin. yeah. though he wasnt a very good husband and a good son, or uncle, he was afterall my mum's brother and naturally last year's chinese new year was very subdued. and recently my cousin's wife just passed away due to cancer (which type i dint know cos my mum dint go into the specfics) leaving behind two/three? kids and her husband(i.e. my cousin).. so what im trying to say here, is that life is short and precious. treasure your loved ones while they're still around and yeah, visit your uncles and aunties and grandmas and grandpas while you still have the chance. they most likely wont be around when you have a family of your own so treasure the times you spend with them, no matter how gossipy/'concerned'/treat-you-like-a-li'-kid they are. yeah. my mum dint make it sound all mushy and she dint impress her point on me. but it awoke my conscience i guess. all she said was (tis gonna be in hanyu pinyin) 'xian zai mei you na me duo lao ren gei ni kan le' and i realised her point. so yeah. think about it. and start moving your asses to your grannies' places (though crude it may sound). beams. hope i've helped made your grannies and grandaddies day today. beams.

been out since early morning today.
had comn meeting at central fire station in the lounge which was freaking hot since the aircon wasnt switched on for the first 10 minutes while we waited like idiots for the firemen to switch it on for us. in the end haris switched it on. grin. and we had our meeting in there, crapping together at the same time. the semi big day is gonna be on 270604 when we meet at NCSS HQ at ulu pandan cc, for the briefing and packing of goodie bags. and before that, a trip down to sheng siong to buy the food and materials we need for sheng siong. yeaps. and we get to see our camp video! whee. threatened soon tian to delete the dance part and he 'mocked' me by saying it would be made the highlight of the vid. dimmit. plan backfired. sheesh.
and then after ate lunch at funan macs so that we can negotiate with the macs people to ship the food over to central fire station on that day. one kind volunteer in NCSS volunteer circle kindly volunteered to sponsor macs lor. tis about $400. wow. nice nice volunteer. and then after aiting had to go first and the remaining four or us decided to go to sheng siong at tekka mall to check out the prices first. haris gave us the directions to get there while he had to ride his bike there so me yuhui and delong took a very "nice" long walk under the bright hot sun. walau. it was damn bloody hot la. but we got there anyway. and when we were at sheng siong, me and yuhui had a fun time showing the guys what we meant by cheap and nice food. haha. these guys never go shopping. grin. had a very very fun time. calculating prices and checking out what the elderly and children might prefer. yeaps. and yuhui was saying im like a walking calculator. cos i was doing mental sums with the prices we had and wells, i cant really help it if i had been doing double maths for the past two years so pardon me yeah? grin. better than whipping out the handphone calculator la. haha.
left them at around 430 to go meet mok at PS cafe cartel for dinner.
i like going out with mok. cos we talk alot alot and i like the talking alot part.
no wonder he is my kor and im his mei. we click very well.
enjoyed tonight's dinner soooooooo much. he was fooling around with his new cammie and so was i. caught him in the act but i cant put up pictures now la. whine. and we were talking about anything under the sun and our topics of conversation at one point went to marriage since his bro is getting married next year. made him promise to invite me to his wedding and he looked rather pointedly at me, saying 'you most likely will end up doing work for me, instead on getting invited." hum. that's so not the point la. hahahahaha.
but i really enjoyed tonight.
thankew so much kor. *big hugs*

wah. im soo tired from typing. tired. but high.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.
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wilber pan wei bo is so shuai.

yea i think you so get my point now.
when i say 'you', i mean those people who read my bloggie.
grin.
bear with me la.
whine.
i think im worse than yuan.
yuan, am i?
hee.

him and either kun da or ah di. i cant differentiate the two. hum. 

oh sigh. faints.  

dao but cute. grin.  

nice dimples... smile! wide grin.  

black and white. ahhhhhh. 

wilber with a plate of strawberries. yum. and i mean the guy. grin. 

zhang shan wei and wilber pan. shuaiiiii. =) 

i think i must be a pig in my past life.
i figured.
slept at 11.30pm last night and woke up at 10.30am this morning. sheesh. and when i attempted to read on my bed just now, i promptly fell asleep. wells. i think my bed is not a conducive environment to sleep. so yeaps. in fact i cant read any where in the house. i need to start reading, on the bus. during a long distance trip journey. hahaha. oops. or maybe when im working out. me and my book. with the machines whirring past me. and the loud hard thumping music blasting away. and television screens showing channel 5 or channel newsasia. applies both on the bus and at the gym. oh wells.
fell asleep at 4.15pm and woke up at 5.15pm when the nurse from raffles group clinic called to inform me of my medical report collection. drats. now i have to find time to make my way down to jurong east central to collect the report. which i have plenty on hand anyways. so oh wells. my mum commented something about me sleeping so much and i barely said hi to my sis who popped into the room to say hi when i was half asleep. so much for staying at home the entire day.
what a bore.
yawn.

finished one third of the connelly three-in-one series. made past the black echo and going through the black ice now. i need to finish this book, plus two others, before i can get started on the crichton books cos of their due dates. darn. i wanna start on the crichton books. now. on the other hand, my econs notes are left untouched. but hey i did read them yesterday. so much for my self defence. and i need to get started on stats. fine. i procrastinate. so whats new. blink.
if only matriculation dates can be brought forward and i can go through what is required of me during the month of july. i can happily dream on.
im making myself sound entirely unhappy but i aint.
just doing this out of boredom.

look at it this way, the net has lost its appeal on me.
when i was back in junior college, i always found going online, fun. but now, it's like a habit to come online for a while, read blogs and blog myself. play abit of popcap. earn abit more points for me parents to play neopets and that's it. i come online so often when i spend the whole day at home, such that i can conveniently forget to check my mail for the entire day. oh wells. so much for my own boredom. i dont even bother to go on MSN or ICQ. the allure is lost on me. not in the mood to chat with people, friends or students. does it sound like a form of self isolation? i dont know. all i know is, i yearn to step out of the house and meet people. be it new or old. i miss some friends. but sometimes, they dont give a damn to meeting up, either that or they're still busy working their asses off. and when it comes to weekends, im usually not free. down for com serve or out with him when he's free. heck, i dont even spend that much time with him, considering he's in camp and all. so to the hell with people's notions of me spending time 24/7 with him. unless he breaks out of camp that is. sometimes that can get annoying. like people will question, "thought you spending your bday with him?" like hello, wake up. it's a tuesday, not a weekend. he's not free but i am. i know its plain unavoidable but like dont you have friends in NS and dont you know that they are free only during the weekends as well. what a dumbass question to ask.
oh wells.
im just plain bored.
bored with a capital B.

whee.
just came back from the market with my mum and i daresay i had a fun time walking around the market. goodness knows how long i havent been to the market cos so many things have changed. sheesh. and the coffeeshops are getting damn funky la. just imagine, a foodcourt styled like coffeeshop without the aircon. i was flabbergasted. as in, serious. and the western food looked so tempting, such a big plate of food. yum. shit. i shouldnt be thinking about food. im supposed to go on a diet. acks.

grin. me just applied for NDP 2004 tickets online and stumbled upon the freebies moblkie downloads. visit NDP 2004 to download freebies, for the patriotic ones out there. yeaps. grin. quite fun la, the wallpapers are quite nice.. yeaps.

me very very bored. but then again, me going out tmr and prolly on sunday to IMM to go catch wilber pan in action. grin. lalalala.
very bored.

home now. after going to the dental checkup. first time i've been to a dental checkup since dont know how many years. oops. but apparently nothing wrong with my teeth so i guess i've been keeping my teeth healthy. grin. it took quite a short while. yeaps.

reached home at about 3 plus and talked to my mum over bitte bittergourd soup. acks. she claimed it's good for the body, which is suspect it might be true but well. it's bitter. my most hated food. yeucks. anyway, claypot rice for dinner. yum yum. hahaha. then after the bitter soup, my mum rewarded me with durians. grin. 1.5 durians all by myself. so much for my workout this morning. oops. but the durian was bitter and nice.. hee. i love bitter durians, but not bittergourds. contradicting, yes i know, but bitter durians are tasty wat. hee.

gonna slack at home for the rest of today and tmr. will continue to read my books, and ooh i bought two dan brown's books. angels and devils, and the da vinci code. well. i'll finish my 8 books from the library first. one of which is a 3 in 1 michael connelly book. the one i've been eyeing to borrow since last year. and he has a new book! a sequel to the poet i think. yeaps. lemme go read the poet in the 3 in 1 series first before i go buy the sequel. new hard cover book. *swoon* and i want the LOTR 3 in 1 vcd.. *swoon* fine. i'll stop swooning.
i have this sudden urge to rent vcds and watch all day. maybe i should go find a vcd rental tmr and watch vcds the entire day tmr. yeaps. grin. lalala.

blogging at buttercup now after gym. acks. finally could drag myself down to gym today. yeaps. feel good after the workout session. maybe i really should start working out more often to feel good. grin. prolly coming down again next wednesday before i meet roo next wed since the gym opens at 6am and closes at 12midnight. first time im being so 'zi dong' about this kinda exercise thingy. oops. hee.
but i am getting fat. at least that was what the medical examination told me yesterday. im 54.8kg heavy. shit. soon reaching 55kg. i cannot go past that. whine. blame it on the good food i've been eating for the past few days. ever since friday. oops. oh wells.

going for dental appointment later. which is near my house. that is after i study finish at buttercup, pop by kino, and crash into borders. grin. i wanna read books. speaking of which, i went through one quarter of crichton's airframe while i was working out. and msging roo at the same time. hee.

happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to weina..
happy birthday to me.

i have approx 45 minutes left to 8th June 2004. hum. oh wells.
happy birthday to me again.
grin.
glad to say i had a splendid time today with ruoling xinxin and jingwen. hee. *happy delighted grin* thank you dearies. hee. yeaps. and to the plenty of people who msged me happy birthday. too many to name, especially my students. special mention goes out to shannon who called just to wish me happy birthday, thank you. =) and to vivian, who msged me at 8 seconds after midnight, waking me up at the same time for a while, making her the earliest person to msg me happy birthday.
special thanks to:
ruoling: for keeping me company for quite alot of time during the holidays so far *beams* and specially coming out today again =) and of course, for the friendship. and qoo-ta bun. and yaya. not forgetting, xiaohei. =)
xinxin: for being the automated singing machine this morning when you sang the birthday song 5 times non stop before i started calling you the automated machine. and i wanna sqeeze ff bear, and kiss xyaya. =)
jingwen: for being able to drag youself out of the house so early this morning to accompany me to sungei buloh. hee.
sam: for giving me a wonderful time on sunday *beams* and the watch. wonderful. hee.
sijia: for meeting us for dinner at snoopy's place today. enjoyed the company entirely. thank you.
mok: for being the wonderful concerned kor and whatever you're gonna get me. always enjoy your company and will always do. yeaps. =)
roo: for being the sweetest cutest mei i ever have and thank you for the birthday song you gave me today.
fishball and joycet: for the phonecall yesterday (joyce tan) and the effort fishball made by coming down to my busstop to pass me the pressie =) love the coffee mug dearies. grin.
yunde ling wanyu junhui shuhan: for celebrating my birthday at westmall swensens on saturday and i really had a wonderful time just sitting there talking. just like the old days.
venus eileen yanlian jinyang: for remembering tis my birthday today, and giving me a sms each via the phone =)
delong and yuhui: for remembering me that tis my birthday today (though i think icq reminded them *grin* )
my dearest students who called and msged. thank you soo much for remembering. hee.

eh. i think that's about it. hope i think i dint leave anybody out. memory failing me la. yeah i know i did sth like that last year. check out my june archive. grin.
did so much today. exploring and walking. and exercising. finally. grin.

of course, went sungei buloh early in the morning with ruoling, jingwen and xinxin. walked a full 15 min from kranji damn carpark and along the way we saw a smashed up snake. quite gross. yeaps. hee. and we walked the whole place inside out, taking one particular shortcut when we sooo desperately wanted to get out of the hot place cos we were hungry and tired. and when we finally sat down to try and dial for a cab, the person on the other side had no idea where or what was sungei buloh. sheesh. wasted my talktime on her and she kept having the notion that sungei buloh was a condo or house of sorts. sheeesh. hahaha..
then off to woodlands causeway point to have dinner at siam kitchen where we basically sat there and slacked and chitchatted for a very long while.

-----------went offline to talk to tim on the phone----------------
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yeaps. went to the woodlands library where i finally found the F distribution!! hahaha. tis just a very small part la so i dont think it would affect that much. still im not taking any chances. yeaps. ruoling was happily looking at all the electrical stuff which im glad that i dint take cos i think i'll die under the physics part, jingwen was looking for her baby blues and xinxin feel asleep. nice air con, comfy floor, who wouldnt? grin. yeaps. and we got our butt out of the library after 1 hour i think. yeah. and on the train down to sommerset, jingwen spotted an indian book. refer to pic below. grin. erm. yeah. you get the idea la. typicla racism. sheesh. oops.
then we finally reached the gym. sheesh. first time in this year i finally exercised. fine, i know im a lazy bum. but that is what happens to me when i bum around for six months woah. anyway. had a very fun time on the stimulator and as usual, ruoling had to shoo me off. but i havent found the shipwreck yet. whine. haha. went to steam for a while and i must admit it was an interesting experience. yeaps. cos it was just plain interesting. haha. i know i sound like a country bumpkin but anyway. grin.
met sijia for dinner after that and we were terribly late. oops. but we had fun at snoopy place and the food was simply delicious. plus the price was reasonable. grin. very nice. and the comics were sooo wonderful. haha. oops.

was talking to tim on the phone yesterday cos when he msged me, i hinted to him about my birthday (how ego can i get? grin.) and he completely forgot. more like, he said he had no idea when it was. sigh. i do admit, its quite sad when students happen to remember the birthday better than friends do. and i was a tad disappointed that some people forgot. a small msg can light up the day so yeah. oh wells. the day is over and long forgotten so what the hell. sigh. im 19 now. acks. i feel old. like what tim msged me after the phone call (and trying to make him not guilty about forgetting my birthday), im officially the same age as him now, but lets wait for 2 more months before he turns one year older than me. grin. twas nice talking to him yesterday, when he was blabbering non stop about feeling guilty and me just listening. haha. oops. and i kindly reminded him about the next few birthdays in my class/his junior class so there you go. grin.

day: 090604

went for medical checkup today at jurong east. one of the pre requirements for SMU entry before matriculation day. and surprisingly it was very fast. as in, the entire thing. yeah. very fast. even the x-ray. on second thoughts, maybe because there wasnt many people at both clinics so yeah.
met joyce tan and yuyuan after that to go jurong east library and boy, i love that place. the books are brand new and i found 3 crichton books there! all brand new! so happy with myself. and i finished studying the F-distribution today.. but i need practise on that. so yeah. and ms ng told me the law of large numbers is just another name for central limit theorem so i was like okay. yeaps. but twas nice sitting there quietly reading and chatting with joyce tan who was busy studying for her basic theory test and yuyuan who was reading up on medical books. the diagrams look scary. but then again, they have higher academic calibre and brain power to process the information, unlike me. (read: the politically correct way to say 'they are thousand and one times smarter than me') yeaps. biology is interesting la. but still. oh wells. maybe im just plain stupid to screw up my Alevels so. yeah.
ooh and i love joyce tan, for giving me a $20 kino voucher plus a 20% discount coupon so that i can go buy my 'da vinci code' by dan brown. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. flying kiss to joyce. grin. thankew dar-ling. grin.
somehow i just know, that they will be my friends for life. i know. i hope. my secondary school friends. so at ease with each other, things to talk about. yeah. after seeing them today, especially joyce, i do realise i miss them alot. i see yuyuan when we do comn serve, but i rarely see joyce tan. grin. now i know i'll see her next friday for shopping. grin. non stop shopping. wheee. cant wait. lalala.

the smashed up snake. acks.  

the sign. finally.  

my favourite picture for the day. =) 

very nice flower.  

grass patch or moss covering the water? make your guess. 

johor in the background 

on the unconventional path. which is a short cut. very much shorter. 

pond adopted by hillgrove, students reading, familar? your freshwater pond. =) 

tales from india. funny and wise.  

sheesh. im soo bloated now. hee.
came back from the vienna buffet and i proclaim i love their cheese cakes!! argh. ate 6 slices of chessecakes and they were simply irresistable. yummy yum. hee cannot help myself la. i mean, the seafood buffet was good, with the tepanyaki and all. but i went straight to the cheesecakes after 2 rounds around the buffet table with food piled high up. and it was very filling. with all sorts of food, i think i really need to go on a diet after 3 whole days of high dining. oops. hee. lalala.
went shopping with mummy at lot 1 after that while my dad went to the lib and my sis sorta hung around behind me and my mum cos she dint wanna go lib. but at the same time she dint wanna go to the library at lot1 so she followed ua la. bought a pair of bright pink slippers at bata. oops. the pink streak in me. hee. oh wells. yeaps.
and on the way home, dad bought durians. yum. grin.
and just came back from eating durians. goodness. they taste so deliciously yummy. hee. i admit. i've been eating and eating and eating. non stop. me going gym tmr. yeaps. more like go there and play.
trying to find out how to get to sungei buloh now. abit confused by the directions. shit. dimmit. all i know is take 925 from kranji mrt and i have no idea where to get off. oh sigh. helppp.

somehow i think my life is pretty much quite busy starting this week. as in, im not fully occupied every day but i know it's time for me to settle down and start studying. and i'll be busy with comn serve. like with meetings and briefings and taking the WSG kids to labrador park. but i dont know what im doing in the later part of june. well. things will come along as time passes so i shant worry about what to do as yet. im going to take the waiver test for stats for smu. yeaps. i mean, it's gonna be a 2 hour mcq paper inclusive of stats we learnt in FM so i doubt if it would be that bad. as in. i dont understand how FM stats can be put as MCQ questions, but in any case, i'll just give it a try. if i do pass it, i have more time to study other things. like econs. if i do flunk it, then i'll just have to do them all over again. it cant be that bad la. so time for me to get down to revise my stats and refer to the reccomended book they stated in the package. yeaps. and july is filled because of the countless talks and workshops we have to go for. i mean. i hope they are useful but as usual, all talks and seminars are going to get boring. school is starting the latest for SMU. 16 aug. sheesh. when people in NUS start 020804, NTU starts late july, we start mid aug. eh okay. oh wells. never mind. and yeah, there are plenty of things for me to start taking care of when i prepare for uni. im quite apprehensive about the BOSS system. i.e. bidding online for courses system. eh. yeah. just apprehensive. dont know how to go about doing it mah. so there you go.
anyway. i really need to go on a diet. leaving the house soon for family outing. yipee. grin. cammie charged and ready to leave the house. ready to go great singapore sale shopping with my mummy. yeaps. and ready to read book on the car. hell i know that's out of point but never mind. just a short entry before i leave the house. will prolly blog again when i reach home later.
ack forgot to look for the route to get to sungei buloh tmr. and for gym tmr, ruoling what do i have to bring? i wanna play in the steam room.. hee. oops. finally im getting my butt working. mummy tried to wake me up at 7am this morning to go running but i stubbornly refused to leave my nicee comfy bed. only woke up at 9am. oops. 2 hours later. when my parents had already returned from their run. eh. oops. hee. oh. count me in for LOTR marathon. yeah. grin.

the watch itself. grin.  

the fossil boxes